yesterday / whatshouldido?

13PEINE

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
and i know where we're going
yet feeling so lost
until i open my eyes

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

and its just pulling me down
and howd this word go around
when you were last in my head
for how im feeling so dead
i been going through songs
like no one else would have known
and now im hoping theres something
that you had to give me

and so id open my eyes
knowing that we wouldnt last
and how i feel here so down
when u were here in the past
i been looking for something to get me through this
but all the pills and the liquor would never have fixed

and you had opened my eyes
you had to show me the worse
you think im doing the best
i think ill be in a hearse
before the year here would end
guess im now out of luck
what was the luck
as i was doomed in this world

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

Open My Eyes

I’m never happy 
With myself 
I got my demons 
On my shelf 
Terrified my fucking 
Shadow Might take over 
Fuck my health
I got liquor 
That might help
Fuck my money 
fuck your wealth
She’s my heaven 
But she’ll leave me 
In the end I’ll be in hell

Cut my wrist again 
Fuck my bitch again 
Just another fucking day 
That I’m not happy with 
suicide the wish
my heart is dark 
Abyss
I hate Myself
I hate friends 
why did it come to this


Fuck all my anxiety 
I’m not In reality 
I hate the society 
I think I’m a tragedy
I feel like I’m floating 
And it’s hard to fucking see
my head kinda heavy 
I’m cold and 
It’s hard to breathe

Don't Pick Up-EKKSTACY

pain.