💫 Look at the sun and how it melts 💫

oh my god. Just now finding your stuff. different stuff from rest of misnights stuff. Lovin  😊

-Do you feel sorry for him?
-No!
-Are you in love with him?
-No Frye!
-Are you in love with him?
-Dude stop! (from the "Disconnect" movie)
No one understands
No one takes my hand like you
While everyone just pretends
I know you’ll be there for me too 

Wish I could fall in love with you
But my heart follows certain patterns
Sometimes it burns sometimes it shatters

I love when they leave me on read, 
Makes all the waiting exciting
I know you know this Already 
i  can’t do nothing about it
Won’t you please take my hand
Maybe if you’ll treat me bad
Maybe if you make me sad
I’ll feel for you what I feel for the others

PATTERNS

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Was it worth it to forgive you?
Was I too fragile to break?
Hallucinations of voices
call the sound of my name

My heart’s not skipping a beat
But suddenly syncopates
Why did you leave me alone
Stuck inside of that cage
With 

Fever
Rushing up
needles
In my cup
Lift my chest
Inside my brain my 

Fever’s
Rushing up
Liver
In your  cup
Ill Leave my chest
Inside my brain

I keep on running in circles
But something’s out of its place
You needed her to deceive you
So you could finally break

Hallucinations of voices
They call the sound of my name
I wanted you to forget
Can you do something ‘bout this

Fever...

FEVER

You're nothing
Just a stain that
Lives inside my head
I hope that you won’t listen
To my litany
You're nothing
Just empty words and
the deepest distance
It hurts my bones it hurts my limbs
To see you dying like this
I'm sorry (like this)
(I couldn’t save you)
I'm sorry I couldn’t save you
like this...

You’re nothing…
You're just a memory...
you mean nothing.
(you've got...no power over me...)

LITANY

Guess it’s all true
I adore you
Love your flaws, kiss your scars
You got no clue
Oh it’s painful 
But it’s so good
Feeling safe in your arms
Is a dream come true

Cause baby I’m in lo o ove
Oh oh
Baby I’m in love…oh oh 

This obsession
It won’t wear off
Love your hands
And your nails
On my back
Are you scared?
I am yours
Don’t you go
I am yours
Please don’t go
Don’t you leave me alone
Feeling scared in the dark
You’re the one that I want

LIMERENCE

These two mythological fuckers oh I don't remember how I named them, they were in love kinda but then the reindeer boy gets stolen by a mythological creature with bigger tits. Or was it different?I hate this song cause my ex found it on Tik Tok
LYRICS:
Here another fable
Face to face, a table
Once upon a love
Everything was gone
You were mine, you were mine
Until someone got their claws on you
I realized, I realized
There is nothing much that I can do
To you
(You won’t let me in)

I've got this feeling behind my shoulder
That it's over
Before a thing could ever happen
You’re not close to me anymore........
YOU WERE MINE YOU WERE MINE
UNTIL SOMEONE GOT THEIR CLAWS ON YOU (Is she better than me?)
I (I get it) REALIZED I REALIZED THERE IS NOTHING MUCH (i get it)
THAT I CAN DO
TO YOU
And you won't let me in...bit by bit I fade..
you're mine....

ClawsClawsClaws

mixing and mastering + co-prod. by @lavaproduce
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Snared by frames
Nothing comes up to my mind
Sure, I can’t  remember why
I will make up my own lies

Trapped in spasms
Tripping over thoughts, they’re right
I was not allowed to cry
I’ll make it alone tonight 
Make it out alive

I'll wait for tomorrow, time to sleep it (off)
Slipping from reality this time felt different
I don’t wanna live like this
(Nor love like this)
'Till nothings left of me

Rain, rain, go away
Come again another day
Don’t make me sink in tears
Keep the black dogs off my bed
Let the shadows come clean
Be honest
Will I ever recover from this?

Rain, GO AWAY

I’ll catch up with myself for you
I’d quit nicotine if you asked me to
But I know  you won’t cause you love
Smoke too 
I’ll catch up with myself for you

They took me for granted
They Made me invisible, and unscented
A colorless lamp faded 
Into a dim glowing gloom

Ignored my skinned knees
And My yellow bruises
When on the ground, I begged 
For sympathy 
N for some love too

I’ll catch up with myself for you
Color all my grey with your greenish blue
Tell it with your eyes
When your tongue’s not loose
And 
I’ll catch up with myself for you

CATCHUPWMYSELF

prod by @frdmbeats

ill upload lyrics tmrw too lazy

SHAWTY GAVE ME NECK (PROD. @FRDMBEATS)

Through this album, I have been working to fuse my poetry with upbeat, futuristic and ethereal compositions. Three and a half years in the making, this is my offering from the heart.

BUY LINK:
https://oracle666.bandcamp.com/album/timebender

SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/08CVD8VJmsHBIfQuvlXseB

Wings prod. win32
Written and performed by Julia Sinelnikova (ORACLE666)
Recorded and mixed by John Bourke (gosteffects)
Mastered by Daniel Kasshu (Mevius)

Wings

prod mix mastered by @cxldblxxd
In my mind I can go higher
than the sky and further
I can't count on my hands all the times
That they called me suicidal
trying to make up my mind and shit
I don't wanna die cause there are so many things
I still gotta see
i am still breaking the rules
for the right path
and still waiting for my day of judgment 
can’t remember the times I’ve been wrong
and the times i wrote that in a song

So
Save your breath for something else
Look at the sun and how it Melts
Fuck the Consequences
I'll still sing
Cause This is safe music for suicidal kids

Safe Music For Suicidal Kids (prod. cxld blxxd)

Single from my upcoming album "Skin"
Prod, mix and mastered by super talented @amertm
LYRICS:
she had this beauty that came out of touch
right from a world of disease and distress
singing some words out of tune and of course
letting me play all the strings of her soul

and i was there
what a honor
cause i saw your dismay
and the expressions of your face contracting in every particular way
oh i was there
cause you allowed me to stay no matter what i made with your heart , hurt you in so many ways
baby please don’t walk away

no excuse for my behavior
there is no way i deserve this love
you made me your one and only
making the worldfall apart

no excuse for my behavior
there is no way i deserve this love
sorry i screwed up so many times
making your love fall apart

she had this beauty that came out of touch
right from a world of disease and distress
singing some words out of tune and of course
letting me play all the strings of her soul

Out Of Touch (prod. Amertume)

@mnscollective
for demos and discarded shit go here:  @herclone

Safe Music For Suicidal Kids (prod. cxld blxxd)

EloimMeth

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