prod @bloodcryy + @jolst
mix / master / sfx @bloodcryy

know dat feeling
n i kno it never lies
person in the mirror
i know he nvr tries
did it 1 time
i kno it wasnt right
saw the wrong signs
i knew it wouldnt b fine

can i forget
cuz ion wana know
dont talk 2 me
ion wana hear ur voice
wana play cuz u treat me like a toy
wana go 
dont want 2 live 2long

n im cryin
i cant go out
fuck life
it never works out
how it looked
idk now
i cant talk
im on the phone now

n im cryin
i cant go out
fuck life
it never works out
how it looked
idk now
was it worth it
idk now

spotify

crying in my room p. bloodcryY + Jolst

@medusa9
cover by @boredinskool

Jsuis le odd one comme dans breakfast club
Jsuis avec justin et il a pour up
#DTI sur roblox jveux dress up
Pour up dans le bubbletea jsuis fuckd up
Quand on makeout jai le coeur qui bat a cent à l’heure
Quand on hangout tous les deux je calcule meme plus l’heure
Avant qu’on se connaisse jetais rempli de malheur

Jen ai rien a foutre j’en ai ma claque
Jdois continuer a grind cette merde je peux meme pas slack
Enfant des etoiles, chevalier du zodiaque
Posé a lausanne jme ballade au bord du lac

Qu’il pleuve ou qu’il neige, si tu m’appelle je serai la
Bb sort la camera, souris pour moi pas d’embarras
J’ai vrm peur de faire de la merde, il faut que tu me dises si je te deçois
C’est sucré comme une foret noire, jpense a toi, tous les soirs

Jsuis le odd one comme dans breakfast club
Jsuis avec justin et il a pour up
#DTI sur roblox jveux dress up
Pour up dans le bubbletea jsuis fuckd up
Quand on makeout jai le coeur qui bat a cent à l’heure
Quand on hangout tous les deux je calcule meme plus l’heure
Avant qu’on se connaisse jetais rempli de malheur

astralproject1on - forêt noire (prod. brknglss + jolst)

@1-shrine
@jolst

is that what you need, is that what you want
just speak what you mean and we can move on
it always killed me, you always killed me
my jeans they ksubis, I keep the crosses on me
but its not what it seems im out here chasing relief 
smoking green, smoking leaf just hoping youll never leave
you can bury me and i'd still breathe

is that what you need? off of my team?
on my own ill still bleed, you dont gotta help me
I was always the one it didn't last long
from pointer finger to my thumb, it wasn't that long


is that what you need (shrine, Jolst)

~2300~
@lilskeleskrrt 

prod by @jolst & irby

Lyrics:
[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)

[skele]
oh when i’m with you i feel more alive
and i can’t even tell a soul that shit is suicide 
i’m still starting at the borderline 
sometimes i look into the mirror wonder who am i

i should really be careful 
not to give em the ammo
letting it go 
start to feel like i’m rambo
bloody the handle 
i wanna give em a scandal 
out of the bramble 
i’m getting used to the camo

late at night 
i feel him pulling me closer 
i feel his body moving
going slower and slower 
i i want it bad 
i want it over n over 
i wish i never had 
i’m never getting the closure 

[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)


shame on me (prod. jolst x irby)

wut do u see in me </3
.
.
.

Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

I still can't cry
I'm just weepin
I feel the most alive when I'm sleepin
Your heart
Shawty put it on the defense
Your heart
Blood
Leakin
My heart
Barely beatin
My time
Slowly creepin
Our love at the bottom of the deep end
Can't see it now
You hope it drowns
Geekin
I gotta lie down
I can't keep stickin around
Sunrise
I pass out
Sunrise
I pass out

Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

I still can't cry
I'm just weepin
I feel the most alive when I'm sleepin
Your heart
Shawty put it on the defense
Your heart
Blood
Leakin
My heart
Barely beatin
My time
Slowly creepin
Our love at the bottom of the deep end
Can't see it now
You hope it drowns
Geekin
I gotta lie down
I can't keep stickin around
Sunrise
I pass out
Sunrise
I pass out

Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka SUMMER OF FRUITS BAYBEEE STARTS NOW

WUT DO U SEE IN ME (prod. cxrter x jolst)

dark//light {prod. cxrter x jolst}

PROD: JOLST + SECRE
MASTER & MIX: KAIS & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI
COVER ART: BITEKI

SPOTIFY

VICTXRW, LIL SKELE, SEWERPERSON, RESIDENTIAL & FRVR - PLEASE SAY YOU LOVE ME

colors (prod.cxrter x jolst)

cottage pt2.

produced by wayside x jolst

image was made w/ ai

lyrics;
i lose myself in this forest
i built this cabin deep in the woods
take the candle and light the wick like i knew you would
burn it all to the ground 
just so i have nothing but ash and dust
what if i was right, than you might just trust
what if, what if you actually cared for once

hold out for the darkest days
there only a few minutes away
can i ever get a break
things weren't like this before
now every thing is at stake
i cant escape this fate
trap myself in this realm
im locked out of heavens gate
just like its easy 
im a fallen archangel
lucifer the fallen angel
i destroyed my halo 
ripped off my wings
shunned from my home
i got no where left to go
im gonna die all alone
climbing out this hole

i lose myself in this forest
i built this cabin deep in the woods
take the candle and light the wick
burn it all to the ground 
just so i have nothing but ash and dust
what if i was right, than you might just trust
what if, what if you actually cared for once

cabin

salty </3
.
.
.

