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Can't Rest

$loth x Rivilin - Can't Rest [Prod. CRCL]

Always Never - Know This (slowed)

mix & mastered by Rivilin
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LYRICS 

no I dont smoke my product
baccy cones
With the plastic

waiting for the next problem 
yeah you really starting drama
I don’t want it
but my crew they gon start it

hit ya with the 1,2 
you don’t want it 
dealing up the best product

really with the shit
you don’t know me
these bitches on my dick
I’m so lonely 

When my shits popping 
you can blow me 
out of town next week
with my homies

you can’t hang with none of my friends

leave you dead
in the streets
that’s a promise

remember when I didn’t really have shit
now I’m up 
they love to hate 
They just jealous

pour it up 
I’ve got a problem 
mix it up with them tablets

dead inside 
not no feelings (problems)
can’t fuck with any drama 

court next week 
it’s just silly
government they trying to feel me


I won’t go down
without a fight
my lawyer says 
I’ll be alright 

but I doubt it 
10 flat charges
on my back 

stupid past
that I have 
I’m not sorry

not a phonie 
I won’t cry 
frosties gonna be alright 
getting fucked up every night

RIVILIN

loosing all my faith to my best friends
what do you say when you wanna say i was just a joke
to you bitch, you wanna come say were fucking through with you shit
im chewing at my gums until they bleed

shaking on the ground everythings fading to black
you wanna push your syringes on me and say its what i lack
cus im just fucking unstable, my minds now unable 
to see fact from fiction from all these addictions with you

pushing my fingers down my throat till im convulsing on the floor
no seratonin in my brain, so im choking choking, gone
self aphixiated, gasping till i see the colours more
everyday it feels like im just loosing my  reality

change it, make it, something better inside my head
i just want to see something more then this premediated dread
yeah, i fucking drown myself in pill to cope
then driving to your bitches house and ill just fuck her like a whore

hitting me up when i didnt do shit
hitting me up yeah you make me sick
i wanna test my new blade on you 
and make you squeal just like a pig

PROBLEMS ft. RIVILIN (prod. FORLORN)

Chase Atlantic- I Don't Like Darkness (Slowed)

Prod. Storm Gates
Mixed/Mastered by Connor Woodland (Rivilin)

Stream on Spotify:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/stormgates/revelation-feat-dahlia--rivilin

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Revelation (ft. Dahlia & Rivilin)

heartbreak feat. OSCA & Roan [prod. @nickmira_ & @Ihatemondayss]
Mix & Mastering @saabyee
Hope you guys like it 💔 Feat. OSCA & ROAN
Just love me.

STREAM SPOTIFY

heartbreak feat. OSCA & Roan [prod. nick mira & Ihatemonday]

youtube: https://youtu.be/i0Y_JmNjTNE

luv u @gothurted

[lyrics]
me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think that i’m going crazy
and no one can save me
so i will not tell u how i feel
told my mom i’m not lazy
these thoughts they just take me
and she still gon tell me it’s not real 

2 pills, black and white
i just want to sleep tonight
if these thoughts invade my mind
the light inside mes gonna die
just another lonely night
in the recluse haunted site
i’m so nervous, this ain’t worth it
tears all on my shirt have dried

no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

gothurted:
Fucking up, smoke a blunt
I think I'm going insane
Same shit, same day
Waiting for life to change
People say that I'm crazy
But its just the way I am
I promise you will be amazed
Give me some time to reach the top and
Come to you, problems away

me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think i'm going insane ft. gothurted (prod. fantom)

lyrics:

where the fuck u been at
dip inside a prototype she ask me watchu call that
bitches bein crazy how she think that i would call back
wettin 3's up in this bitch and i forgot to give the ball back
lil bitch had left the condo and forgot to give the fob back
fuckin on the percs i hit a wall and then i bounce back
all the shawties sniffin out a tiffanys to ball at
once she lemme hit she gon ask me where the mall at
very big pockets on my jacket
i could hear the ocean when i lean in to my necklace
freaky hoe had brought along a try it next checklist
half these shits i wouldnt do and let alone mention
i mean it
im not even something half decent
but people im around im like the angel in the demons
we used to be knit but where was he when i was bleedin
cleanin out my contacts like im having trouble seein

lately i can only see the ugly
baby can u look at me and try say u love me
had to throw it out when i got blood all on my stussy
I aint even like the shits but it was hella comfy
i could give u everything i just need u to trust me
look at me and pull me lil closer when u fuck me
never thought id see the day when u would try to duck me

