ive been playing this in my head all the time for the last week and a half

instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

https://youtu.be/NN69KdiXpr0

write my name on the paper
spill the blood for a favor
still got the cross on my neck
and your bitch still throwing it back
I’m smoking cali pack from the US
ecstasy make you feel like a princess
I just hit the plug on whatsapp 
she look in my cup like what’s that

rick owens on my jeans
I just put double c’s on my feet
ask your bitch how I been
I’m off the lsd in a dream
and they wanna be me
they really think I don’t see
she really think I’m mean
she still fuckin on me yuh

I’m in the fuckin Benz like a german 
rich gang like birdman
bad bitch she persian 
she hold my shank in her birkin
bag
I fell in love with the bag
I’d sell my soul for the bag

they wannna know how I did it
It’s a secret
I get the prada and I flip it
to some retards
you playing the game can’t hack it
she looking good like a pageant 
I keep a blade and a hatchet

beauty pageant +redpriest mv in desc

prod me & @taylor

-
did it wrong
smoking fags in philly
i put u on
new pack im dizzy
keep me locked
in a different city
im super gone
doin lines of kitty

i wasnt sposed to keep trying
you fucked me over stop lying
cant stand the sound of you crying
took another dose now i'm flying

laying on the floor, feel like dying
goodbyes im gathering my things
feel nauseous, pain in my stomach
too fucked, cant read what im typing

give up, im giving
no hunger, wont eat
u cant control me
im always performing

last time swear to god
how im feeling feel lost
while you cut, cut me up
while i turn, turn it off

run me around
when i come down
cant be without
high in the clouds
cant hear a sound
i miss you now
bring me back down
bring me back down

dizzy prod. taylor morgan & emorave

@deadat18
its not fair
when ur down
jus kno
im there
dont knoww
deep dwn
imScared
whenusay that im the one now i cry inside

@dreamcache
my head is in my hands
im doin what i can
i cant got thru this again
i need u where i am

life could get so hard but ima get back up
i kno ur the one cuz i cant get enough
stupid shit i said wish i could take it back
if i dont go mia i might b wasting my time

baby with u im tryna run it up
bc of u i gotta level up
i remember the first time that i saw u.

notFair.. +dreamcache [ihateparties]

needles w/ emorave (donttrustlando)

prod me & @cdgrl

i stay locked in
i hate writing
cant accomplish
what imtrying

im not lying
only to myself
i be crying
wanna kill myself

early well
is it early still
only love my pills
cashapp only real

stuck standing still
dont like bein real
dont wanna stop be real
i dont wanna feel

i feel bad enough i dont need yours too
itd be catastrophic if it fell through
i dont wanna lie dont wanna tell you
i dont wanna try, know i cant help you

hate the feeling you dont trust me
hate this feeling, do you love me
youre my favorite, so cut me
dreaming every night about you

i cant live without you
do i care about you
what do i amount to
id be dead if i aint found u

i cant say a single thing of value
i cant stop feel so bad without you
hold my breath u choose what to count to
want the fucking pills im not allowed to

        breathe when im sposed to
u can sleep on me but im gon wake you
nothing special bout me i cant save you
im so fucked scared im gonna break you

spotify

locked prod. emorave & cdgirl

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

prod @kojowav and @5vexe

fuckin pipe down
molly roll make me bite down
soma pill turn to miltown
ur a bitch jus like millhouse

im addicted to pills now
really think ur a bitch now
i took more so im blissed out
ur so fake u got kicked out

illegal shit in my back pack
milligrams in my system
dirty money in my cashapp
when i speak they wan listen

molly rolling like a kickflip
mix a couple downers now im limpin
nodding off   tryna write this
shotgun foil smoke i like kissing

im light headed
cant take back what you said
take more till im almost dead
ur just like all the rest

take bars so i forget
im way too high feel blessed
im way too stuck in bed
you think im more, im less

ill take any pill i can get
i cant leave my house without some meds
real oxy it take my breath
off to much i feel nothing in my head

dizzy prod. taylor morgan & emorave

emorave

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