overdose

soup

my jane w gaiden @number48

p @wintertears @northeastlights

lyrics:
cant even get my head straight
face down like im ashamed
fucked up 4 the past day
watch u walking past me
think about it killing me im losing all my light
n im passin on my pass times like i cant even fight

think about it, its a lot
n i know im too fucked up
thinking maybe its my cost
state of mind is way too lost
focused up like im on drugs
choking oxy out my lungs
sorry was i not enough
think about it way too much

got a feeling like ur moving into past tense
i dont fit in gotta slide into a costume
wanna die maybe i just really want u
hide the night out like all i do is haunt u

think2muuch [wintertears +northeast lights]

wat am i doing

noodles

track 6/7
prod me
ft @blackwinterwells

[emo:]
i cant tell if its day or night
vampire life stay inside i cant see the light
suicide vibes ill cry i cant stay alive
wanna die sold that bitch an addy for like 25

okay what the fuck!
spazzin in the club!
spinnin spinnin spinnin round
it got me throwing up!

hop on twitter say wsup!
they gon show me love!
the musics super fucking loud
i feel it in my blood!

i dont wanna go to class!
in the subi speeding fast!
mix the monster with the addy
fuck it have a heart attack!
i might cop a helix tat!
spend it then i make it back!
pull up to the function
painted nails, only wearing black!

heart attack ft. blackwinterwells

track 1/7
prod @blackwinterwells

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[emo:]
go go fast just run till you cant breathe
dont look back its not worth caring
they'll push back its not worth caring
doubts come back its not worth caring

cause you have to!
cause we have to!
if you fall back down imma catch you
ill stick with you like a tattoo
girl when ur sad im sad too

but its okay, i can take it
every single one of us r gonna make it
even when u cant smile gotta fake it
no matter what ur going thru u gotta face it

you can make it!
you can do it
ill help you 
get through it
just trust me
together
we have to
forever

just go go go go fast till you cant breathe
dont look back its not worth caring
they'll push back its not worth caring
doubts come back its not worth caring
go go fast just run till you cant breathe
dont look back its not worth caring
they'll push back its not worth caring
doubts come back its not worth caring

gogogo prod. blackwinterwells

track 3/7
prod me

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[emo:]
wake up open eyes
already feel dead inside
turn over and check my phone
dead people and suicide
get dressed go outside
is this real am i alive
see the trees and feel the cold
is this a dream or is it life

eat my breakfast, doesn't taste like anything
coulda sworn it wasnt always like this when i was a kid
feeling rlly tired so its coffee and adrenaline
or maybe some amphetamines, poison but it's medicine

woah please dont talk to me
walk by look down hope you dont see
feel sick i wanna leave
already feel anxiety

run home, give up
sleep patterns, i turn it up
trash can, throw up
goose bumps, speed up

breath in breath out!
ur not safe n ur not sound!
think thoughts not allowed!
dont dare to turn around!

breathe in breath out!
god my visions fading now!
heart beat lost and found!
silence never felt so loud!

cold water, recover
deep breath, its over
think slow, move slower
thank god i'm sober

close my eyes n rest
i'll try my best to clear my head
dont think about that again
if i do i'll wish im dead

feel sheets on me
darkness cant see
restless, cant sleep
lethargic, nosebleed

stomach

prod @cdgrl

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i dont wanna wake up tomorrow
cuz the inside of my soul is hollow
itd be nice if u called tho
why do u live so far tho

if i went to hell would you follow
do u know what it means to be alone
do you know how it feels to be alone
do u know why it feels like im unknown

layed down and broken im bleeding im dying
u cant even help me it hurts when ur trying
when ur not in my vision it feels like ur hiding
pawing at the door and im whining

take another one, i wanna calm down
never satisfied unless im fuckin barred out
fall asleep in the morning wake up with stars out
only way im gonna stop is if i start now

yea watch my cry my fucking eyes out
yea i dont wanna be alive now
yea take another imma fly now
yea said im trying but i lied now

Test Subject

paradaisu

omoide

@hateoryx @820 @plasticgirl1 @8t33n
hateoryx.com for all plats :)

it's a cold world

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it's a cold world +nosgov (rezlaine & 8t33n)

@hateoryx @820 @prodpawl4k
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wanna be +nosgov (Pawl4k)

Waterfalls sample

produced by rosesleeves & @ezekiel40

lyrics - 
i waited for days to find out that you lied
i hope you knew that for you i would give my life
but i'm guessing you wouldn't give shit for mine
but everything means nothing why did i think i'd be something

[nic: i understand why i do things, it doesn't make me any different alright? i'm attracted to craziness, and you're just embarrassed because i was like - you know - i was like this amazing thing like your special creation or something; and you don't like who i am now

david: yeah? who are you nic?

nic: this is me dad, here, THIS IS WHO I AM]

heart attack ft. blackwinterwells

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