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MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8GPFe8JnPE

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yeah anyone
anyone
out there realer than me
i know u cant feel the same 
its just so different with me
i see the bottle half full
she'll probably kill it with me
she knows i cant die alone
so she just livin with me
and all the money i been makin
i cant save it 
i spend it
prada shades on
so they cant see that im empty
i cant look around
cuz im afraid that they watch me
back of my head
i hear ur voice say u got me

waste ur time
waste ur time 
just waste it all on me 
just waste it all on me 
just waste ur time 
just waste ur time 
just waste it all on me 
just waste it all on me 
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<3

-emo fruits aka young emo zack stone

smooth (prod. 2k6)

Everyday Im always dying to see you
wasnt really trying to fall in love
lately ive been feeling down
and you are the reason why
baby there's so much I want to do with you
I just wanna hold your hand and I cant
I will lose it any time
this is fucking up my mind
everyday im dying to be with you
why is it so hard to be in love?
there's so many things i need to tell you
why is it so hard to be in love?
I will lose it any time
and you are the reason why
why is it so hard to be in love?

Why Is It So Hard To Be In Love?

nothing to be done (the pastels)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cq6K0hICr0A

music video

poor posture

oilcolor: @oilcolor  
nobloodnotears: @nbnt


[bonus] fair trade (prod. oilcolor & nobloodnotears)

produced by oilcolor
lyrics by @nothingnowheremusic & @ivy-official-mist

n,n:
tell me all all your thoughts
when you can’t say em out loud  
said she wanna skip town 
take a train going southbound   
i know i’m not the guy 
that you need in your life now
skinny motherfucker
know i stay in the background 

are you thinking of me?
well i’ve been thinking of you
you know i love running my mouth  
with out thinking it through 
haven’t cared in a minute and see 
i’m scared to admit it but its true
the only thing i loved was always you  

imma pack my shit 
imma end this quick  
cause life aint shit 
man, lifes a bitch 
i said i’ve been doing well
nah, i’ve been sick 
fucked up in the brain mane
it’s a damn shame


Mr. Mist:
say no lies please let me rest
rest your head up against my chest
hear the beat as it's slowing down
remember me till I hit the ground
Blossomed truths were ripped apart
left my lungs ready to depart
of my hard heart meets me in the frame 
with my last breath to call your name

twitter.com/_oilcolor
instagram.com/0ilcolor

https://twitter.com/N0THINGN0WHERE
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

https://twitter.com/mrmistbookings
https://soundcloud.com/ivy-official-mist

MORE MUSIC

weight of the wind part 2 w/ nothing, nowhere & IVY

Thanks to Azusa Azunyan on youtube for cutting out that part where Dwight talks to Angela.

Ed Helms - I Will Remember You (Extended version) The Office

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

twitter.com/falls_boii
twitter.com/nothingnowhere

i still remember it all ft. nothing,nowhere.

closing time pt.2 (prod. Decembrs)

novocaine - fog lake (Scruffpuppie cover)

lv murakami

lv murakami (ft. Jackie Platinum)

willy nebraska

interlude

EVERYDAYS A DAY (PROD NIT HOTI, YEEZO, YAWNS)

@mutkidjosh
prod @sshinju @mariette0
kaiyo shit fr
espio shit 

heres a bunch of words in a row:

tell hr that i luv her
but she thinkk tht im ann #asshole
said yu pullin up wit stickz
but we knw u c4p bru
im feeln like a ghost
feeln like im casp3r
said ur bullets strng
but by bulletz goin fastr
my shootinz accuratee
iss knda like a freethrw
glock 17 mke him freez
like a t pse
ya they sendin me sum
heartz well i dnt need thse
yh she tellin me sm secretz
i cnt keep thse

yh im dress'd up n tommy
but im sad ಥ_ಥ
yh u cnt afford my feature
hmie u #downbadd
cnt get lackin wit da bros
i aint goin out sadd
yu a  fckn snake
ddnt think yu'd go out like datt

i need sm chrme hrts
on me badd
i feel lke @mutkidjosh 
always dress'd up n high clss ;)
wit da mob actn crayz
we die fastt
srry it had 2 end dis way
i ddnt thnk it fckn lastt

(joshy boy)

tell hr that i luv her
but she thinkk tht im ann #asshole
said yu pullin up wit stickz
but we knw u c4p bru
im feeln like a ghost
feeln like im casp3r
said ur bullets strng
but by bulletz goin fastr
my shootinz accuratee
iss knda like a freethrw
glock 17 mke him freez
like a t pse
ya they sendin me sum
heartz well i dnt need thse
yh she tellin me sm secretz
i cnt keep thse

midnight city w/ mutkidjosh

prod. tsuyunoshi
dis one is about like a girl i used to talk to
prod tsuyunoshi that’s homie
pyromancy EP out 1/2/2021

al capone (tsuyunoshi)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

spotify

Help Me w/ Osquinn

w h y d o i t r y ! ?

LYRICS:

Why do I Try?

Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune
You probably heard a million times before
Yes I repeat myself, I'm quite a bore
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do not understand my own assuming nature
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do no understand me

When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare

Why do I try?
I don't see why

Naïve:
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
Going through with a new
Outlook of my surroundings
Because of you, and only you
Is why my head is pounding

issa me again:
Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune

WDIT

Naïve

WDIT Feat. Naïve (Prod. Lil Biscuit)

Cover art - dietpercs 
IG ; dietpercs

IG; Pinkcig 
Twitter; pinkcig 

IG; emofruits
Twitter; emofruitz 

IG; prodby2k6
Twitter; ProdBy2k6

roses w/ pink cig & emo fruits (prod. 2k6 x jtpark)

@notlieu
@angelus7k
@funeral
@sebseb122

prod. me

art by: @/ratstep on twitter

Social (ft. lieu, angelus, funeral, sebii)

Dying

Dying (prod. Young Taylor x Polar)

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning

Villain

villain

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

April Showers Bring May Flowers (prod. heavn)

send me beats and stuff. or if u just wanna talk idk. <3
//message for features// 
myemofruits@gmail.com

smooth (prod. 2k6)

☋ EMO FRUITS ☋