had to cut these bitches like it was gangrene
shit and i just put my nut inside her hair like pantene
lil boy had like to spend blew his whole advance on bush weed
turn around and drop a couple thousand on some ripped jeans
its a cash grab
i aint got no price up on my head im gettin back stabbed
lights all on my roof u woulda thought im in the cash cab
ion give no platform for a rat im not a mouse pad
steaks is high as ever i been eatin at the outback

where the fuck u been at
dip inside a prototype she ask me watchu call that
bitches bein crazy how she think that i would call back
wettin 3's up in this bitch and i forgot to give the ball back
lil bitch had left the condo and forgot to give the fob back
fuckin on the percs i hit a wall and then i bounce back
all the shawties sniffin out a tiffanys to ball at
once she lemme hit she gon ask me where the mall at

she said why u got ur head inside ur hands
just some shit u wouldnt really understand
she like can u see the lace when i take off my pants
girl i cant even see my screen behind these cans
i gotchu plenty for christmas in the fall
guess u spent that shit with him i aint even get a call
think i got some in the cabinet i know this shit could solve
im fallin over when i put our decorations on the wall

im in a rocket ya
sitting on comets ya
girl u a monster
shouldnt of loved ya
but i cant help it ya
it was it struggle ya
sippin on doubles ya
girl u is trouble
im layin back while she gimme a bubble 
ya
girl u were freaky
sometimes i think about shit u would teach me
shame i believed when u said u wont leave me
losing my baby that shit is not easy
im in a rocket ya
sitting on comets ya
girl u a monster
shouldnt of loved ya
but i cant help it ya

comet (jabarionthebeat)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

wastedlife - distance (feat. rivilin)
prod. Nide
shot by: Tokyo Ghoul

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wastedlife - distance (feat. rivilin)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tx3mehujbU

Performed, written, produced, and mixed by Always Never.

Always Never:
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twitter.com/alwaysneverhere
www.facebook.com/AlwaysNeverHere
@alwaysneverhere

Take Me Back In Time

crown ft. Rivilin (PROD. LXXUID)

friendly hollow moon why do you weep for me, asking questions of loss and empty sleep, 
hopeful child resting under families floors, a ghost to the background we watch and weep
if you took my hand, and held me against your chest, just for one minute, I would see the world.
our skin flakes, our love collides, a family once whole now divides.

it was like one day we just picked up our home
living on my nan’s couch I felt so alone
I remember my mother didn’t smile for a year
my brother flourished with suicide it was clear

maybe one day it will all get better, 
but right now it won’t
couldn’t see my mother when she was in hospital
perishing to the cold
  
didn’t really understand a thing about money
didn’t really know what a hard time looked like
brother was backstabbed by a few friends
saw him get death threats it got to his head
  
worried every night that he'd end his life
stayed home from school so I knew he'd be alright
time passes and everyone changes
you see I faded in the end

it was like one day we just picked up our home
living on my nan’s couch I felt so alone
I remember my mother didn’t smile for a year
my brother flourished with suicide it was clear

that I couldn’t handle myself turns to ways to numb the pain
yeah I saw it get the best of me
it’s like that year I didn’t ever exist
choking on my own sorrow shove it down yeah I won’t be missed

another bottle down another day gone
where did time fly, I don’t remember that time at all
on my phone to my best friend, breaking down crying
I couldn’t handle the pain, I knew I was lying

to myself to get through the day
sometimes it worked. sometimes I ended up writhing in pain
all these memories start to get hazy
I need to take a step back and rethink my ways

FAMILY HOSPITAL

didn’t mean for it to be this way,
you walked out shut the door right on my face

it’s like I never existed, I’m a ghost
I know you couldn’t stand to watch me deteriorate
I always thought that you would stay 
but you had too much on your plate

I guess we’re afraid of what we could say to each other
then something that was never said
cus we call these moments everything
you always loved my hollow cheeks

cus I’m dancing with forever,
knowing that it would turn back and never work out
so we push and pull each other
watch the skin tear and I rebound back

you medicate with things that made me worse
strapped to the bed, it’s not fair that it hurts
the guilt came like wolves to my skin
how they wait at my home for me to return

didn’t mean for it to be this way,
you walked out shut the door right on my face
you hate how I lose my days to sleep
I lost count of many it's been

cus you left flowers on my desk
yeah, maybe I was always gone
you left wounds they always seem to return
pulling out stitches, god it hurts

but   dear you know I have to open the door
taking the first steps, I hate how you mourn
concrete veins, blind tounges, heavy eyes
I don’t get how your heart still lies

I was fearless way back before I was cursed with you
how words cant be put to paper of how much you helped me through 
it took me years for me to brave myself on my feet 
but now you’re gone its as if it was all for nothing

we try to stretch our skin between the gap of our love
how miserable we fail, falter, become so weak
becoming frail, we always seem to break
we let go and never talk of this again

NEVER SAID

ihateu

ihateu.wav (Prod. capsctrl)

brakence - fuckboy (endstate rmx)

ALL ALONE!

