Sticks And Stones And Bones

"what it feels like to have an eating disorder" (not my song)

control - jessie bootle (ED song)

A new genre is born: Ethereal Chill. Hope you love it.
[Verse 1]
Northwind hums a quiet song
Never really dies it lingers long
Frost-light leads I follow on
A drifting path since dawn

[Chorus]
Oh the wind it whispers secrets
Oh the wind it tells me tales
Of a love that never weakens
And a heart that never fails
Whispers on the wind

[Verse 2]
Ancient seeds beneath the snow
Where they land I do not know
But the earth she feels their silent plea
Waiting for what's meant to be

[Chorus]
Oh the wind it whispers secrets
Oh the wind it tells me tales
Of a love that never weakens
And a heart that never fails
Whispers on the wind

[Bridge]
Do you hear it calling out your name
A flicker in the fading flame
A memory a distant chime
Lost in space and time

[Chorus]
Oh the wind it whispers secrets
Oh the wind it tells me tales
Of a love that never weakens
And a heart that never fails
Whispers on the wind

Whispers on the Wind

Anorexic

The first track on my 2018 album Dark Descent. It attempts to illustrate the beginning of the descent into anorexia - the elation, the high, and the initial seduction of the disease.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Dark Descent

Midnight Run is a track from my 2018 album Dark Descent. With Midnight Run, I wanted to create something that would reflect the emotional drive and willpower that comes along with compulsive over-exercising as an anorexic.
It's very different to any other song on the album - it's upbeat, energetic, and was designed with running and exercising in mind.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Midnight Run

birthday cake

Cold is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness, based on the cold reality of anorexia hospitalisation. Within the track, I've added voiceovers reflecting the mental battle between the sufferer and the anorexic voice. Cold can also be seen as a sister song to Immune.

Cold

My BestFriend Ana - DAISY PHILLIPS

Nightcore - Skeleton (Jessie Paege)

lbs - kat mokriy

Recovered anorexic from UK 🇬🇧
Psychological music based on eating disorders & mental illness 🎶

Dark Descent

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