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Why the fuck won't you pick up your phone?
I've got shit i've gotta tell you
Thinkin' i should go fuck on someone
but what if i don't want nobody else

yeah, let's keep it up, 
loving the way you be movin, i'm wondering if i'm even going deep enough
fuckin around with a bitch that i don't even know so imma just leave it now
yeah, imma just leave it now
-
prettygirl of death, you should fuck me while i'm numb
we be sippin til' both of us don't even fucking know
you've been poppin pink pills, now you throwin me a show
we got time to fuckin' spend, so you don't wanna go home
say you wanna check my phone, do you really wanna know? i say ''you''
you've been special for a while, let's keep it true
i've been fuckin on and off with different bitches that i know,
and no i don't want you to go, guess i was scared to find out
if you'd been pleasing my crowd
and i don't care how it sound
you prolly know who you are
say take me just one more time
i'm bout to fuck you alot
yeah

Why the fuck won't you pick up your phone?
I've got shit i've gotta tell you
Thinkin' i should go fuck on someone
but what if i don't want nobody else

foryou (prod. haruhi)

Produced by @user-949132137
Featuring @kammichaelmusic and @beabadoobee

Out on Spotify and Apple etc.

God can heal anything & everything

Spotify

talk tomorrow | feat. Beabadoobee, Kam Michael (M.E.)

re:birth (ft. brakence)

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prod. @themostwackest
Mixed by Jake Mannix
art by Vad.Jpg

On The Rocks

On The Rocks (prod. elias)

Hook:
I walked by a girl with the same perfume
As the one you used to wear
I can’t help but to think of you
And now I see u everywhere
And time won’t stop for us
But maybe we can go a bit longer
We can both start again
Lets go back to when things were awkward

Verse:
I remember running
With u skipping classes
if are parents found out
They would probably kick r asses
Me and u were troubled kids
trouble what we looked for
we were similar
there was nothing we were good for

Talks with you
Sitting in the harbour
Walk on the docks
Until the skies got darker

small blue waves
And your eyes dark green
When u said goodbye
u would kiss my cheek

And I know that
Im the one to blame
But if I lose you
I can’t move on again

when things were awkward (prod. fenoaltea)

lyrics ~ 

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

And my world revolves around you 
Stop this searching 
Girl I’ve found it 
The saving light in this pit of darkness 
Never thought I’d fall in love again I wanna know 

How you stayed so stable 
lives unstable 
Safe inside all cards on the table 
Risk it all for a chance I’m able 
To love unconditionally I’m here to save you
and i don't feel any emotion unless it's you
and you think im lying girl its the honest truth 

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

Intertwining 
You’re Writing 
Everything that could give us a reason the feeling
That you don’t wanna fall in love again 
And I love you too much to let this go cos I’ve only been able to think of one road 
To go down 
It’s with you
The truth is I miss you 
I hope that you know that you never left my brain 
When the summer rain pours down 
I’m stuck in a cycle 
Recollections apparent when the dark thoughts hit you

I’m sorry that I can’t be more 
I’ll try my hardest to be yours

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

Spotify <3

~ beside me

welcome to my head.

art credit: Alice Conisbee

Chaos ft. marc indigo (prod. M.E.)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapexgoat

yeah she took my heart 
ripped it out of my chest 
guess you found fun in fucking with my head 
my heart dropped at every word that you said 
maybe I love you’s not the words that you meant  x2

it’s the only way to make the time pass 
still wish it never ended like that 
i keep listening to cars crash 
hoping that i’ll see you but i know you wouldn’t like that


you won’t see me there
i can’t pretend that i care 
you just sat and stared 
can’t talk cuz i’m too scared

scared of fucking up
don’t even text me i don’t wanna talk 
act like this but i’m still in love 
made me upset so i guess i’ll cut you off 

yeah she took my heart 
ripped it out of my chest 
guess you found fun in fucking with my head 
my heart dropped at every word that you said 
maybe I love you’s not the words that you meant  x2

i keep listening to cars crash

out now on all platforms. 
art by: https://www.instagram.com/organict3a/

i wrote this at 2am while u slept beside me (prod. tundra beats)

When I lied, it was all for you
When I tried, gave it all to you
Jaded eyes, can I make it through
The faded highs, the silent nights

When I lied, it was all for you
When I tried, gave it all to you
Jaded eyes, can I make it through
The faded highs, the silent nights

No, oh

Cause when I fall asleep
Everything just start to seem
Like a tunnel closing at the seams 
(At the seams)

But I've made my mind up now
Feeling up when I'm feeling down
It's time to shine
The time is mine
Gonna grind it till I hit the
Ground
Listen to my sound
Still feeling like I've, drowned
Still play it when I'm frowned

no, oh
no, oh
no, oh
no, oh

When I fall asleep 
And my chest feels deep
I keep trailing down the darkest road
Trailing down the path I chose

Hating now, the things I see	
Breaking out the chains are free
Waiting for the time to show
I'll never give up, never let go

Can I not fall again
Can I not follow it
Can I not fall away
(Fall away)
I wanna show you how
I will just take you down
The darkest road
The hollow shows, no
Wait
I'll be at the gate
Showing up at 8'
Platform 5, just missed the train
Just missed the train

When I lied, it was all for you
When I tried, gave it all to you
Jaded eyes, can I make it through
The faded highs, the silent nights

when i fall asleep [prod. VITALS]

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

lyrics:

im locked inside my head
unconsciously conscious
wraith walking shadow men
after all we do it for the screen time woah
walking to the plug im on a bee line woah
2am mcdonalds uber eats woah woah
3am i never get my me time woah
she just put my sheets beneath the sea line woah
i just racked my brain removing landmines woahhhh
expect my waves connecting to my family thru the phone
expect the unexpected i might never leave my home
expect that added tension when i step inside my zone
30 30 is 60
perc dissolve in the schweppes
this murky water could fix me
im zippin down my guiseppe
my clothes depress when im sweaty
my scales just rip at the fleece
im exposed the devil i say a prayer for i sleep

36,000 feet underwater in the western pacific (eric godlow)

Im Bad For You

imbadforyou

lyrics:

I want you back
You want me dead
I was just trying to tell you I'm sad
Give me your hand
I need your help
Even if I know you're playing pretend
Said that I'm fine 
Multiple times
I swear that I've never told you other lies
Never hidden anything but the cries
Feels like its been couple days but the time flies
And the time rise up all the memories making me die
When your head lied up on my chest I was feeling alive
I was feeling somebody
Ended up being no one
Now I'm just a dead body
Walking looking for someone
Looking for some fun
But I be going through hell
Cause you used a shotgun
To break my shell
I'm not feeling well
Locked up in a cell
my only way out
is to kill myself

MUSIC VIDEO

I Want You Back, You Want Me Dead [prod. capsctrl]

(In the ocean wind
Cutting through the skin
And I feel a rush
As I'm at a loss
Inside of my head
Cause I've had enough
With all of the times I've let them in)

In the ocean wind
Cutting through the skin
And I feel a rush
As I'm at a loss
Inside of my head
Cause I've had enough
With all of the times I've let them in

(Let them in)
(Let them in)

Will you, remember me?
(Will you?)
Will you, think of me?
(Will you?)
When I've turned to dust?

(When I've turned to dust)

All those memories we've shared
In time, through the photographs
I'll be in space in stars you've passed
(In stars you've passed, in stars you've passed )

In the ocean wind
Cutting through the skin
And I feel a rush
As I'm at a loss
Inside of my head
Cause I've had enough
With all of the times I've let them in

(I've let them in)
(I've let them in)

when i fall asleep [prod. VITALS]

emjaay