Falling down in a vat of false hopes
Everything new to me is another joke
Lay it out cry it out cause shit will never be the same

Fuck the world fuck the world i wanna renounce it
Fuck the world fuck the world cause I'm a useless piece of shit 
Fuck the world fuck the world cause everything about it is a lie 

Questioning my entire existence 
Death to the ones who wronged me so this pain will end
Then I'll be next cause it all sucks it sucks

Fuck the world fuck the world i wanna renounce it
Fuck the world fuck the world cause I'm a useless piece of shit 
Fuck the world fuck the world cause everything about it is a lie 

It's fucking unfair that I am rotting while the undeserving gets to enjoy their shit lives it's fucking bullshit it's fucking bullshit

F.T.W

Inside Out

cry 4 help

This Is It [Penguinband Cover]

shoot up

Made this track in like 2 days, but I'm quite chuffed with how it all turned out. Committed a cardinal incelcore sin and used open tuning instead of power chords, but I hope you guys like it anyway! Even drew some custom Sir. Offline art for this one, thought it suited the occasion.
GO LISTEN ON SPOTIFY!!!! IT PAYS ME!!!!: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Sx0E8zy0YSqoI1lPBdNkB?si=25b6e33fc8a1464e

Lyrics: 
Verse 1:
I quite like to think I bury every little thing
These songs might be the only way that I can let them out securely
I feel safer knowing no-one knows me better than I do
So you can spill your heart to me, but don’t expect for me to do the same for you

Chorus:
I’m feeling fine, I know you won’t believe me, so I
count all the times, you think you truly knew me and I
just wanna cry, you’re all just fakers to me, if you knew
how I am, you’d run until your soles stick to the ground

Verse 2:
Everybody knows me, either love me or they hate
I built up quite the reputation, and they know the whole charade
Cause I am loud, dumb and obnoxious, and completely off the rails
But I’m quite an anxious person, I regret the way I used to be…

Middle 8:
The time that I tried to best exposit my mind 
Would leave me in state of rot and horrid mental decline
So I swore to myself that I would target the signs
and make sure that it never happened a 2nd time…
*record scratch*
W-w-wait, what was I saying?

Chorus (extended):
I’m feeling fine, I know you won’t believe me, so I
count all the times, you think you truly knew me and I
just wanna cry, you’re all just fakers to me, if you knew
how I am, you’d run until your soles stick to the ground

I’m feeling sound, It’s not your fault I’m like this it’s just
so hard to ground, myself enough to face that I can
be who I am. But am I now the me that I would 
play to the crowds? I might just be the fakest one around.

You Don't Know Anything About Me

and if anything ill abandon everything and leave this state
living out in the sticks would be so nice but i know id still miss you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

and if anything ill stick around as long as you let me
and if anything ill just be another memory 
too you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

fetish

"I didn't have to do this
 i could've left
 i could've fled
 But now I will no longer run
 it's not for me
 It's for my children"

sit and wait 
everyday
hoping things
will go my way

not overdosing
no self infliction
will you laugh
at this one too

front row (can we go)

icarus

'STILL MILL' -Desert Mix- is the debut collection of material from Anarch LGM. A solo, self-produced endevour entirely from Larry Miller: Creator of Desert Pleasures productions. 'STILL MILL'  in no way is a professional release. More of a raw introduction to the music from Larry Miller. For lovers of down the middle Rock n' Roll and 90's Grunge/ Alternative. Stay tuned for more and follow @desert_pleasures on instagram.

Samples, quotations, and additional credits attributed to anyone besides Larry Miller, sorted by track number:
(1) Mad Max: Fury Road, Van Helsing, Lord of the Rings franchise, the Bible,  Bring Me the Horizon; Follow You
(2) Nosferatu (2024 film), From Dusk til Dawn, Ocean's 11 franchise the Amity Affliction; Feels like I'm dying, the Eagles; Witchy Woman, Duncan Trussell
(3) Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Dune, the Shining, Full Metal Jacket, Metallica; Nothing Else Matters, Bring Me the Horizon; It Never Ends, Motorhead; Ace of Spades, Hunter S. Thompson, 'Gene' Miller
(4) Lord of the Rings franchise, Ocean's 11 franchise, the Amity Affliction; I Hate Hartley, Nine Inch Nails; Hurt, Mastodon; Emperor of Sand, Duncan Trussell
(5) Lord of the Rings franchise, Full Metal Jacket, America: the Story of Us, Emmure; a Gift, a Curse, Architects; Castles in the Air, Avenged Sevenfold; Reminissions, John McAfee
(6) SAMPLES- Frank Sinatra; L.O.V.E.,  Eyes Wide Shut, Impractical Jokers, I Now Prounounce You...Chuck and Larry, the Shining, Parks and Recreation, Reservoir Dogs
(7) The Shining, Nine Inch Nails; Head like a Hole, Tool; Schism, Unknown Mesa Public School bus driver, James and Dayla- my New Orleans friends
(8) Mad Max; Furiosa, Lord of the Rings franchise, Dune, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, William Shakespeare; Hamlet, Joe Rogan; Talking Monkey in Outer Space, Queens of the Stone Age; Song for the Dead, Devo, Duncan Trussell,  that one time at the lake with Patrik, SAMPLES- Alex Jones via Joe Rogan Experience podcast, Matt and Shane's Secret Podcast, Hunter S. Thompson via BBC documentary

Additional credits include STL Tonehub including Josh Middleton plugin pack; recorded and mixed entirely on Ableton Lite.

The artist Larry Miller would like to thank in no short order, Mom, Dad, Nana, Tata, Brynly, Josslyn, Karla, Patrik, Bently, Lincoln, Granma and Papa, and an extremely long list of family member- Nothing like this is possible without every one of you. 
I would also like to thank anyone who give my attempt at music any time at all. I enjoy it, so I hope you do too. 

STILL MILL -Desert Mix-

Tomahawk

6 Tomahawk

If you could just take me home, 
Got a bunch of bad thoughts,
 so leave me alone. 
One bed in a room in Oklahoma, 
You're so lucky I'm a good dude.
 Oh, love's a funny thing, 
I just try to mind my manners. 
He, she, and me, 
oh, I can't choose which one I like more.
 What's so funny?
She's like, what's on your mind?
Oh, do I dare to kiss you both?
Oh, do I dare to kiss you both? 
Oh, do I dare to ruin what I have? If it means I can make you both happy, 
I don't know. Not much of a good guy myself. 

If you could just take me home, 
got a bed of bad thoughts 
And it's waiting at home. 
Old songs and your thoughts of me, 
oh, I sing them all out like a diary, oh. 
Half lies and half half-truths I, 
Know what I want with you,
One bed in a room in Oklahoma She's so lucky that it's me
Lying next to you clairvoyant and I see truth,
I Can't see a thing in you 
I can't see a thing in you Tell me, what has my brain come to? 
Do I dare to kiss you both?

Inside Out

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