prod by me

genuinely feel like I'm losing my mind but it's gucci tho :)

LYRICS:

Intrusive thoughts they keep plaguing my mind

Dwell too much on loss I’ve been wasting my time

I’ve been looking backwards for too long

Afraid of what’s ahead anything can and will go wrong

Check my phone to see the time- fuck my whole day’s gone 

Wasted it all away cuz everything is slipping past my mind, my mind 

How come I can’t just focus 

(Hook)
YEAH

Can’t concentrate too much going on upstairs

My life is a waste,  wish I was better prepared

Brain in a cage screaming let me out 

I’m too far gone for you to save me now

It seems like I may be permanently broken
Why can’t I sit down and focus

(VERSE 2)

Day in day out it’s the same old routine

Wake up, hate myself, and then not do a thing

 the fuck am I doing with my life

My hope is nonexistent and my energy’s finite 

Hate the place I’m at but workin harder don’t feel right

Got that sinking feeling in my chest as I write this song, don’t know what’s wrong, 

How come I can’t just FOCUS

Why Can't I Focus

this song was made in the time signature 7/8
(Produced by https://soundcloud.com/obumo?_ga=2.29063292.1719496922.1628633667-216817594.1606598149 , a few synths at the end I added myself)
It's a different time signature so it's a different groove than normal but I'm sure you'll enjoy it!
Lyrics:
Am I worthless
used to feel like I'm a burden
all this energy I'm exerting,
It's helping me put this work in
 Now I'm walking with a purpose,
not a victim of inadvertence
no more playin' around I'm all in
not ready to close the curtains
I'm not giving up

Every day I'm wakin' up a better me,
was down bad back then but now I'm feeling free 
not finna let my past maintain a hold of me
if any nigga try me end up on a tee
No, I'm not playin',
rigorous trainin' like Rock Lee,
Bitch I'm the greatest, float like a butterfly, sting like a bee
uh, even if I end up failing get right back on my feet
uh, take my L's as a lesson I'll never admit defeat

Am I worthless
used to feel like I'm a burden
all this energy I'm exerting,
It's helping me put this work in
 Now I'm walking with a purpose,
not a victim of inadvertence
I'm not playin' around I'm all in
not ready to close the curtains
I'm not giving up (2x)
(1,2,3,4,5,6,7!)

7 - 8

7/8 (obumo)

beat breakdown: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBegOM_OyeA&lc=UgzkYJv_X_P6jRppsPJ4AaABAg

follow for more remixes

west coast shit

this is an alternate, alternate version (i like it better than the first)

Spotify (Instrumental)

jhene (xy) (beat breakdown in description)

Watch the music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZjJRhOaAY8

Spotify link here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/emergencyflask/paranoid

Inner Demonz

Paranoid

MUSIC VIDEO

performed & recorded by Stephen Daveloose...

Taken from "Trails..."
07-2014 (fitDC-42)

The Emanative Orgy As It Orbits Your Brain

Taken from "Revenge of the Horny HellWhores"
12-2014 (fitDC-44) 
Original release: 12-2004 (fitDC-10)


The Evil Horse - Fuckers

Run - Hog - Run

From the record "In E" - ShuttleBug records 12-2015 (fitDC-48)

Tristan - drums
Anton - maracas, bass, vocal
Stephen - guitar
Kenny - guitar
Li Yulong - sounddesign & overdubs

The Lion Doesn't Sleep Tonight

"Attack of the Evil Bloodsuckers" (2011)
Music by Stephen D
dialogue samples from:
"To the Devil a Daughter" (1976)
"The Devil's Nightmare" (1971)

Satan's Church of Evil

mini mix of artists that have been so inspiring to me & my music, such gems. New mix up, April ✨

single on the way late spring ~

Minimixx~

long ago in abu dhabi lived three hurt ppl who made songs to purify the soul
(dirt/faye/ace)

Paranoid

Emergency Flask