Decadence And Disorder (The Voice Of Anorexia)

Sticks And Stones And Bones

Couldn't find this on here, so I put it here! Lyrics below! VVV

{Verse 1}
Hey
It's been a while since we had a date
A skeleton stares down an empty plate
I love you in a horrifying way
Chance
It's been a while since we had a dance
Around the gym into a little trance
Where bathtubs can be little sacred lands

{Pre-Chorus}
I find comfort only in the dark
Two notes away from a broken heart
Two pounds away from the bitter start
Guide me to the possibilities
A knife to cut away what we don't need
But all of this will take its toll on me

{Chorus}
Ana
Why won't you just leave me alone
Because I just want to go home
But you have crawled into my bones
I want to scream
I am willing to come clean
But you will not let go of me
You're just an empty calorie
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

{Verse 2}
They said that it's only for the pretty ones
With green eyes and a little bun
Of auburn hair and all the fun
You asked for, but you have to wear a mask for
They said that it's only for the little girls
And men will never fit the rules
Especially a boy like you
You're done, but are you sure you're not the one?

{Pre-Chorus}
I find comfort only in the dark
Two notes away from a broken heart
Two pounds away from the bitter start
Guide me to the possibilities
A knife to cut away what we don't need
But all of this will take its toll on me

{Chorus}
Ana
Why won't you just leave me alone
Because I just want to go home
But you have crawled into my bones
I want to scream
I am willing to come clean
But you will not let go of me
You're just an empty calorie
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

{Bridge}
Smoke away the pain until
There's nothing but a plain old little
Shell of who you were before
But you want more, you're getting bored
Cotton balls of satisfactory
Won't you please show your scars to me?
Won't you just strip away
Yesterday, and leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me

{Outro}
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

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"Relapse" - Blythe Baird

Immune is a track from my 2018 album Dark Descent, about anorexia hospitalisation, and expresses how the sufferer is 'immune' to intervention due to the defensive strength of the anorexic voice.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Immune

Released July 2010 by The Narrative
Produced by Bryan Russell


Starving For Attention

Dysmorphia is a track from my 2018 album Dark Descent. Through Dysmorphia, I've tried to reflect the psychological mind games involved with body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) as an element of eating disorders.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Dysmorphia

Eating disorder

Cold is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness, based on the cold reality of anorexia hospitalisation. Within the track, I've added voiceovers reflecting the mental battle between the sufferer and the anorexic voice. Cold can also be seen as a sister song to Immune.

Cold

birthday cake by Alex Carroll 
lyrics

V1
I'm sure I used to like birthday cake
and going out at half past two
now I don't know where all my friends have gone
was I supposed to tend to them too

Chorus
and oh I should've stayed at home tonight
cause that's what I've been built to do
and I know the doctors said that I should try
but mum can you pick me up soon

V2
now my best friend is diet lemonade
and crying on the kitchen floor
mum can you tell them we've got plans that day
cause I'm not sure that I can say no anymore

Chorus

Bridge
before I 
lose my mind
another night I'd like to tear into my thighs
oh why 
could the people in my head 
could you please just go to bed
no I can't take it anymore

Chorus

V3
I'm sure I used to like birthday cake
now it just tastes like giving up
I still don't know where all my friends have gone
but what would I give to be enough

birthday cake

Recovered anorexic from UK 🇬🇧
Psychological music based on eating disorders & mental illness 🎶

Sticks And Stones And Bones

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