Hate to see me
So you block me
How cliché are we now
No reason
You're just petty
I can see you're salty now

You used to mix my potion
You ripped my chest wide open
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my hope is
Yeah you hate to see me
So you block me
How cliché are we now
No reason
You're just petty
I can see you're salty now

You used to mix my potion
You ripped my chest wide open
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my hope is
If you see it
Can you find me
Do you think you're out of my league
I don't think you ever liked me
These other hoes just as sweet
Tell my dawgs that I'm reloaded
One pill will help me focus
First my heart
Now what's broken
That bitch just kill me slowly

You used to mix my potion
You ripped my chest wide open
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my hope is
Yeah you hate to see me
So you block me
How cliché are we now
No reason
You're just petty
I can see you're salty now

.

.

<3

-emo fruits aka mr pretty derby

SALTY (prod. cxrter x jolst)

https://soundcloud.com/fuwafuwa-70905183

[Seeker]
Many years have passed
But we still haven't changed
We're still scattered around
Like a shattered picture frame
It's been so long
Since we last spent time together
Is this how it ends?
With nothing but pain to remember

We used to be closer
Like moths to a flame
We'd spend most of our days playing videogames
It was fun when we were young
Now look at us, what have we become?
The only thing we can do now is look back
The present state of affairs is so bad

Time can heal but some scars will always remain
I'm hoping that we can all be on the same page someday

[fuwafuwa]
As I fall to the ground
I see what wasn't found
Distant memories we thought were perfect
A lifetime in a frame, was it worth it?
I just wanna go back to when we didn't pretend
I just wanna feel right, need to be whole again
Just wanna tell you the truth, I'm still here waiting for you
So what's taking so long, why can't you just get a clue?

Now I lie here
Really don't know what to do
Left in pieces
Scattered all around the room
Tear soaked pages
As I write this out to you
Miss you dearly
I just want the old you

[Seeker]
Many years have passed
But we still haven't changed
We're still scattered around
Like a shattered picture frame
It's been so long
Since we last spent time together
Is this how it ends?
With nothing but pain to remember
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
(Background vox @ 1:02)
I hate this, I won't lie
It always makes me wanna cry
We would always laugh and joke
Now we're filled with so much spite
How can we be whole again?
Cause right now I feel miserable
We were so innocent
We were so beautiful

a shattered picture frame (prod. Jolst)

BLACK KRAY AKA SICKBOYRARI - RASTA (PROD. JOLST X STARSHOWER)

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

~2300~

@kennyorlando

prod by: sailor + @jolst

castle in the sky (prod. sailor + jolst)

send me beats and stuff. or if u just wanna talk idk. <3
//message for features// 
myemofruits@gmail.com

! IF YOU WANT ANY TRACKS TAKEN DOWN, EMAIL ME ZELD4H@GMAIL.COM !
Archive for all current and former Goth Money Records members:
Black Kray
Kane Grocerys (YSB OG)
Hunned Mill
Luckaleannn
Karmah
[Marcy Mane not being uploaded due to him copyrighting tracks]
Clv$h
SteezKeefy
SaavageBeatz (Curtis Heron)
Nyx Odysseus
J Uzu (Lexo)
Kons
Bleachfumes (DJ Yung Fumes)

✬~2300~✬

Dedicated and full of life, singer-songwriter VITO brings an illuminating,
original style to the music culture. A New York native, VITO struggled to find his
place growing up; finding comfort in music. A difficulty that inspired him to create art that could reassure others the way it did for him. Nurtured by a multitude of music genres, VITO offers a new take on the alternative music scene; intertwining various genres and sincere messages with a powerful rawness. 

His music is personal and uncensored, yet uplifting and soft-hearted: just as VITO is described in person by his friends and fans. VITO has created a platform to say what he wants to say; inspired by the Punk Era’s lack of filter and immense passion. A platform to express how he feels without hesitation, and to share that openness with others. To give a voice to all of those who may feel without. An emotional outlet for those who feel their emotions are invalid. Music for the outcasts, for the unheard. VITO is here to make a difference.

Krooked$mile
mental health matters
Hit me on insta for collabs, always down for something new💫⬇️
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