don't leave me here 
I'm not alright 

I don't want to be scared 
I want to live my own life 

and I pushed you away 
and all I do is fucking cry 

all these memories 
I think of you 
every single night

I want to love you 
for the rest of my life 

I love you, forever and always

(prod. sickboi)
written + mixed by @huurt
2nd falsetto song

── .✦ {lyrics} ✦ . ──

tried 2 love ᰔᩚ
failed twice . . .
now i feel my heart ache

⌞please just say its true⌝

dont leave
i already fucking miss you
cant live
if . . 

im not the one you're into ♡⸝⸝

try to cope with
i say no 2 it ٠࣪⭑
feeling home alone
when ur not in my phone
i cant stand it
reprimand it ⸝⸝
i cant lose you 𐀪𐀪
i cant lose you (i should though)

chorus x2
hurt . . im feeling hurt ! ( ◡̀_◡́)

self made romantic

was i ever enough? prod : g0re4ngel <3

u a goddamn heathen
u a goddamn mf heathen

put ya pussy on da floor
im gon make u beg for more
how i like it
never felt nothin like this before
excited and nervous 
nervous more
feels so rich but could be poor

when its over with
in the mornin if ur gonna leave lock the door
please no bullshit
can i put a ring on u 
are u just a whore

beavis
im not gonna score
and ur not gonna score
we're gonna score

regret and hard tough love
its in my flesh and blood
i wanna go back to who i was
but then i tell myself
nobody said it was fun
i hate the prize that i won
i think my mind is made up
i do not wanna stay up
im trapped in my aggression
i know im livin a lesson
i know u wish u had a better son
then maybe u should go and get one

samples: oasis - roll it over & the stone roses - made of stone

when its over with/scoreboard embarrassment

all instrements by me
asking for junk
somthing to kill
the things that i feeel
up when its dark
beause the early bird gets the worm
no one awake to consirn
i hate getting older
theres somthing so shrill about your voice
contcome over tonight
because i want to fall down
i want to fall donw

early bird

trust

ruin myself in the process

[@me]
shoot dat boy without question
we gone opp his friend
js 2 send dat boy a msg x3

shoot dat boy without question
we gone opp his friend
js 2 send dat boy a msg
talkin all dis shi
but he scared i can sense it
she said dat she luv me
but ik she never meant it

hang round wit these ppl
think they hate me
i fell off so hard
even my best friend replaced me x3
only thing i got 2 show for it
is dis fake cheese
all these roads lead 2 rome lil b
u cant fake me

[@jamesahh]
dont wna feel the way i feel
idk what is fake n idk what is real x2
i cannot comprehend all these thoughts r so surreal
shoutout my bro ayman hes the goat n hes real
i live this life to stay un noticed
im rottin in my room sippin on these fkin potions
that bitch ws such a retard she thought that ian kno shit
u bigger than the ocean
u had a diff notion

[@me]
shoot dat boy without question
we gone opp his friend
js 2 send day boy a msg
talkin all dis shi
but he scared i can sense it
she said dat she luv me
but ik she never meant it

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these roads lead 2 rome + jamesahh (self prod) #angelboys #miw #yyy

sun looks better in the night

you gon get lyrics when i feel like it and right now i dont feel like it


may first w orlando — ((sick of you

@user-kisuisdivine

i dont like the way they look at me
so im posted up inside n im makin music
they dont rly think that im the way im sposd to be
but if i rly wana ima fukn do it
since im not tryna feel, up at nite im sparkn tree
take a fatass drag, man i fukn blew it
yea im hi asf n im inside all day, im makin beats
if i culdnt do this i wuld fukn lose it
i hate goin outside when the suns out
got u figured out shawty, wat ur thinkn now
i hate goin outside, so im not around
i like chillin wit my shawty, we b smokn loud
i like drinkn blud
they like 'wats that bout?'
turn the speakers up, suffocate in sound
tried to drown it out but im drownin now
got so many things up in my mind n i cant get it out
wake up in the morning, face a blunt n then im headed out
i got hella fans, they tryna peep at where im headed now
i got hella voices in my head n i cant get em out
hella heads n the loft n they all here for us
i walk in, niggas passin me drinks, niggas passing me cigs, niggas passing me blunts
im on the balc, seen twin pull up
he hop out the whip n he poppin the trunk
bottles n bottles of henny n rum
so ill sip out the bottle rite up til its done
yea girl tn these drinks on us
put out my cig n i roll up a blunt
im havin fun, im off these drugs
i feel like a kid up in toys r us
baby tn these drinks on us
we gon keep these speakers goin all thru the nite
dancin to the music yea im feeln alrite
i hate goin outside when the suns out
yea i had her drink my blud so shes turnd now  
now we both burn in the sun, its how it turnd out
yea we both sparkn up bud, yea we smokn loud
i b smelln foul, im blowin circles
i cant let em kno that im livin like a vampire
my stands the world, ik they cant see it
n like everywhere i go, they follow me jus like a leader
n im scoring goals, it dont matter who the keeper
i did it alone
got that swag, yea im putting it on
they wan kno where i got all my clothes
exotic threads n im pulln it off
my face is melting, im pulln it off
fried asf walkn round town
still look stable, im pulln it off
n im puttin em off
n im rly jus bein myself but its not like them
so its pissin em off

i hate going outside

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i go by xan or emo </3
discord - bloodyporn 🌸

was i ever enough? prod : g0re4ngel <3

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