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[LYRICS]

Here I am again in my head
I know it's been a while, but I ain't over it yet
Every day is the same and I ain't gonna pretend I regret   
I've been feinin for you love, but I ain't never forget what you said
You broke down and cried and said you wish I was dead

Lately you and me
Fading moment to moment we live in war and peace
Make a deal with the devil and we start to bleed
Like a Shakespeare tragedy 

I don't wanna hurt myself
Even though I been through hell
I don't hurt myself right now

But here I am again in my head
I know it's been a while, but I ain't over it yet
Every day is the same and I ain't gonna pretend I regret   
I been feinin for your love but I ain't never forget what you said
You broke down and cried and said you wish I was dead

You would look me in the eye and you whisper a lie
Something told me this love don't feel right
You was dreamin bout a future where I wasn't alive
Shoulda known that this was goodbye

You would look me in the eye and you whisper a lie
Something told me this love don't feel right
You was dreamin bout a future where I wasn't alive
Shoulda known that

Here I am again in my head
I know it's been a while, but I ain't over it yet
Every day is the same and I ain't gonna pretend I regret   
I been feinin for you love but I ain't never forget what you said
You broke down and cried and said you wish I was dead

I can't hide my sins they haunt me (Six feet down won't hear a sound, break down when you come around)
I won't try to fight that's not me (Six feet down won't hear a sound, break down when you come around)
I can't hide my sins they haunt me (Six feet down won't hear a sound, break down when you come around)
I won't try to fight that's not me (Six feet down won't hear a sound, break down when you come around)
I can't hide my sins they haunt me (Six feet down won't hear a sound, break down when you come around)
I won't try to fight that's not me (Six feet down won't hear a sound, break down when you come around)

Six feet down won't hear a sound 
Break down when you come around
Six feet down won't hear a sound 
Break down when you come around
Six feet down won't hear a sound 
Break down when you come around
Six feet down won't hear a sound 
Break down when you come around

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

Broken Heart: Red Version

Maybe This Is The Way It Should Be

Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

I can't understand how you feel
I can't understand how I feel
Everything around feels surreal
Everything around me is sealed

Pen to the paper I'm writing
All of the words that I never got out
Hooked at the mouth
Wasted, just sitting around 
I realize this now

Call it a foul
Screaming "I'm lost" till I'm found
Empty echos are rattling the crowd
Empty eyes as I fall to the ground
No one around to save me
Is this really a "fate" thing
Born to this world with the same creed
Get me out
Get me out
No one around to save me

Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be
Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be

Can't get away from me
Cycling endlessly
Swirling with memories
How would I change
People surrounding me
Thinking the best of me
Put up a front
Cause It's not for your hate

Silently judging me
Never could follow me
Say I can run but I'm losing the chase
Say I'm a waste
Closing the case
Cause I am seeking

Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face my fears again
But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face it all again

refuge in the rain [prod. smokerose]

pyrrhic - kiss (lil peep cover)

i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public
yeah, no sunblock she my sun thief shawty

i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

SUNTHIEF (splashgvng)

An unreleased, private-access dark-pop / alt-electronic journey through collapse, identity crises, shadow work, déjà vu, and rebirth. These songs trace the fall, the unraveling, and the rise. The art of becoming through breaking. More songs will be added as this body of work continues to grow before its public release.

cracks & beats

Лубрикант

love-is-a-lie.mp3

Rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Zx6Y...

https://www.instagram.com/connorwoodl...

https://twitter.com/_Rivilin

https://teespring.com/stores/rivilin

https://www.facebook.com/Rivilinau


$LOTHBOI
https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6pqww...

https://www.instagram.com/slothboipapi/

https://twitter.com/slothboipapi

Rivilin - Control ft. $LOTHBOI

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

foggy streets don’t remember a thing yeah
silence just blast in my ears I can’t think yeah
aimless wandering around  just to make sense
of my mental state yeah I am fucked

constantly chased by manifestations of my past
it’s like you have my organs mixed up yeah it’s wrong
so where do I go yeah where do I see
I don’t really know much yeah about me

hearing rusted bearings yeah squeak in the fan frame
two new pair of wires wrapped in my ribcage
feel a bit shit yeah don’t know how to cope man
don’t make sense how I ended up this way

feel the wires cutting my back and it’s not fair
hospital beds just push till I break yeah
theirs a smile on your face when you lock that door man
push me to the floor and  you say ill get better

now im just fucked up lost trust in my own head
in an apartment with dark thoughts yeah they’re closing in
1996 with a mouth full of lead yeah
who the fuck am I yeah I don’t know who I am

wake up cold sweats take a few more meds
lockdown lose touch yeah your not my friend
till I find peace 
in my own hell

im shaking im changing am I the one who’s dead
lost reality when I sit in my head
I’ve been flailing down falling in is no end
if I sink any lower ill lose my chance

lost my way no im not gonna mend
push me away yeah maybe it is for the best
yeah truth be told I already hate myself
til you find out I don’t exist

yeah so hang me up with the noose yeah ill kick me off
it doesn’t really matter cus I wake up lost
strapped to a bed where I can’t really breathe
life’s just mundane yeah its fucking bleak

rusty fences trap me like a birdcage
looking after me cus I break like sticks yeah
waking up in another location not free
I don’t really know much yeah about me

Don't Care

Written by Emily Ronna & Anna Kline
Produced by Cairn Tse-Lalonde
Single art shot and edited by Libby Danforth

Someone Else

Everything happens in the silence..you just gotta pay attention

Someone Else

Emily D'Ranged

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