but the more we go in circles, the less i wanna stay.

in writing this album, I considered a lot about how detesting someone is actually be a desire to be rid of them. a person for whom everyone else puts up with their behavior, but you see them for what they really are. egotistical, selfish, self-destructing. Icarus flying too close to the sun.

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Credits:
Writing, Vocals, Production & Mix by Derivakat
Guitars by Cartian
Additional Production & Mastering by BlueDrak3
Artwork by mangdreams

Downfall

It's in the darkest of nights that stars shine their brightest...

Single

Darkest Hour

Darkest Hour - Single

Genres are really hard for me to figure out/categorize. But whatever this song fits within, I do like the funky beat it nailed!

Celestial Spectrum

Celestial Spectrum - Single

Been a hot minute, whoops! Had to finish college and get new equipment, but I found my files again and am rendering the visuals now. Happy 2024 all!

Dusty Nebula

Dusty Nebula - Single

This one iirc was me messing around with electric guitar and drums, but with more drums than guitar. Started out short... ended up a bit longer XD

Short But Echoed

Short But Echoed - Single

"May I compare you to a midnight star?"

My OC is hopelessly in love with his wife lmao

Midnight Star

Midnight Star - Single

I fell in love with some new instruments, so uh... Have a bnuuy lol

Dancing Rabbits

the reason I'm drawn to the night...

June is a distanced embodiment of constantly working toward a goal that you never quite feel like you reach. for every June you make it to, there is another waiting. so I learned to be content with the journey instead. I get really bad insomnia sometimes, spending late nights writing songs that nobody but me and the stars will hear. but even so, I wouldn’t give up what I do for anything in the world. I want to give making music my all, and I would be content even if I did it just for myself and those empty nights.


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Credits:
Writing by Derivakat and Yuki
Vocals, Production & Mix by Derivakat
Additional Production & Master by BlueDrak3
Art by mangdreams

June

this restless motion's left me chosen as its home

ok so maybe i haven't written a full 23 songs about insomnia (it's a hyperbole) but it's a constant topic I write about in my music. i wrote this demo in 2022 at like 6am or something after being kept up for the entire night by my insomnia. i've had bits and pieces of these lyrics written during different nights where I barely slept.

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Credits:
Writing, Vocals, Production & Mix by Derivakat
Master by BlueDrak3
Album Art by Qaramello

Insomnia

See my music website for information on usage terms, licensing, subscriptions, etc. (img for all songs is placeholder until I can draw different ones!)

Here you can find a library of my original tracks, perfect for background, immersion, or just vibing. Uploads happen whenever, but if you like the stuff I do & the content I make stick around & enjoy!

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Short But Echoed - Single

ElysioRhythms