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prod @kggn @ginsengxx

leave me alone
just like everyone else does
i cant feel my bones
i dont really care if i overdose

i dont feel home
wanna throw up its too much
but i cant go
ill look half dead when i show up

i dont wanna grow up
i just wanna die you keep me alive
i dont wanna fly home
really fucking hate saying goodbye

really dont hate me
i was sure i saw it in your eyes
really cant blame you
sorry im so hard to trust

ill let myself out
dont try to help me
want to erase you
want to erase me
cant se my feelings
nothing has meaning
love to stop breathing
high on the ceiling

push ill stop pulling
im gone im going
im always lower
theres nothing growing
whats wrong with knowing
but when the phone rings
and i see ur name
everythings glowing

half dead prod. kuru & ginseng

[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

https://soundcloud.com/emorave

cover art: @dj.spizdilremix

in the moment
i feel hopeless
break me broken
shattered focus
im still holding
you dont know this
tried to control me
u be on broke shit

spark hit ghost it
want u to notice
i postpone it
front door stay open
mail pack hit oh shit
xmr real ghost shit
dropped a pill its a potion
all my friends got motion

i was born with the sickness
they aint never gave permission
all my substances illicit
oxy pain but i kicked it
all my thoughts getting cryptic
i dont wanna fuckin miss it
catch a moment where im in it
live for it but last a minute

emorave - hoe shit (scarletchoir)

ft @sativa2swag prod @kggn

[emo]
molly got me stuck
said id quit the drugs but im testing my luck
testing your trust
roll up gas then i spark up
always in love, 
ur my favorite one
always obsessed
pink molly water got me spinning
dont care bout the point of existing
i just make music bitch im chilling
its all real things, were all living

grinding my teeth 
bitch im geeked
its all on me
i do what i please
theres no saving
ask me bout my fit dawg i got this bitch for free
shawty want me

rolling im rolling im rolling
imma feel like shit in the morning
fuck that shit its all fuckin worth it
nothing feels like this shit its perfect

used to tell myself i was worthless
used to think everything was hopeless
i forgot my subs now im dopesick
i dont have a home but im homesick

imma fly her out for a show bitch
3rd year cs bitch i know shit
u aint hear the meaning when i spoke it
all those pills got my brain broken

[sativa]
i been geeked up all day off the fuckin molly
known to smoke an eighth hell yeah if i got it on me
jaw stickin out sideways like a fuckin zombie
catch me in that glow in the dark bape dont rock no abercrombie
im wet and i hit way fuckin hard like a tsunami 
im the cut and im bumping that nett yeah that tommy
i got way too many bitches tryna touch my fuckin body
i got way to many issues on my mental yeah i got em
yeah my opps they aint gonna do shit they music bombing
if u try and push up on me pussy boy im gonna rob u
i used to pour a couple lines out of the fucking baby bottle
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think shes should become a model
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think she wanna go all the way
i might cop a pack and blow that bitch down all today
pink molly rock got me geekin i cant feel my face
pink molly rock god it melt away all my pain

pink molly water ft. sativa prod. kuru

said it

@yureiclub
@prodblackpoint
@zuuloh
@sunrisess

lyrics:

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

not my friend 
yea u is jus a fed
u a fake 
yea u not gettin bread
all yo friends 
not real like ted
u want her
i was also in her bed
u dont call the shots
this is not a game
ion wanna talk
lil bro u lame
they all love to stalk
its jus for the fame 
love the way i walk 
yea they love to scream my name

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

instead (zuuloh + sunrisess)

0:00 @swords2
0:48 @reklus1ve
1:16
1:43
2:10 @chawlk
2:51 @mercycoreradio
3:39 @richestofearth
4:32 @clay10
5:08
5:42 @richestofearth
6:17 @cranessssss
7:03 @margoproxy
7:42 @clay10
8:24 @you-got-it-mag
9:00 @reklus1ve
9:39 @xxffcyuvcui
10:17 @chawlk
11:25 @richestofearth
12:20
13:01
13:39 @1plugsoon
14:31 @mmassi
15:24 @swords2
16:03
16:51 @swords2
17:29 @mercycoreradio

ethanol &butterfly stitches w tekken chalk mercyyy orihime clay10 xxffcyuvcvui massi+more

timeless
love but i waste it
just get fucking wasted
i know you wont say shit
in my life replace it
in my mind replay it 
i just barely made it
do it for a payment
roll a gram and face it

memory so faded
i became so jaded
all this time i waited
still on pills i fake it
scene shawty she naked
you became complacent
these other hoes they basic
told my girl to shake it

aye i dont know whats wrong 
it always feel wrong 
i think be dreaming
knew it all along 
i dont wanna talk
 im just always bleeding
i love nodding off
opiates appealing

i still be on subs
i dont fw breathing
i dont go to clubs
at the function leaving
rave until the sun
gas it fill my lungs up
i love you so much
i stay real

girl tell me how u feel
mcat made me wanna kill
molly rock its not a pill
tell myself im tryna heal

timeless prod. blxty & vvsmalibu

Speed Strats at Home from the Sampler Platter: 20 years of Midnight Snacks compilation:
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Speed Strats at Home

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https://soundcloud.com/user-180672370/karina-up?si=17f5474a465149c1b5420d6216d4d544&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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honest snippet prod meta

take a soma
now my bones stuck
im alone bruh
throw my phone yuh  

i dont know what
im supposed to
i dont feel liek
im supposed to

in a coma
im like so what
im like so gone
im like so fucked

think its ova
pinpoint eyes see the world a lil slowa
wanna die put a pill in my soda

bitch im bleeding
take a pill and now im dreaming
molly rock got me rolling on the ceiling
i forgot that people care about my feelings
i dont really wanna stay so im leaving

i dont wanna be alive but im breathing
i dont wanna be awake so im sleeping
you fuck with my feelings
so intense so insane but its fleeting

i dont wanna be like this
i dont wanna feel like this
take a pic cuz i forget
wake up in pain i just get dressed

drag my nails across my flesh
never more and always less
feelings i cannot confess
nodding off i feel so dead

i will never try my best
i will always fuck it up
get a check i fuck it up
fuck a bill im buying drugs

i feel bad i get fucked up
take a oxy i get stuck
take a oxy dont throw up
but it still is not enough



timeless prod. blxty & vvsmalibu

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