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I don't know what this is about
Try to form the words but they wont come out
I can’t tell
If this normal or if I am
Just at the end of my rope

I stare at the screen
Even though there feels like there’s a wall between
My thoughts and it
It won’t budge the least bit

The clock’s ticking now
Wanna put this all to rest but I don't know how
No urge to act on
It's all gone

So when it all gets stripped away
Turns out I have nothing to say
I’m just so
Tired of this part, and now I’m just 
Racing to meet the deadline

Nothing left but fear
And wishing that I was anywhere else but here
The exit’s in sight
Catch glimpses of the light
Half of me wants it
The other half doesn't really give a shit
And now the night is here
And I’m just so tired of thinking at all

So sick of doing nothing when there's so much to do
Headaches upon headaches
So sick of feeling guilty when I start something new
Headaches upon headaches
No sense of closure when my time runs out
The only thing ever I think about
 Is headaches upon headaches for me

Malpractice

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Malpractice

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