fun life

i never knew how to fit in
i always feel myself shaking
i never really ever felt right
they all know somethings wrong with me

i never asked to even be here
so many years and what do i get?
theres no point in getting a career
i dont want to be here anymore

feeling
(feeling so strange)
feeling
(im like no one)
feeling
like an alien

alien

tonight i hope
i could have a chat and shoot some jokes
to score your heart
without your face falling apart

i fucked your day up again

i know you dont
know that i want you so
i see your face
and know that you dont feel the same

i fucked your day up again

you dont feel the same

hazy

i USED to feel like this.

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and the rents unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

Don’t need friends don’t need plans
Don’t need hope I barely stand
If I’m a joke let it land
It’s the only thing I understand x2

Nothing gets better it just get bitter
Text my ex then unsend it quicker
They said grow up guess I won’t
I Just sit here broke alone
And it’s fine whatever leave me alone

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and rent’s unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

I’m kinda fine with it
im gonna end it all

Same three songs same old loop
Cold fast food and warm canned soup
Tried to scream but I just stared
Guess it’s harder to stay impaired
I don’t feel bad I don’t feel much

I'm kinda fine with it

Choke on my vomit (demo)

sleepwalk

99 Luftballons (Nena Cover)

Rock song All Wired Up (In A Lie) written, arranged & produced by John Hardman (vocals/guitars/keys) - www.johnhardmanmusic.com
Available on Beats Working's latest album Perspection
Album artwork by Tristan Greatrex
(c)(p) 2025 Swamp Music UK & Swamp Records UK for all territories

Perspection

All Wired Up (IN A Lie)

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All Wired Up (In A Lie)

Weezer - Back To The Shak : https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/track/42YgaJLCehufTbH2orwBHM?si=a39579bb00d24579

Weezer - Back To The Shack (OTE Cover)

Text:
(Verse 1)
Crowns of iron, built on sand,
Voices shouting, “I command.”
But time’s a hammer, it never kneels,
Every empire turns to rust and steel.

(Pre-Chorus)
Monuments crumble, statues fall,
The higher they rise, the harder they crawl.

(Chorus)
Nothing’s forever, not power, not lies,
History burns the truth in the skies.
Rust and steel, that’s all you’ll be,
Forgotten kings, a fading memory.

(solo)

(Verse 2)
Golden towers, crooked thrones,
Whispered secrets, broken bones.
The loudest liar, the fakest crown,
Becomes a punchline when the lights go down.

(Pre-Chorus)
History laughs, it cuts so deep,
No throne survives the endless sleep.

(Chorus)
Nothing’s forever, not power, not lies,
History burns the truth in the skies.
Rust and steel, that’s all you’ll be,
Forgotten kings, a fading memory.

(sono)

(Bridge)
The world moves on, it won’t kneel,
Your glory fades to rust and steel.
And all that pride you tried to claim,
Turns to ashes in the flame.

(Outro)
Rust and steel, nothing more,
Echoes fading, close the door.
You thought you were number one,
But history’s joke has just begun.

Rust and Steel

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I'm kinda fine with it

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