Falling down in a vat of false hopes
Everything new to me is another joke
Lay it out cry it out cause shit will never be the same

Fuck the world fuck the world i wanna renounce it
Fuck the world fuck the world cause I'm a useless piece of shit 
Fuck the world fuck the world cause everything about it is a lie 

Questioning my entire existence 
Death to the ones who wronged me so this pain will end
Then I'll be next cause it all sucks it sucks

Fuck the world fuck the world i wanna renounce it
Fuck the world fuck the world cause I'm a useless piece of shit 
Fuck the world fuck the world cause everything about it is a lie 

It's fucking unfair that I am rotting while the undeserving gets to enjoy their shit lives it's fucking bullshit it's fucking bullshit

F.T.W

Inside Out

cry 4 help

This Is It [Penguinband Cover]

shoot up

Made this track in like 2 days, but I'm quite chuffed with how it all turned out. Committed a cardinal incelcore sin and used open tuning instead of power chords, but I hope you guys like it anyway! Even drew some custom Sir. Offline art for this one, thought it suited the occasion.
GO LISTEN ON SPOTIFY!!!! IT PAYS ME!!!!: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Sx0E8zy0YSqoI1lPBdNkB?si=25b6e33fc8a1464e

Lyrics: 
Verse 1:
I quite like to think I bury every little thing
These songs might be the only way that I can let them out securely
I feel safer knowing no-one knows me better than I do
So you can spill your heart to me, but don’t expect for me to do the same for you

Chorus:
I’m feeling fine, I know you won’t believe me, so I
count all the times, you think you truly knew me and I
just wanna cry, you’re all just fakers to me, if you knew
how I am, you’d run until your soles stick to the ground

Verse 2:
Everybody knows me, either love me or they hate
I built up quite the reputation, and they know the whole charade
Cause I am loud, dumb and obnoxious, and completely off the rails
But I’m quite an anxious person, I regret the way I used to be…

Middle 8:
The time that I tried to best exposit my mind 
Would leave me in state of rot and horrid mental decline
So I swore to myself that I would target the signs
and make sure that it never happened a 2nd time…
*record scratch*
W-w-wait, what was I saying?

Chorus (extended):
I’m feeling fine, I know you won’t believe me, so I
count all the times, you think you truly knew me and I
just wanna cry, you’re all just fakers to me, if you knew
how I am, you’d run until your soles stick to the ground

I’m feeling sound, It’s not your fault I’m like this it’s just
so hard to ground, myself enough to face that I can
be who I am. But am I now the me that I would 
play to the crowds? I might just be the fakest one around.

You Don't Know Anything About Me

and if anything ill abandon everything and leave this state
living out in the sticks would be so nice but i know id still miss you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

and if anything ill stick around as long as you let me
and if anything ill just be another memory 
too you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

fetish

"I didn't have to do this
 i could've left
 i could've fled
 But now I will no longer run
 it's not for me
 It's for my children"

sit and wait 
everyday
hoping things
will go my way

not overdosing
no self infliction
will you laugh
at this one too

front row (can we go)

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Bow to the weight!
Feel it slam down! 
Crushing your hate!
No dawn! No escape! 
Swallowed by fire,
Burn it all away!

Bow! Unrelenting! Domination!
Crushing your hate!
No dawn! No escape!
Feel! Devastating! Annihilating!
Swallowed by fire
BURN IT ALL AWAY!

BURN IT ALL AWAY!
NO ESCAPING THE FLAMES!
ETERNAL COLLAPSE INCOMING!
CRUSHED BENEATH HIS WEIGHT!

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Gear and software:
FL Studio 25
Odeholm Drums
Submission Audio's OmniBass
Solemn Tones Axure
NeuralDSP Archetype: Nolly X
Focusrite Scarlett 2i2 4th Gen
Maono PD400X Dynamic Microphone

Swallowed by Fire

crown of chaos

Verse 1

I wake up tired from sleeping
Like rest never really comes
My head’s loud before the daylight
Like the war’s already won

Thoughts collide at a hundred miles
Can’t slow down, can’t focus in
My mind won’t shut the fuck up
And it’s only 6 a.m.

Pre-Chorus (build)

I’m not broken enough to scream
Not strong enough to feel okay
Overloaded, overwhelmed
Frozen by the smallest thing

Chorus (big, aggressive clean)

Depression doesn’t scream my name
It whispers and it stays
Anxiety lives in my chest
And it never goes away

I don’t want to disappear
I just want my head to slow
I’m fighting wars inside my mind
That nobody else will know

Verse 2 (tighter, heavier)

My ADHD won’t let me rest
I start ten things, finish none
I hate myself for falling behind
Like I already lost the run

I lose my words mid-sentence
Forget what I was trying to say
They call it lazy, call it wasted
But they don’t see the fight I face

Pre-Chorus 2 (short, tense)

My heart beats like a warning sign
Like something bad is next
I replay every moment
Until I’m buried in my head

Chorus (repeat, heavier guitars)

Depression doesn’t scream my name
It waits until I’m weak
Anxiety keeps telling me
I’m too much just to breathe

I don’t want to fade away
I just want to feel okay
I’m holding onto anything
That gets me through the day

BREAKDOWN (HALF-TIME / SCREAMED)

(This is where it SLAMS)

My brain won’t shut off
My chest won’t slow down
I’m medicated just to function
Just to stay around

Some days it helps
Some days it doesn’t
I hate that I need it
But I hate quitting more

I don’t want to die
I just want relief
I don’t want to disappear
I just want some fucking peace

Final Chorus (anthem + rage)

Depression doesn’t own my soul
Even when it feels like home
Anxiety can shake my body
But it doesn’t get control

I don’t need to be fixed tonight
I just need to stay alive
If I’m still breathing, I’m still here
And that means I still fight

Outro (spoken / screamed, drop instruments)

My mind is loud
But I’m still here

Inside Out

Emo2000