PORTALS unreleased

crybaby k-12 portals after school ep unreleased

purgatory and deluxe made by me

purgatory v2

Decomposing shell of mine
Will you accept my wrongs?
Cursed you down to the hell and back
But still you mend my holes
Vessel born to bruise and tore
I've seen this once before
Flesh, intestines, bones
Impressions last for only so long

Baby, none of this shit matters
Cut the judgement, kill the pressure

Think you're flawless, you're the hottest
But you're still just a corpse with a name
Think you're gorgeous on the surface
But surfaces crumble away
What's a paint job with no inching?
I'm just hoping you still feel the same, the same (Same)
Though, I'm only a corpse with a name

Corpse

(Come and play)
(Come and play)

Oh, my love is like a virus
Ain't no doctor gonna stop it
Why won't you just come and play with me?
(Why won't you just come and play?)
Yes, this feeling is contagious
I think you should be courageous
Why don't you just come and play with me?
(Why won't you just come and play?)

Don't be afraid
(Come and play)

Kiss my lips, they're red like rubies
Don't be frightened 'bout my cooties (Come and play)
Romance me like a silent movie
Don't you wanna catch my cooties? (Come and play)
Cooties, cooties
(Come and play)
Cooties, cooties
(Come and play)

So wrapped up in this affliction
Shut your mouth and baby, listen
Stop teasing just come and play with me
(Why won't you just come and play?)
(Come and play)

Don't be afraid
(Come and play)

Kiss my lips, they're red like rubies
Don't be frightened 'bout my cooties (Come and play)
Romance me like a silent movie
Don't you wanna catch my cooties? (Come and play)
Kiss my lips, they're red like rubies (Cooties)
Don't be frightened about my cooties (Cooties, come and play)
Romance me like a silent movie (Cooties)
Don't you wanna catch my cooties? (Cooties, come and play)


(Why won't you just come and play?)
(Why won't you just come and play?)
(Come and play)
(Why won't you just come and play?)
(Why won't you just come and play?)
(Come and play)
Don't be afraid

Kiss my lips, they're red like rubies
Don't be frightened 'bout my cooties (Come and play)
Romance me like a silent movie
Don't you want to catch my cooties? (Come and play)
Cooties, cooties
(Come and play)
Cooties, cooties
(Come and play)
Cooties, cooties
(Come and play)
Cooties, cooties
(Come and play)

(Come and play)
(Come and play)
(Come and play)
(Come and play)

Cooties

Pinky promise
I'll still love your garden
Even with no flowers
Even with no flowers
Doctor's orders
Don't be brokenhearted
Time will still be ours
Time will still be ours

Never thought that something
Something so tragic
Could ever happen to
Our peaceful, little perfect family
I promise
Promise to love you
You and the children
Carousel spinnin'
Our neighborhood will always be this pretty

Bombs are falling
On Monday morning
Waiting for the news together
An explosion, any moment
You make moments last forever and ever
(You make moments last forever)

Eyes like hazel
Twinkle in the starlight
Even when they're crying
Even when they're crying
Constellations
Forming out of scar lines
Even when they're dying
Love will still be trying

Never thought that something
Something so tragic
Could ever happen to
Our peaceful, little perfect family
I promise
Promise to love you
You and the children
Carousel spinnin'
Our neighborhood will always be this pretty

Bombs are falling
On Monday morning
Waiting for the news together
An explosion, any moment
You make moments last forever and ever

Bombs are falling on Monday morning
Bombs are falling, you make moments last forever

Bombs are falling
On Monday morning
Waiting for the news together
An explosion, any moment
You make moments last forever and ever

Bombs are falling on Monday morning
Bombs are falling
You make moments last forever
You make moments last forever

Bombs On Monday Morning

(La-la-la-la-la)
(La-la-la-la-la)

I just jump rope to forget about you
I just know I shouldn't think about you
Are you jumping for me too?
Are you? Are you? Are you? (La-la-la-la-la)
Miss Mary Mack, Mack, waiting for you to come back
I'll keep my mouth shut and do jumping jacks
With silver buttons on my lips so I don't crack
For you, for you, for you (La-la-la-la-la)

