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Decadence And Disorder (The Voice Of Anorexia)

Decadence And Disorder (The Voice Of Anorexia) [2011 Version]

Sticks And Stones And Bones

Couldn't find this on here, so I put it here! Lyrics below! VVV

{Verse 1}
Hey
It's been a while since we had a date
A skeleton stares down an empty plate
I love you in a horrifying way
Chance
It's been a while since we had a dance
Around the gym into a little trance
Where bathtubs can be little sacred lands

{Pre-Chorus}
I find comfort only in the dark
Two notes away from a broken heart
Two pounds away from the bitter start
Guide me to the possibilities
A knife to cut away what we don't need
But all of this will take its toll on me

{Chorus}
Ana
Why won't you just leave me alone
Because I just want to go home
But you have crawled into my bones
I want to scream
I am willing to come clean
But you will not let go of me
You're just an empty calorie
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

{Verse 2}
They said that it's only for the pretty ones
With green eyes and a little bun
Of auburn hair and all the fun
You asked for, but you have to wear a mask for
They said that it's only for the little girls
And men will never fit the rules
Especially a boy like you
You're done, but are you sure you're not the one?

{Pre-Chorus}
I find comfort only in the dark
Two notes away from a broken heart
Two pounds away from the bitter start
Guide me to the possibilities
A knife to cut away what we don't need
But all of this will take its toll on me

{Chorus}
Ana
Why won't you just leave me alone
Because I just want to go home
But you have crawled into my bones
I want to scream
I am willing to come clean
But you will not let go of me
You're just an empty calorie
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

{Bridge}
Smoke away the pain until
There's nothing but a plain old little
Shell of who you were before
But you want more, you're getting bored
Cotton balls of satisfactory
Won't you please show your scars to me?
Won't you just strip away
Yesterday, and leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me

{Outro}
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

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The Dark Descent album version of Waiting To Be Weightless.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

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Girl Within The Ghost is a track from my 2018 album Dark Descent. This song describes how anorexia can completely take over your own personality, to the point where that person appears to be a ghost of their former self; 'the lights are on, but nobody's home'.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Girl Within The Ghost

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Cold

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