featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

(plays are botted)

dont expect me to change
only change that i see
is my mind and my heart
only time's what i please

so, dont expect me to change
only change that i see
i please everyone
and nobody please me

nobody please me 

dont expect me to stay
the time gon pass and please
i remember the days
that i felt that you like me

cuz youre everything i like

prod. me

Featuring @sanriorose
Produced by @viinssoo
Outro section by elxnce
circa — November 2024

I'm just sitting outside by the bleachers
I'm just getting high up off that reefer
I just want to be here right with you
I'm not gonna try just to please you
I'm just one line from the preview
Hit that shit two times for the whole crew
I can help anything you're going through
Even with the smallest things you have no clue
I'm not trying to judge I just miss you
Your love sticks with me like a tattoo
I'm just trying to drive through your avenue
It's gonna take a while to get used to this
I'm just missing you crazy 
Always want to make new shit but I'm lazy
I can see your love through your heart and It's racing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
I guess that this is how it goes
Ima keep on going till I'm playing shows
Everytime I think of you I hear you and it echoes
But ima keep on going till I'm with my bros
I guess that this is how it goes

I guess this is how it goes
Fit fire but my heart cold
You don't even wanna know
New bitch like the old flow
New want the old flow
Pray to demons smoking hella dope yeah
I get high and then I let it go
I get high and put on melrose
Long hair and a face tat
If that was you would you take that

If I take this pill ima throw it up
Im not bout to tell you where I'm going yeah
Please don't piss me off ima go insane
Yeah I'm going up I ain't got time to wait
People try to talk down on my name 
But they know my fame
Yeah they know this game we're about to play
One time, two times for the real ones
Three times, Four times can we get some
They don't understand
Yeah I can't stand
Let's stick to the plan
Take me by the hand
Lets get out of here 'cause I'm not tryna stay
Your wish is my command
I guess that this is how it goes

COMMAND with @d0llywood1 (prod. VINSO)

prod me ++ #3six0
project file @ https://payhip.com/b/Xi0MD

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/cus3d/ur-ghost-feat-22kings
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all me and @22kingsprofile
most of the guitar by @22kingsprofile
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ur ghost

project file https://payhip.com/b/oK2GL

prod @lyn_u @2rel
featuring @cruseyyyy

lyrics
[@me]
ima keep on runnin
yea my bank is filled wit hunnids
new friends ya they keep on frontin
i take drugs becuz i love it
cut that btc off i aint cuffin
i dont rlly do that love shi
ima need another substance 
shoot shi like im andre drummond

yuh
rolling a wood, taking that shi to the face
cloning me boy you is copy n paste
i got a pole n its tucked in my waist
cartier spent a rack on these frames
old friends keep saying i changed
fuck that i just cut off the fakes
whole lotta guap and its coming my way
free my twin out the cell
unlimited money don't tell
she wann a tell me she love me (love me)
i said btc, oh well
i cant kiss and tell
wipe my tears w half a mill
i got lean i crack the seal
shoutout twin we in the field

free lil mikey out the slam
you want a feat thats gon cost you a band
8 figs ya we counting up m's
broke boys tryna get on the trend
posted w twin in the benz
fuckin that btc and she bringin her friends
do what i want, and you do what you can
hitting a lick than im hopping the fence

[@cruseyyyy]
i just made a bag im goin state 2 state
me n trin up on the block we ballin in the paint
i wont do yo verse boy dat shit just a waste
yea im goin mia they all know my fucking face
yea no complaints no i can not relate
ur stuck up in my brain u still act like ur a saint
i try to runaway shoulda know i cant escape
i want a cleaner slate dont know how much more i can take

[@me]
free lil mikey out the slam
you want a feat thats gon cost you a band
8 figs ya we counting up m's
broke boys tryna get on the trend
posted w twin in the benz
fuckin that btc and she bringin her friends
do what i want, and you do what you can
hitting a lick than im hopping the fence x 2

love it ft crusey (lyn_u & 2rel)

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

prod me

you took it all and left
no baby i'm so tired of the way you make me feel
my life has been hella boring
look at me i'm a fucking mess
i lost all capabilities of making something right
i'm starting to think the worst
i know it's not healthy but this feeling is a curse
i liked when we talked about the shit that made you laugh
now i'm stuck on the little things i'll wait until i crash
who will take the blame?
if i look back in two years am i the same?
yeah i love my life because i treat it like a game
everyone that I've ever encountered is insane (but who am i to-)
at the end of the night
i miss how you liked
i know its not right but it keeps me up all the time

took it all

post engineering/master by https://soundcloud.com/billsburyjoeboi
<3

Yeah, feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like

Country got me f-
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

And we not friends, we fell out
So don't ask Four for wisdom
'Fore I push start and
'Fore I push start and peel out
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Spin like grabba, cigarillo
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Armor on me, armadillo

Yeah, it's a dead party, where my car keys?
Eugh
Young Four a one man army,
Eugh
Young Four the young Prince Charming
My lil Cinderella, she a Barbie
Eugh
Sick like salmonella, stay afar please, eugh
Uh- she my Van Girlie, she my art piece, yuh
When you hit my phone it make my h-h-h
When you hit my phone it make my heart speed up

fuck
whip that hoe like larson
my heart stay on fire like this hoe stay commiting arson
im fucked up
thats the hoe i want yuh.
i might love that hoe more than you can until im done yuh
but fuck that, i got plenty more
you still worried bout that hoe, but i got more to go
i pull up yo lil hoe want me, fuck it hoe lets go
why yo lil hoe want me so bad, ion fucking know

Feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like
Country got me fucked up
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

Feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like
Country got me f-
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

And we not friends, we fell out
So don't ask Four for wisdom
'Fore I push start and
'Fore I push start and peel out
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Spin like grabba, cigarillo
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Armor on me, armadillo
Yea
Ooooh,
Go, Go
J- J

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