Shout out to DaBaby and Roddy Ricch! Thanks to Craig for filming. Hoping everyone is doing fine in quarantine. Keep social distancing!

Lyrics:

Pm!
In that brand new ‘gatti, fuck a cop car
Got the club moving like a golf cart
She gone like me when I’m hotter like a Pop Tart
I don’t even try but now I’m a pop star
Fuck that man you been with, girl, he basic
I can see right through him I got LASIK
Psych, I got these glasses and they Ray Bans
They let me see the future like I’m Raven

If you ain’t want me then
Then you don’t need me now
Fuck you, I’m off the bench
I’m still in my city
KC represent
I might start popping during the apocalypse
I used to whip on the fifty
Now I buy my baby Fenti
She told me she wanna date girls
Think I might turn her like Timmy
Think I might turn out the lights
Turn up the volume, I’m chilling
Don’t get no pussy online
I do not fuck with no Hilly
No Tinder
This the
Motherfucker who been killing shit
West coast from the MO
Putting shit in motion
I been causing mo problems
I been getting mo cents
I just sold my first song
Life ain’t been the same since
I know my team got my back
I know they down, down, down, down
Might get my name on a plaque
Put up the town, town, town, town
I do not fuck with no hat
Unless it’s a crown, crown, crown, crown
All of this water around me
Think I might drown, drown, drown, drown

Pm!
In that brand new ‘gatti, fuck a cop car
Got the club moving like a golf cart
She gone like me when I’m hotter like a Pop Tart
I don’t even try but now I’m a pop star
Fuck that man you been with, girl, he basic
I can see right through him I got LASIK
Psych, I got these glasses and they Ray Bans
They let me see the future like I’m Raven

Having visions of top at the top
I decapitate the coup when the drop top drops
I can’t stop
Take my drink on the rocks
Take my cake a la mode
Take my girl out to shop
I don’t need no fucking watch to know I ain’t got the time for this
Y’all begging for attention, somebody break out the violins
I don’t do babysitting, motherfuckers are childish
I’m with the baddest bitches sipping shit on an island
“Why you always saying Pm?”
Bitch
I am Pm
Putting in work from the a.m. to p.m.
Take em or leave em, I don’t give no fuck
Either way that shit go, I’m still getting my cut
Coming out the cut like blood from a vein
Run the game
I ain’t ever been the same, that’s a shame
Since the day I got concussed in my brain
Now I’m tripping so much both my ankles are sprained

Pm!
In that brand new ‘gatti, fuck a cop car
Got the club moving like a golf cart
She gone like me when I’m hotter like a Pop Tart
I don’t even try but now I’m a pop star
Fuck that man you been with, girl, he basic
I can see right through him I got LASIK
Psych, I got these glasses and they Ray Bans
They let me see the future like I’m Raven
_____________________________________
Look for me on.....
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Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/parker.bata
Twitter: https://twitter.com/parkerbata

Music Video

DaBaby - ROCKSTAR (PmBata Remix) (Prod. Kiid Planet)

Aries - Pharaoh

don't like darkness- chase online concert

i don't know [prod. raspo]

Won’t you make it clear won’t you just say that I am worth it
In the hospital we roam, our mental states were from perfect
Cus theirs burning in my blood intravenous doesn’t seem to be working
Cus there is scaring on your lungs, eyes closed tell me why aren’t you moving

Try to pick up the pieces, doesn’t seem to work
Cutting your wrist, yeah this is gonna hurt
Blood runs like a river, on the bathroom floor
Eyes fade as you let you as I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone
See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want
To always be a memory now your gone
Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go, it’s getting steeper
Try to get out of bed, I’m not leaving
Anxiety’s got my chest, I’m not breathing
Panic attacks yeah, got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah, my thoughts stop me
I swear I saw your ghost, yeah and you caught me
I’m by myself in this hell, would you haunt me
Please just, please just, don’t stop me.

