Feel this

Swimming pool of irony

vibe

sad boy

а...

Streaming playlist

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

[VERSE I: Anthony Mars]
yo light that cigarette
i'm tripping
ash it on my bitches
taking my dose
i never skip it
still in my hood up pistol gripping
still got 100 blunts
got that bape up in my cup
stay with a bitch in the cut who stay with my dick in her guts
wetto the king of the GREY
self park i don't fuck with valet
sheesh
private jet fuck a delay
went to paris and back in a day
okay
no i'm never okay
bitch stop asking
came up and supported my family
just for that they should give me a grammy
running and ducking the slammer
thinking bot cocking the hammer
the lights the glitter the glamour
none of this shit even matters
none of this shit made me happy
wound up in rehab instead of a casket
locking me up and they had the rooms padded
made a straight jacket my fashion

[VERSE II: Norman Atomic]
ruby that motherfucker
grim reaping
i'm undercover
soul seeking
i found another bitch who's thinking that i'm her lover
no
reason i keep on shrugging
blunt is cashed let's keep 'em coming
only weed keeps me from bugging and from seeking out more destruction
i'm a pro at self doubt but i doubt i'll ever know 
that these bitches want me to fly 'em out all because i upped the glow
all these fuckbois wanna be me but they keep it on the low
and talk shit about me and my cousin while we're thumbing through our dough
all this fame is such a curse sometimes i wish i was a ghost
watch me raise the fucking dead next time i'm on stage at a show

[OUTRO: Anthony Mars & Norman Atomic]
haunted, haunted
i can't escape my mind
it's like i'm doing time all the time
exhausted, lost it
just one little line
have this talk with god all the time

Sing Me a Lullaby, My Sweet Temptation

1000 Blunts

1000 BLUNTS

lyrics:

Go on the right time 
Be on the right time 
Never feel the stress of “the wall,” 
I can’t mess, I’m uptight. 

Do it right the first time. 
Get me off my mind time. 
Grew-up in the suburbs with my brothers 
And my minds’ eye. 

We can see the flipside. 

What comes after this try? 
What comes after this try? 

(knowin’) 
Oh, 
(knowin’) 
Oh, I,

thurs 6-25

Stay With Me [Diamond Eyes Ft Christina Grimmie]

Summer Ashes [KDrew Ft Taryn Manning] VIP

★NightStep - Burn The City Down (ST4RBUCK Remix)

Saw a dubstep version of this so i decided to make it nightstep

Love in the Future

Nightstep  John Legend - All Of Me (edit by cameron fitzgerald)

Nightstep - Edge Of The World (From Battle)

This that new-new with @s0cliche :) ENJOY!

SPOTIFY

s0cliché X Drunk Girl - Phone Tag

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
catch me on Spotify

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-things-are-calm-here-rainy-lyrics

Things Are Calm Here, Rainy

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

AMV on Idleglance

sleepwalking (prod. thislandis)

Album 2 in September

@PINKCIG
@pinkcig
@pinkcig

@808GILA
@808gila
@808gila

CoverArt: DeadandDetached



Are you here for pain or pleasure?
if you open up the dresser
it don't even matter what you need it's gon address it
it's a cold, dark world 
this a dose of worse or better 
this shit go by many names call it god call it devil 
it's up to you
what you want it for and what you gon do
it's up to you
what you falling for and what you go through
its up to you 
nothin worse than when it come to haunt you 
its up to you 
if you open it ill watch you fall through

So what you want? ima wait
don't take long I aint patient 
its hella dark in this place 
I'm caught up in a daydream
thoughts fuck with your brain
can't stop and it's great
til' its not but it tend to take long til' it aint
just 15 when I opened it it hit me 
never thought this type of shit would ever get me 
it picked me
just a young on his 5th key third xan & a 40 should be 6 feet
but I wasn't 
so I thought I could never die now isn't that something 
so much fucking power in my hand I felt nothing 
so I just kept on pushing and it never stopped shovin'
never gave a fuck about a consequence
I would think of getting sober every now and then 
I was getting called a crack head by like all my friends
but then I thought like, well then fuck it this shit boutta end
when they find my body breathless 
bitch go on and speak 
bout some shit you never known 
and shit you never seen
I won't be around to focus on the thought of me 
and I will be up in oblivion for longer peace
nothin really happened that could ever stop me
no one made me do this shit its always all me
thought the only time the dope would ever cross me
be the many times I mixed them up inside me
yeah
cigarette, cigarette

Are you here for pain or pleasure?
if you open up the dresser
it don't even matter what you need it's gon address it
it's a cold, dark world 
this a dose of worse or better 
this shit go by many names call it god call it devil 
it's up to you
what you want it for and what you gon do
it's up to you
what you falling for and what you go through
its up to you 
nothin worse than when it come to haunt you 
its up to you 
if you open it ill watch you fall through

