Every Memory Is Painful

Every Memory Is Painful feat. JoshIGuess (prod. Dead Spyro)

Seal me ft. Shinigami

Back Up Plan 2 The Back Up Plan

back up plan 2 my back up plan (prod. Xtasane + Secretsss) w/whatafuckingbitch

all dis hustle finna pay off if it wasn't for y'all I wouldn't be here.

tarot cards

Not Upset + ybcmiley [xgatteora]

(Lyrics) 

(2x)
Pour another 4 but I don’t feel it 
There’s a creature at my window do you see it 
So many blunts in the air it’s like my room is silent hill
I can’t really think right now, the monsters looking for his kill  


Sometimes I wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m 

I sip my cup so I can feel 
I spark a blunt so I can chill
I hate myself for what I’m doing 
I been doing everything I can but I can’t do it 

I could put my heart and soul into this, it wouldn’t mean shit 
But if I spit some nonsense then I bet they fucking love it 
Bet they fucking love it 
They like v3nn yo where’s your new shit 

I wasn’t dropping because I was fucking homeless 
Seems like everyone is fake around me I know it 
I freestyled these bars like a poet

(JUNK KING) 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope 

always inna different limelight when u see me
I was regretting life yeah leave me
6 different pills couldn't b me
6 triple digits what I'm feeling 

why try, why i hate myself
too high inna cut need help
too low imma cut myself
more dope replenish my health

I been running thru these tracks all day
jus to get up on a sack onna rack okay 
all u mothafuckin friends yeah rats 
u ain't never gave a fuck that's that 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope

nonsense ft. JUNK KING (p. rubbish) *lyrics in description*

don’t wanna fall in love unless it’s with you
keep u forever in my heart like a tattoo
as soon as you leave i miss you 
now to get the same high i gotta pop two

every second every day
i got u on my mind 
every dream i ever have 
you’re all mine 
baby pls just tell me i’m the only one you callin 
im head over heels for you and now you got me fallin 

i gotta pop two 
this ain’t no clean sprite 
emoflytrap and she know ima do her right 
spending money at the mall 
a walking fantasy  
you can have it all baby you’re my everything 

when i’m with you i swear that i’m ok
can u call me on the phone and tell me that you love me?

don't wanna fall in love (unless it's with u) [prod. xtasane + jayysoul]

dumb or just high- emoflytrap x whatafuckingbitch [MV IN BIO]

unreleased

shinigami - boys dont cry (demo)

i don’t even know 
what you even want 
do you want me
or do you not?
say you love me
then you hate me
you’re all i want 
baby you’re all i want 

can you call me? 
and say what’s on your mind 
you never know 
i think i’m wasting time 
and most nights 
i think you hate me 
when you block me
instead of talking 

yuh im fucked up and im nodding out
 back of the whip with the  music  loud 
you’re the only thing that’s on my mind
ima pop another just to chase the high

i guess i’ll see you in my dreams 
baby please don’t ever leave  
i see stars in your eyes 
i just hope that we’ll be fine :(

i don't get you (prod. Melik)

prod @ilyertu x @jolst
special thx to jane for voicing the outro <33

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

4 blank walls blood splattered on em all
picking up my phone pretending like u called
tell me it’s not finished tell me everything’s on pause
or else i’d rather lay down n wait till i dissolve

everything that i ever wanted was just out of my reach
but now the only thing i want is some peace
but now the only thing i want is some sleep
but now the only thing i want is u n me

tear stained cheeks on my face when i walk thru
sometimes i wish that i never woulda caught u
smile on my face feels like i’m wearing a costume
photos of the past are like an artifact, a fossil

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

“””
The San Francisco therapist kept telling me I shouldn't be terrified of creative experimentation.
"I don't know what's going to come out of me," I told her. "It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.
"Why?" she said.
"To make up for it," I said. "To make up for the fact that it's me."
“””

i don't get you (prod. Melik)

emoflytrap

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