It’s when I blackout, you push the blame now
if you hear me can you tell me was it worth it are you happy now your gone
can you smile now, can I join you
I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to Jesus
help you, tension breaks through
will you wait for me when I take my last breath, I can’t wait to see you again
can I forgive you, I don’t know how to  
won’t you show me your face, give me a sign, I don’t think I can hold on

digging my own grave, losing touch, yeah depression is lurking
with bones made of stone, I try really hard to not be a burden
your blue eyes are cutting Deep burning straight through my soul yeah, it’s hurting
misery just loves me, won’t you kiss me on the cheek, say I’m worth it

SUBSTANCE

listen on spotify <3

https://open.spotify.com/track/7tlLKTk4ptrQCJ69JT91Ny?si=GRQ9kJj7TWSVdljtZdtHQw&utm_source=copy-link

@notadream._ - Peaceful (Prod. NEVADA)

Prod by. me :)
mastered by soundcloud.com/cay2o
lyrics:

they whisper to me, wither away
don’t want them to see so I cover my face
i’m insecure and my feelings dont matter
stuck in a loop am I like this forever
fuck it I might be
feelin low like highkey
how you act so fuckin bland like a white tee
I dont think you understand why you like me
why you like me you ain nothin like me

ima do it for my friends and the people who don’t mean shit
cause I’m the only one who gon give what they need
shit if I ain gonna make it
then I hope whoever does knows how to treat a fuckin bag and keep they friends close too
dont know you do I have to,
crack a smile to a stranger, bet they lied too
gonna get a tattoo, 18 real soon
ima hussle till I make up back to you

I don’t want no problems
cause I ain gonna solve it
I know everyone around really hates me and it’s okay
i’m sleepin till its too late
for any of my plans to work
fuck it ima wake up when all this shit easier

spotify

nothin like me

[emjaay]
You suddenly
Wanna fall away
Spite the love you gave
Suffering
All these years I've been
Wanting what you never gave
Wondering, what it could've been
All these years without you
Cause it seems
Like you'll never be
Whats in my memories

You wouldn't see
The blinding light
That's calling me
Like movie scenes
They're on repeat
I can't break free
They're haunting me
They're haunting me

[Rivilin]
Yeah I'm the absent background kid in school
Thinking bout how I'm gonna tell you How I'm gonna break through
Get used, pushed around easily
You grabbed me by the collar and drag me out

To where the valleys and the oceans meet
A place beyond the pines where you love to look at me
Paint me perfect, a portrait and cut out my flaws
I can feel the sweat crawling down my pores

Yeah I'm always having conversations with myself
Its the stress, anxiety, depression it's never mentioned
Of what it feels like to go through this unless you have it
I don't wanna understand it, I wanna be normal

So don't call me I won't answer
Left the dial tones, and repeat you're a cancer
That Lights me up like it's 4th of July
I guess I always knew that my life was a lie

[emjaay]
You suddenly, you suddenly, you suddenly
You suddenly
Wanna fall away
Spite the love you gave
Suffering
All these years I've been
Wanting what you never gave
Wondering, what it could've been
All these years without you
Cause it seems
Like you'll never be
Whats in my memories

You wouldn't see
The blinding light
That's calling me
Like movie scenes
They're on repeat
I can't break free
They're haunting me
They're haunting me

Wondering what it could've been ft. Rivilin [prod. BLADE901]

Planning on putting out more like this soon, hope y'all enjoy!

Follow My Twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Produced by the god KyG: https://www.youtube.com/c/KyGKnikker

Lyrics:

(She wanna rip my heart out) x2

She wanna rip my heart out
(But that's alright)
She make me a target
(Set me alight)
She wanna tear my lungs out
(But that's alright)
In love with a knife tip
(Stab it through my eye)

Her skin is sweet in its taste
Blood drips out of my veins
Scars all over her waist
Ashes cover my face

She slashed my tires
Lemme drive
Took my lighter
Flames in my eyes
I can't stay with you one more night
Said she had a bad day wants to kick it at mine

Make me crave
All the death in your eyes
Can't make me stay
But I still just might
I can't wait for you
One more night
You take my pain
Make me feel like you're right

She wanna rip my heart out
(But that's alright)
She make me a target
(Set me alight)
She wanna tear my lungs out
(But that's alright)
In love with a knife tip
(Stab it through my eye)

in love with a knife tip (Prod. KyG)

(voices)

i, i lose my breath with every step
my horns will grow no matter what
this tree of life im sapped of all i have to give
i, i lose my breath with every step
my horns will grow no matter what
this tree of life im sapped of all i have to give
i feel possessed and its coming out my chest
i lose each breath with every step
and the gravity takes me down,
and the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down

ANXIETY
YTEIXNA

YTEIXNA (rx808)

Lil SoiBoi:
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https://www.instagram.com/lil_soib0y/​
https://twitter.com/lilSoiB0i

Lil SoiBoi - Not Sorry

Follow me : 

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Prod. 5:10
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