Back Up Plan 2 The Back Up Plan

back up plan 2 my back up plan (prod. Xtasane + Secretsss) w/whatafuckingbitch

Not Upset + ybcmiley [xgatteora]

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

prod me. lyrics:

baby let’s dance all night 
we can stay out late
i wanna spend my time and watch it slip away
i wanna feel alright
i wanna be okay 
come on let’s dance all night baby it’s not too late

rinse and repeat it’s a party every weekend
w-with my team we play for keeps we undefeated 
on the air, babe, like im ryan seacrest 
put on a show yea i know they love to see it

i’ll pour a cup i’ll mix it up just like detergent
come on let’s dance i’ll hold your hand if you get nervous

heard a sound that i followed through the forest
led me out, kept me dancing till the morning 

baby let’s dance all night 
we can stay out late
i wanna spend my time and watch it slip away
i wanna feel alright
i wanna be okay 
come on let’s dance all night baby it’s not too late

crystal lake casino
they wanna see the trio
sipping topo chico
3piece b&w tuxedos
we gon party all night long till we hit the pillow
shawty brought it from the wall right back to the windo
after party at the club house baby let’s go
we get silly when the suns down then we let go
i just wanna see you moving on the dance floor
can you do it one more time give me an encore..

apple music

all night (uh oh)

prod @ilyertu x @jolst
special thx to jane for voicing the outro <33

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

4 blank walls blood splattered on em all
picking up my phone pretending like u called
tell me it’s not finished tell me everything’s on pause
or else i’d rather lay down n wait till i dissolve

everything that i ever wanted was just out of my reach
but now the only thing i want is some peace
but now the only thing i want is some sleep
but now the only thing i want is u n me

tear stained cheeks on my face when i walk thru
sometimes i wish that i never woulda caught u
smile on my face feels like i’m wearing a costume
photos of the past are like an artifact, a fossil

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

“””
The San Francisco therapist kept telling me I shouldn't be terrified of creative experimentation.
"I don't know what's going to come out of me," I told her. "It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.
"Why?" she said.
"To make up for it," I said. "To make up for the fact that it's me."
“””

tear stained cheeks (ertu x jolst)

baby im flying right over ur city 
i wonder if maybe u miss me
has it been long enough yet
 have u had time to forget me
one minute im on the town passing time
n the next minute im watching time pass
if thats the only thing life has to offer 
then my only wish is i die fast

come make me more comfortable aint that what ur supposed to do
i know im dramatic i know i get too emotional
searching for a way that one day i can get over u
i just wanna tell u bout my day n what im going thru

ice shaking in my cup
yea ur fine but so what
baby girl im a lush
u dont give me that rush

addicted to attention she gets it too much
scared of affection she dont get it enough
but im right in front of u baby 
u said u wish someone was loving u lately
good enough to get u back on ur feet 
but im not good enough to be 1 like mcgrady
blood on my face blood on her fangs
i guess some things just dont ever change
head on my chest feeling my pain
but it wont be the same

i wanna go back to how it used to be
back when i mattered although u were using me
back when i thought that u were scared of losing me
live in delusions like i do usually

baby im flying right over ur city 
i wonder if maybe u miss me
has it been long enough yet 
have u had time to forget me
one minute im on the town passing time
n the next minute im watching time pass
if thats the only thing life has to offer 
then my only wish is i die fast

come make me more comfortable aint that what ur supposed to do
i know im dramatic i know i get too emotional
searching for a way that one day i can get over u
i just wanna tell u bout my day n what im going thru

left on read (scottysplash)

prod. flesh x tommy hydra

lyrics:
i'm so back, round 2
i'd be down again, i can trust you
all of our regrets made us who we are 
there's no going back so i just keep making these songs

for myself, lately i've been having fun
i unfurl, bloom until i see the sun
a spiral, really i'm just warming up
promise kept, i'm not going back

cuz i slept all of the time that i had
it's so hard when you always forget
i keep letting down all of my friends
i confess, i know i've been such a-

i think that i waited way too long
walking on the walls i been glued on
healing up while it's peeling off
once again, on the ceiling i
made a friend, yeah i wish
we could talk, we're the same
you and i, when you sing
so do i, i bet that's why we're so alive

i made a bet, i will not quit when i'm dead
i'll just keep on coming back, i am the voice in your head
i'm keeping tabs, so much i'm feeling the lag
i think i figured it out, i keep on moving them back
i keep on jumping the gun, been on my shit from the jump
i gotta go out the way to figure out where i belong
i think it's in the garage, doing whatever i want
tangled all up in the web that i spun

spider

spider (flesh x tommy hydra)

burning ft. hamilton (sailor x jolst)

@xobroken @jolst


and i can tell when you're lying
you can see it in your eyes
you can see it in your smile
fucking hate when you're vile

its like you get a fucking knife
and you stab me in the vital

ur only nice on your birthday
get your cards and open them up
the writing on the inside are lies open it up

and i dont wanna feed your ego
if i could get out of here
id be heathrow

guess i pay the price now
fuck it its a time out
i just turn the light out
tell me whats important
6 in the morning
i left in the morning
i just want a foreign

"take a seat"
i dont wanna sit down
ive been all up on my mind
n idk where im going

dont act like you know
dont act like you know whats going on
cause you fkn dont

It’s a cycle
She hit my vitals
No survival 
Expect apologies when I’m dying, ya so entitled
Feelin like I lost myself since your arrival
Saw this Shit coming but I was in denial

I been deceased 
She not missing me
Turned into fiend
Full of grief
Xanax make me lean
Weak up in the knees
Puffin trees
Just to get some sleep
Unable to dream
White tee
Blood drippin on me

Didn’t see you leaving, what should I expect? Im so dead,  there’s no way to resurrect me
Said you loved me 
Then you left
What’s is that?
Everything’s a mess

smile w/ xobroken (jolst x radkoun)

lyrics

i spend every waking moment trying to pick myself up cause im falling apart
just to get back into it the very next day but you heal my soul up in the dark
id try to do it myself but i wouldnt know where to start
save me from hurting my heart baby
i want you to love me
i want you to touch me
and whenever im blinded by this shit be my ears and my eyes whenever i cant see
i hope that you need me
i hope you can hear me
i hope you can grab me and pick me off my feet
just to knock me down again

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

could we make the last time count
everything you say everything i hear right now
save me from myself would you take it back somehow
you don't need to worry i just need to come back down
look where weve been cause im closer to death
i see you laugh when youre talking to him
you got your movies and i got my friends
but im tasting salt in the water again
hold me down
hold me still
is this the place where we begin

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

i play you the song that saved my life but you scroll on your phone
and i cant give everything up for this career to just die unkown
unwillingly, willingly killing my body so leave me alone
ill just stay at home
i hope you can find me there

health w/ greenwood (p. jacob vallen)

7pm Prod. Eric Godlow

carly rae mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eo0Xi1GMJ7A
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it's gonna be okay

tear stained cheeks (ertu x jolst)

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