this is like David shawty was still good, fire song 🙌🏻

diegointhedark - guard

Im Like Yea (1) Prod xyJae

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

MUSIC VIDEO

Sky ᔕкчᔕкч ��� #EvilSwag � Prod Tekea

prod @rubbishrubbish
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live a spider web full of lies
take this pill n have a good time
roll a j when i wanna cry
i relapse when i wanna die
stay away she prone to suicide
she'll get in your mind huh
you'll be wasting time huh
crazy im alive 
u dont wan say goodbye
this shit never crossed my mind
act like im fine 

act like im okay
i dont make u feel safe so ill stay away
tryna kick the pills thats why i been stayin awake
no one here to save
me so i cant stay
friendships fade away
holup bouta roll a j
gelato in my brain
it make me insane
but i gotta numb the pain  
i been on them pills again
at least not the ones for pain

watch out you'll get cut so dont save her
she'll kill herself so do urself a favour
distance urself you'll thank me for it later
crazy girls always hurt so don't date her

im so depressed
im such a victim
of my own self
i want you to save me
i think i need help
cant do it by myself
really tried to kill myself
hate my behavior

oh theres no savior
ill do it later
im such a hater
cant stop, complainer
might see you later
have to be different
they gotta change her
give up permission

add up, addition
i cannot listen
im so resistant
youre all just figments
look up i did it
look up im winning
wanna be different
lucy my sibling

i cant stop sinning
stay in these rhythms 
want perfect image
at least im living
ha ha not kidding
look at my lifestyle
its so appealing
feel safe no feeling

i know whats wrong/now i know whats wrong

crazy girls prod. rubbish

diegointhedark - Yyyyyyyyyy

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

karma (violet)

prod @sh1nky and @wh0d

dilaudid:

let me down softly girl i can take it
hydromorphone, fall asleep girl think i wasted it
when i feel alone i turn to drugs man im embraced in em
i got what i want cant go back i got a taste of it

i turn my back i take a breath
i hope this breath will be my last
forever lasting on this earth with nothing keeping me on track

my body is empty
my skin imperfect
i need u to tell me im worth it
im worth it
its working
im building
myself up
i crash down
i wake up
i repeat it
stuck in the past now

im fine now i look in the distance
i need u to be what im missing


poison:

i cant stand it
i feel inbalanced
i  stay so silent
girl u should try it aha
i pick my posion
like which pill u think i took?
i become frozen
why u gotta giv me that look?

i look around i see u
they look at me im see through
i dont wna b me wanna b u
wna be 1 of the things that u do
 
i exist jus to b wat u want
ill lie here wait lke a dog
no need for u to fawn
im urs in case u forgot

dilaudid / poison

@ol3zha

caught a gator out in Tampa
ima put it on my sneaks
going crazy 4 my shawty
uno im a lil freak
40 make him hit the reverse
i got uno in my jeans
and imma do whatever the fuck i want
cuz thts just up 2 me

all my dreams feel so alone
i need to learn astral projection
evry time she hit myY phone
i get so nervous ,, she so sexy
he so broke it got me nauseous
off a molly crystal sweating
FMJs inside my pocket
periscope he get beheaded

he think he can get a feature 4 the F
boy you are tweaking
when i get the bag not coming back
just like the prince of England
wall hacks on a lame
they playing games & think tht i dnt see it
boy we not the same
ain in my lane
but i still let em think it

i feel like a cuck the way i see these lames
b riding dick
bloody guts inside the vehicle
looks like i died in it
if he ain get a kiss from 556
then we may slide again
i knew your music sound familiar
bitch i inspired it

all these bitches playing games
and i ain bout that
he flexing vacas pussy ok
im in South Sac 
quit acting like u on some shit you aint
boy u aint bout that
n they all want the cheese
but never ready for the mouse trap

all my dreams feel so alone
i need to learn astral projection
every time she hit my phone
i get so nervous ,, she so sexy
he so broke it got me nauseous
off a molly crystal sweating
FMJs inside my pocket
periscope he get beheaded

he think he can get a feature for the F
boy you are tweaking
when i get the bag not coming back
just like the prince of England
wall hacks on a lame
they playing games & think tht i dnt see it
boy we not the same
ain in my lane
but i still let em think it

come get me prod. freger

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