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"i can't go on like this..."
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https://www.youtube.com/@YungLuci

Tired (ft. Drowzyyy)

4u (ft. Dippers)

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lyrics:

(Yeah...)
Mmm... yeah...
Falling slow, drifting alone
The night won’t end, and neither do I

Tears on my face in the mirror light
Lost in the haze, I’ve been high all night
You said forever, but you lied this time
Now your voice is just a ghost in my mind
I keep my hoodie up, hiding what I feel
Every touch I wanted, I couldn’t heal
Scrolling through memories I can’t delete
Every laugh, every fight, repeats on repeat

I swear I see you in my dreams
Every night it’s louder than it seems
The city sleeps but I can’t rest
I’m haunted by the love I left

This how it feels when the world turns cold
How can I heal when you’re gone, I don’t know
It’s like a dream that I can’t let go
I keep it real even when I’m alone
This how it feels when my heart won’t glow
How can I breathe when I’m losing my soul
It’s like a wave, pullin’ me below
I keep it real, but it’s takin’ control

I walked past the spots we used to meet
Every corner whispers your heartbeat
Told me I was fragile, said I was yours
Now I’m counting scars, closing doors
Your name’s on my lips, but it tastes like pain
Every memory feels like a hurricane
I reach for your hand in the dead of night
But it’s just my shadow, fading from sight

I wrote our story in the rain
Every word soaked in my shame
If I fall, will you catch me at all?
Or will I break in the silence of the hall?
I light a candle for what we had
Every flicker burns, but it’s not bad
‘Cause even pain is a kind of love
Even loss is a lesson from above

This how it feels when the world turns cold
How can I heal when you’re gone, I don’t know
It’s like a dream that I can’t let go
I keep it real even when I’m alone
This how it feels when my heart won’t glow
How can I breathe when I’m losing my soul
It’s like a wave, pullin’ me below
I keep it real, but it’s takin’ control


when the world turns cold (prod. yxngxs)

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lyrics:

mmh…
lights low, breath slow
don’t wake me when the city cries

you say my name like a secret, hush
I fold it in the curtains, hide the rush
soft footsteps in the hallway, come too close
I smile like it’s nothing, but my palms know where to go
I keep your pictures in a shoebox, taped and small
talk to your ghost when the night starts to fall
you run your fingers over scars I never show
you think you know me — baby, you don’t know

I’ll keep you clean from the world outside
wrap your fear up in a lullaby
tell me that you’re scared, I’ll be your storm
hold you 'til the daylight wants no more

quiet hands, don’t make a sound
we’ll disappear where the lost are found
close your eyes, I’ll be the one
who keeps the dark but hides the gun
if they come for you, I’ll lead them wrong
sing you silence like a dangerous song
quiet hands, hold mine tight
we’ll walk the night and never fight

you whisper names that I won’t repeat
soft cotton sheets and your small heartbeat
we trade our sins like worn out rings
promises fold into smaller things
I know the streets that echo with regret
I learned the map where no one’s safe yet
bring me your secrets, the small and loud
I’ll put them in the river, I’ll hide them in the clouds

don’t cry too bright, baby — it makes them see
let your sadness be a shadow over me
we’ll breathe in low, keep the motion slow
I’ll be the warmth when the cold winds blow

quiet hands, don’t make a sound,
we’ll disappear where the lost are found
close your eyes, I’ll be the one
who keeps the dark but hides the gun
if they come for you, I’ll lead them wrong
sing you silence like a dangerous song
quiet hands, hold mine tight
we’ll walk the night and never fight

close your eyes (prod. yxngxs)

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lyrics:

I’ve been lost in my head again
Scrolling through pictures of what we had
I don’t know if I’ll ever feel the same
I just… I just keep drifting

I met you on a rainy night, your hoodie soaked through
You laughed, said it’s nothing, but I felt it too
Kept my distance ‘cause I didn’t wanna fall too fast
But your shadow followed me, echoes from the past
I stayed up writing lines I’ll never show
Thought about the things we said and the places we’d go
Your voice stuck in my head like a melody I can’t shake
I tried to run from it, but I always wake

And I know I’m broken, but you see me
Even when I hide behind my dreams
I can’t escape it, I can’t leave it
This feeling… it won’t let me breathe

I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every memory’s a wave, and I’m drowning the most
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone
I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every heartbeat reminds me of what I lost
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone

I see you in the city lights, but it’s just a trick
The way your laugh fades, yeah, it makes my heart sick
I text you but delete it, don’t wanna seem weak
I chase the highs, I chase the feeling I seek
I’ve been sleeping in the dark, hoping you’ll appear
Your perfume on the pillow, but you’re never near
I tell myself it’s over, but my mind won’t comply
I replay every word, every look, every lie

And maybe I’m too fragile for this world
Maybe I’m too honest for anyone else
I keep writing our story in my songs
Even when the pages are empty, it feels like you belong

I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every memory’s a wave, and I’m drowning the most
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone
I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every heartbeat reminds me of what I lost
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone

drifting (prod. yxngxs)

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lyrics:

I think I lost myself again...
In the place where you said you’d stay
Every heartbeat feels the same
Empty — like the pills I take
I keep hearing you in echoes,
Your voice under my skin
If love was heaven, then why’s it feel like sin?

Haven’t touched a pill in a while, I swear I’m fine
But the silence in my room keeps replaying your lines
You said “love me” like a curse and I took every bite
Now I see your name in the smoke when I light
Ash on my dress, mascara on my skin
Heaven on your lips, but you taste like sin
You said I’m too soft for this world I’m in
Maybe that’s why I let the hurt sink in

I’ve been fading, baby, slow
In a place that you don’t go
Your ghost still sits beside me though
Like you never let me go

And you know what I do when the lights turn blue
I’m still chasing highs just to dream of you
You said I’d be fine, but I’m bleeding through
Every song I make just reminds me of you
You hurt me, baby, but I still stay still
I can’t make shit heal, I can’t make shit heal
You talk like you hate me, then pull me near
Kiss me like a sin that don’t feel real

There’s a bottle on the floor, half full, half gone
Every drop tastes like the place we went wrong
Tried to burn your photos but the flame went out
Like the love that I crave but can’t live without
Midnight tears on a bathroom tile
You call my name just to twist my smile
I’m not mad, I’m just tired of tryin’
Every time I live, I feel like I’m dyin’

Blood moon rising, it’s the same old curse
Another broken verse for the ones who hurt
I could drown in the words you said that night
But you’d still be the reason I survive
You said, “Baby, we’ll be okay”
But we never were that way
Now your perfume haunts the sheets
And your name’s the only beat I keep

And you know what I do when the lights turn blue
I’m still chasing highs just to dream of you
You said I’d be fine, but I’m bleeding through
Every song I make just reminds me of you
You hurt me, baby, but I still stay still
I can’t make shit heal, I can’t make shit heal
You talk like you hate me, then pull me near
Kiss me like a sin that don’t feel real

heal (prod. yxngxs)

tommy ice - light work (prod. @yungcastor)

spotify version:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UZk8amMQGkHHd9mtfwwZr

lyrics:
@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw
and every single day its not enough
for you
so tell me what the fuck do you want
or do
anything that makes it all fine
i think im losing my mind again
i think im wasting my time again
can we make it up maybe we can be friends
just tell me that its over, tell me its the end
is it the end?

(face of an angel i cant explain
shes got the devil inside of her brain
so its do or die
heaven or hell)

@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw (w/ @mis4ortune vocal)
wow im finding myself in the ground
digging a grave for myself
i tried to scream but nobody helped
im trynna find anything.

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kyozaku & cli - twenty days (ft. mis4ortune & victxrw)

lyrics:

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

Another story of a boy who never grew old
How’d that truck taste
That shit was aiming for him
He said in the worst way
I will see you on road
Tell that fuck face
That im waiting for him
Play the tape back
Look at me im love struck 
I just want that back
Look what we had
Waves touch gaff
Just look at me im sea sick
I dont have sea legs
I cant swim back
Just look at my hands
The ropes burned holes in
The legs of my pants
With the force of cannon
I am no man
I was tucked down
In the bowels of the ship
In a selfish abandoned
As the weights laid
I will stay back
Sure my worst fate remains in my head
For Next birthday
I will eat cake
Sure my ship mates ive hurt are all dead
I cant believe my luck
If u could call it that but really ur just war shy
Next time I sober up
Ill face a battle that gets harder every next time

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

hudson bay floater (xlhc x fantasy camp)

work for it (prod. 4ortyfiv5)

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baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/artist/1WXTOX46WpCLZ7YkWuX2BG?si=CQ-kYSlTTrS9G1JhOZXn0g

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work for it (prod. 4ortyfiv5)

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