how can you ever be there… i’m not here

i’m gonna get my way, no matter what it takes
cause i’m a runaway, i never wanna stay
cause they all “love” the same, it always comes with pain
and yet i still remain, will i ever escape?

no, i can’t explain what goes on inside my brain
i used to do the chase, now i run the other way
yeah i might give a fight, give the right amount of time
get you outta mind, wanna get you outta mine

get closer and closer, over and over
it’s mental exposure, i’m broken and i know it
i’m colder and colder, my heart is freezing over
keep giving me pain, and i’ll give you da same

(keep giving me pain, and i’ll give you da same)
(keep giving me pain)

i’m gonna get my way, no matter what it takes
cause i’m a runaway, i never wanna stay
cause they all “love” the same, it always comes with pain
and yet i still remain, will i ever escape?

i’m gonna get my way, no matter what it takes
cause i’m a runaway, i never wanna stay
cause they all “love” the same, it always comes with pain
and yet i still remain, will i ever escape?

avoidant (prod. wextorbeats & intekodi)

aka https://soundcloud.com/emmynolan ♡

(this music is made for GTARP, my irl music is emmy nolan on all platforms)

(GTARP music https://soundcloud.com/lulum00n)