Artists like you are literally my lifeline. I hope you’re doing okay.

Bipolar(mostly killbunk<3)

@kado.wav
Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

Kam Michael
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Swey
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Dampszn
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repeating memories (ft. dampszn & Swey)

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One sided

One Sided

Crazy

w/ @seon47

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

It's like everyday is a different struggle
Young man, but I found a hustle
E-L-Y, that's a piece of the puzzle
I'm really blessed, but I'm still stressed
How I lost my muscle at a young age
Changed me, I had blind rage
Saw the world as a still beige
Seemed to lose it's color
Self esteem, in an empty gutter
Was praying for flooding that never would cover the losses I took
Rather just die than admit to my family cause they would discover
The path that I took
Used drugs as a cover, to cover the fact
That I fucked up myself to a point where I'd never recover
Got lost in the lust and I fell for a lover, that never would love me
The way that I needed
Broken and pleading for someone to save me but no one would save me
I thought that she would
But I ended up hurting somebody that can't be replaced
Now when I look at life, I'm thinking like what a disgrace I made
Just dig me a grave and bury me deep, at least six feet
Cause I don't wanna breathe, and I don't wanna be
The person I turned out to be in end
Now I'm focused on turning the page and becoming a person that I could be proud of
Got tired of telling myself that I'm not it
So I gotta be it, before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
I'm making my peace
Before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
Before it all tears me to pieces

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Man I been lost for a while
Struggling finding my way in this life
I just forget how to smile
Wonder what happened wish that I wasn't alive
Lately I been in denial
Saying I'm fine, running away from my mind
Shit ain't been right since the trail
It ain't been right since the trial
They locked me for up like a year
I ain't have nobody there
Couldn't run like I did in the past, and I was facing all my fears
Coming to terms with all that I've done
All the feelings starting to flood
I'm drowning alone I ran out luck
I was so close to just giving it up
Now I'm out but I don't feel like I'm free
On a mission tryna find all my dreams
To steady losing never getting no sleep
I'm feeling empty getting closer to e
So what do I do, and who do I be
Life it been weighing me down
I don't what I should think
Cause I get caught in my addiction
Tryna not to make a difference
Wishing I could stop the sinning
Knowing I can't be forgiving
My whole life I'm never winning
My whole I'm never winning, for real
I pray this a dream and that none of this real
I'm waking up where I don't have to feel
Don't have to stress and I don't have to heal
I don't have to stress and I don't have to heal

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Ely Waves & Seon - it's hard to be me

Killbunk Collection

KillBunk - Industry Puppet (Leak)

KillBunk Collection

KillBunk - Never Enough (leak)

KillBunk - Life Is Yours (Leak)

KillBunk - No More (Leak)

song 2 off our upcoming collab album "The Greatest Story Never Told" releasing the end of this month.

Told You My Secrets (Rxseboy & Drex Carter)

pretend (prod lowtyde)

Whistleblower 1.0, carved with forensic clarity and emotional voltage:
A truth-teller trapped inside a corrupt system reaches their breaking point. They've watched the rot grow — toxic waste buried, financial fraud normalized, silence rewarded. The weight becomes unbearable. They gather the evidence — the final straw — knowing it will collapse the system and destroy them. The leak detonates. Headlines erupt. The institution fractures. But the whistleblower is erased: fired, hunted, forgotten. While the public celebrates the fall, the architect of truth suffers in exile. The song is a memoir of bitter sacrifice — a voice that broke the camel’s back and paid the price for speaking.

Whistleblower  #Hip-Hop Cipher Rap x Forensic Memoir Flow

Produced by M.E
Artwork by David Kiernan

Kam Michael
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twitter.com/kammichael_
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Jerome
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http://www.twitter.com/JeromeThePrince
http://www.instagram.com/JeromeThePrince

What's Wrong With Me? (ft. Jerome) [Prod. M.E]

its like the 4th of july when i look at ur eyes <3

KillBunk - fuck n go [bonus] ft. Young PINK Starboi

Pretty brown eyes hit different ya know 🥺😩

Pretty Brown Eyes (ft. Junior Cruz)

If Time Could Tell

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Ely Waves & Seon - it's hard to be me

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