Corpse in Grey

Pain or Pleasure

Pain Or Pleasure *prod. 808gila*

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality
 
Running in circles my mind prison
The key to the exit, is hidden within him 
I know where I'm going but end in beginnings
Is there truth in the lies if I knew where you hid them

I'm falling away and I'm out of this time
It comes from within and its eating inside
The memories I had are all lost in this mind
The memories I had are all lost in this mind

Cause I can't help myself no more
I'm burning up, it's in my core
These dreams I have, they're wanting more
And I'm fading away

Time bomb blow me away
To a space where there's no pain
Longer life means longer fate
Shut the door and close the gates

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Spotify

time bomb [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

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Lyrics -

i'm stuck on your love
it's all that i'm chasing
i'm sick of my lust
to the point that i'm breaking
don't wanna talk love
you seem to impatient
'cos i've been searching hard for something to fuck up
x2

and all the memories they fade away
talking ain't the challenge oh i need a change of pace
you say 'yeah wait, this needs to change'
but where do we start? this never ends

and i just need deliverance
knowing all this is
is nothing more than a game, babe
oh you'll take it all, my life is yours
i'm sorry that i couldn't be the one you held close

oh, you gotta go

and i'm sorry that i couldn't be 
what you wanted me to be
maybe some day
i'll change my way
yeah it feels insane
but for now i'll stay the same
i wanna hold you close
but i know you're breaking down
yeah this ain't a game that i ever wanna play
changing my mind every other fucking day
can't decide what i want and that is why you wont stay

and i understand that

i'm stuck on your love
it's all that i'm chasing
i'm sick of my lust
to the point that i'm breaking
don't wanna talk love
you seem to impatient
'cos i've been searching hard for something to fuck up
x2

Spotify <3

stuck on your love (feat. deadfish)

follow me <3

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lyrics -

you say you're leaving
so was this all for nothing
and i won't believe it no
there's something that i'm missing in this life
i can make it better if you stay here
oh baby if you stay here
and i know
it'll never get much better than this

but if i stay
she could be my ecstasy
she'll show me what i won't believe
'cos she'll say
words that she'll never mean
it'll all fall into place
in the end

so don't go
i need you right next to me
so don't go
i need you right next to me
so don't go
i need you right next to me
so don't go
i need you right next to me

and oh so damaging
i see you might
let go of everything
you're losing sight of me
and oh what to make of this
you're out of lies
and i'll just pack up and run away
i bet you'll never see me again

but if i stay
she could be my ecstasy
she'll show me what i won't believe
'cos she'll say
words that she'll never mean
it'll all fall into place
in the end

so don't go
i need you right next to me
so don't go
i need you right next to me
so don't go
i need you right next to me
so don't go
i need you right next to me

ECSTASY PT.3

Another one lost to dark
Please stop, please stop
This ones enough
I cant keep sane with all I've done

(With all I've done, with all I've done)

Another one lost to the plague
It rots the mind and leaves you slave
Take all these drugs, you'll be okay

(Cause I see)

Hopelessness is in your eyes
Will you run, or will you fight?
Are you lost, are you alright?
All these questions, in your mind 
Do you feel the dark like me?
Can you feel it in your being?
 
Ones like us
Holding on  
Out of trust
Lock the doors
The parasite
Is at our feet
Infected thoughts
What can you see?

Ones like us
Holding on  
Out of trust
Lock the doors
The parasite
Is at our feet
Infected thoughts
And I can see

Another one has lost their mind
Nobody helped, they're out of time
Will you remember when they're gone?

(Cause I see)

Hopelessness is in your eyes
Will you run, or will you fight?
Are you lost, are you alright?
All these questions, in your mind 
Do you feel the dark like me?
Can you feel it in your being?

Hopelessness is in your eyes
Will you run, or will you fight?
Are you lost, are you alright?
All these questions, in your mind 
Do you feel the dark like me?
Can you feel it in your being?

No, no.

hopeless [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

Hold me, down again
I've lost it, I've lost a friend
I'm stuck in, this mindset
I'm stuck in, my own debt

Cause we're falling, we're falling away  
And I called it, from a mile away
Warnings show, it overflows
Should've known, cause we're

Doomed
Slowly fate is
Doomed
And I feel like we're
Doomed
Cause I feel like we're doomed
Cause I feel like we're doomed
We're doomed

When stars collide, hold me tight
Into the darkness, we will glide
Close the story, It's the end
Are we sorry?
Do we regret?