Johnny gave me apples, Johnny gave me gum
Johnny gave me 50 cents to never fall in love
I gave him back his apples, I gave him back his gum
I gave him back his 50 cents and then I fell in love

Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you
Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you 'til you're home
I'll jump rope for you, I'll jump rope for you
Jump, jump, jump rope for you

I just know I shouldn't talk too much
'Cause I'm trying not to scare you off
Can I please just tell the truth
To you? To you? To you? (La-la-la-la-la)
Miss Mary Mack, Mack, waiting for you to come back
I'll keep my mouth shut and do jumping jacks
With silver buttons on my lips so I don't crack
For you, for you, for you (La-la-la-la-la)

Johnny gave me apples, Johnny gave me gum
Johnny gave me 50 cents to never fall in love
I gave him back his apples, I gave him back his gum
I gave him back his 50 cents and then I fell in love

Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you
Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you 'til you're home
I'll jump rope for you, I'll jump rope for you
Jump, jump, jump rope for you

Maybe one day you'll show up and we'll double-dutch
(La-la-la-la-la)
Maybe one day you'll show up and we'll double-dutch
(La-la-la-la-la)

Johnny gave me apples, Johnny gave me gum
Johnny gave me 50 cents to never fall in love
I gave him back his apples, I gave him back his gum
I gave him back his 50 cents and then I fell in love

Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you
Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you 'til you're home
I'll jump rope for you, I'll jump rope for you
Jump, jump, jump rope for you
Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you
Jump rope, I'll jump rope for you 'til you're home
I'll jump rope for you, I'll jump rope for you
Jump, jump, jump rope for you

Jumprope

Can't sleep, I won't eat
You're perishing before me
I'm panicked and rot at the core

Your words, they still haunt me
Like shadows on the concrete
The pain spreads like vines in my bones

Don't tell me that you're gone far away like that
I thought the distance was a string that would lead us back
Now I'm in the middle contemplating what my fickle
Heart really gained from the way that I left it with you

Death has come, it knocks on my door like a stalker
Don't answer, answer
My ego won, I'd put the pieces back but I burned all my chances

Took our time for granted, oh
The knife keeps twisting
So much I'm regretting, oh
Next time, I'll listen

I hide in your corners, peak over your shoulders
It's strange how you're missing me now

Heart's breaking 'cause I'm gone far away like that
You thought the distance was a string that would lead us back
Now you're in the middle contemplating what your fickle
Heart really gained from the way that you left it with me

Death has come, it knocks on my door like a stalker
Don't answer, answer
My ego won, I'd put the pieces back but I burned all my chances

Took our time for granted, oh
The knife keeps twisting
So much I'm regretting, oh
Next time, I'll listen

Death V2

I make them panic
It's satanic how I bend my body
Yeah, you can look but you can't touch
I'm not just anybody
Caught in the haze and hypnotized
And you're too thirsty
Open your view and you will find, stop searching

Eyes on the prize
Thought the cherry would be better than the pie
You like that, like that, that, like that
That's your demise
Yeah, you hold me like you're rushing to my thighs
Too fast, too fast, fast, too fast

But your focus is empty
Tunnel vision under me
Honeysuckle and fresh meat
But I'm more than that, more than that
Playing house to distract me
Boy, you're not good at acting
It's obvious what you're after
And I'm more than that, more than that
And I'm more than that, more than that

They always hustle for the pussy
So they'll never get it
I make them tumble down the hill
They climbed, I don't regret it
I saw the trick fall out your sleeve
And I'm so certain
You hold me 'til I don't believe
And it ain't working

Eyes on the prize
Thought the cherry would be better than the pie
You like that, like that, that, like that
That's your demise
Yeah, you hold me like you're rushing to my thighs
Too fast, too fast, fast, too fast

But your focus is empty
Tunnel vision under me
Honeysuckle and fresh meat
But I'm more than that, more than that
Playing house to distract me
Boy, you're not good at acting
It's obvious what you're after
And I'm more than that, more than that
And I'm more than that, more than that