All our choices and our mistakes
Once our moment, left in vain
What a waste of a life, what a waste of our time

Future of sorrow, can we repair?
Don't leave till tomorrow, today is still here
I know its been harder, but we cant give up
We cant give up, cause we are

Doomed
Slowly fate is
Doomed
And I feel like we're
Doomed
Cause I feel like we're doomed
Cause I feel like we're doomed
We're doomed

doomed [prod. Raspo]

Remember when, you came in?
Remember when, the phone rang?
It's 3:00AM, it's okay
Here comes Ma, I'm hurting

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "Yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

When my thoughts were my own
It was just a mistake
And I felt torn in two
My soul feeling blank
I really wanna live
My mind giving hate
(It was just a mistake, It was just a mistake..)

I just kept plodding
My head kept on nodding
The darkness behind me
Was ready to feast

Don't care to look back now
Just want out this deep hell
The thoughts of some pills
Getting closer to me

But you could see
That I was hurting
And you could be
The saving grace
I'll tell you what Ma
The man was right
The man on the phone
I needed that night..

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, Ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

3:00AM [prod. K A F K A]

[prod. Fantom]
[mixed and mastered. doski]
Locked down
Every single feeling that I have for you is locked down
Tryna find myself through the mist but I am lost now
I cant be myself, till the chain is broken
Locked down
Maybe with a little help, I'm able to 

I'm locked down
Every single promise that I break is getting wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from the parabolic thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

Cause I'm out for the last time
Fought up but he's one line, ahead of me now
Nobody helped but, its too late, good luck
It's up to me now

Know many millions
Who've fallen before me,
Takes a strong force to break me down
To break me down

Will you remember
Not just me but all of these soldiers
I hope that you've taken these as lessons, so you can help others
And when I'm gone then I hope that these lyrics, will leave me with honour 
Cause I dont wanna be remembered as the one that surrendered

Cause I feel
I've let you down
But I hope
That you'll forgive me now
I left a note
I know
I'm in a better place

Locked down
Every single feeling that I have for you is locked down
Tryna find myself through the mist but I am lost now
I cant be myself, till the chain is broken
Locked down
Maybe with a little help, I'm able to 

I'm locked down
Every single promise that I break is getting wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from the parabolic thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

Locked down
Every single feeling that was locked down
Tryna find myself but I am lost now
I can't be myself cause I am locked down  
I'm locked down

Locked down
Every single promise that I wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from my thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

locked down [prod. Fantom]

All music was written and produced by Michael Sativa. All melodies/samples were arranged and procured by Michael Sativa. All guitar soloing and technicality was composed by Michael Sativa. All lyrics were written by Michael Sativa. Please enjoy this piece!

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Always Resuscitate (Prod. Michael Sativa)

I Can't Even Speak (Prod. Subrigo)

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Question -
Everything I'm seeing, is it all apart of me?
Something calling me, it's tearing all the paths for me
I don't know whether to go for it
Tighten my throat and I'm choking it
Stop me from falling to early
I feel like its lurking
The shadows surrounding me
Saying that nothing is worth it, no

Let me fall
Rip my soul
Cut the noose
Just let me go
To another world
Lonely
I'm in the cold
Dug the hole
Take it deeper
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
Why do I feel like I make these mistakes
Wake up in daylight end up in pain
Take all these meds and you'll just feel okay
Try to hide it, It resides in
Toxic memories

Yeah, Still it follows me
Like a shadow in the street
Can't get up, I'm dragging feet
It's all in my head
Can't get out of bed
Another day I fear
Close my eyes, in despair
What's the motive
To be here
Where's the moment
To be here
What's the hopeless that I feel
I don't wanna take it early
But is recently it appeared
Go through phases, I can take it
Till the day It wins me over
Sorry to the people that I let down
I don't want to hurt them now

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories [prod. doski]

PORTRAIT ON THE WALL OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
[Prod.COBRA.]
[Mixed and Mastered by Kyle Williams]

PHANTASMAGORIA 2021

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT!

LISTEN TO PORTRAIT ON THE WALL ON ALL PLATFORMS:
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[contact: armandsauvage@gmail.com]

LYRICS:

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

And all the memories so vivid
Like a portrait on the wall
In one hundred years old building
Caving in upon us all
If I knew all of theirs secrets
And you knew what they imply
Then we wouldn’t be so different when this chaos multiplied
I don’t know why
I don’t know why

Maybe I’ve never though of things I chose
Maybe it’s too late for all those remedies
What made me numb left me back discomposed
Red light being flickering
In the dark shadow steals the night away
I guess this time it’ll be the same
Story unfolds another day

Break away, don’t look back
Forget my face when you recap
For the good, for the bad
For all the heartless things I said
Till the end, till break of dawn
What I run from, I’m brining on
What goes around still comes around
Another portrait on the wall
I think I know

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

Portrait On The Wall

Portrait On The Wall [prod.COBRA]

99ZED x SALIVA GREY - SELF SABOTAGE

prod. sadgods

@saywecanfly & "The New Age"

https://genius.com/Sadgods-just-alone-lyrics

doomed [prod. Raspo]

emjaay