Crossing my heart, I'd rather die (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Than be the needle in your eye (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Show me how far obsession goes (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Could've been more, now we'll never know

Tunnel Vision

Get me, get me out
I can't stand the mirror
I hear all of my skeletons calling my name
Judge me like a Catholic priest at confession
And give me your blessing to break through the void

You're so jealous and possessive
Passive and aggressive
Paranoid and obsessive
You are, you are, you are
Indecisive, pick your lovers like your vices
Yeah, you're always self-righteous
You are, you are, you are 

Never meant to hurt no one, no one, no one
Sorry for the things I've done, I'm done, I'm done
Please let me out of this room
Can't be alone with my thoughts no more
Think I got a key but I don't see a door, oh-oh

Get me, get me out
I can't stand the mirror
I hear all of my skeletons calling my name
Judge me like a Catholic priest at confession
And give me your blessing to break through the void

You're so motherfucking greedy
Always stealing from the needy
Break hearts so freely
You are, you are, you are
Fake and cynical, so hypocritical
'Cause you fall so fast and you always get attached
And you cut 'em all out with no trouble at it 

Never meant to hurt no one, no one, no one
Sorry for the things I've done, I'm done, I'm done
Please let me out of this room
Can't be alone with my thoughts no more
Think I got a key but I don't see a door, oh-oh

Get me, get me out
I can't stand the mirror
I hear all of my skeletons calling my name
Judge me like a Catholic priest at confession
And give me your blessing to break through the void

Void

Blue stars running down my forehead
Cold wings flutter when they're moving
Mushrooms everywhere I'm turning
Laced with love, intensive grooving
They said, they said

I know how to make you go crazy every day
Ooh-ah, ooh-ah (Ah)
Tease your mind and trick you, you really wanna stay?
Ooh-ah, ooh-ah (Ah)

I know a way to make you lose your pace
Your trace, your trace
If you wanna run with the magic
Lose sight of the gravity of weight

Lips of sugar, I'm breathing pheromones again
Ooh-ah, ooh-ah (Ah)
Hands are tied and Miranda Rights don't mean nothing

Led me astray to the faerie soirée
Alone, alone
And now I wanna run with the magic
Lose sight of the gravity of home

Blue stars running down my forehead
Cold wings flutter when they're moving
Mushrooms everywhere I'm turning
Laced with love, intensive grooving
They said, they said
They said

Fairee Soiree

Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share
Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share

There's a little girl’s room inside my head
Bottles on the floor and a torn up bed
The wallpaper's ripped and the flowers are dead
Holes in the wall from angry men
There's clothes on the floor, they’re not my own
There's a ghost of a boy and he won't go home
I broke his heart, guess that's what I do
I know you're scared I'll do the same to you

I thought it was a mess before
Then I thought about my room without you
Been forever since I've seen the floor
I'm a mess, I’m a mess, I’m a motherfucking mess
I'll throw the shit outside the door
Just so I won’t be without you
Don't want to be alone anymore
I'm a mess, I'm a mess, but I’ll clean my mess for you

Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share
Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share

You say I'm too young to know wrong from right
A clean bed's a sign of a lonely life
You have 99 reasons why we shouldn't be
That makes you more of a little girl than me

I thought it was a mess before
Then I thought about my room without you
Been forever since I've seen the floor
I'm a mess, I'm a mess, I'm a motherfucking mess
I'll throw the shit outside the door
Just so I won't be without you
Don't want to be alone anymore
I'm a mess, I'm a mess, but I'll clean my mess for you

Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share
Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share

I'll clean up my mess for you
I'll clean up my mess for you
Throw it in my toy chest for you
I'll clean up my mess for you
I'll clean up my mess for you
I'll clean up my mess for you
Throw it in my toy chest for you
I'll clean up my mess for you

Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share
Clean up, clean up, everybody, everywhere
Clean up, clean up, everybody, do your share

Fragile

Melanie Martinez Unreleased