this immediately became my fav but need the lyrics 

lyrics vvv

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

produced by wisssery & jolst.
lyrics vvv

they ask me
if i know anything,
it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yeah it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yuh
yuh

movin at light speed
i do not have time for that
i remember days when i was livin out my backpack
ive never been more uncertain
but ive never been happier for the future i see
grey cities 
toxic skies
black smoke
bad guys
battery
gas prices
no one really has what they need

and thats really the kind of disaster i see
(thats really the kind of disaster i see)
you can look at me dead,
but i love those sappy memories. :(
(those memories)
(ill let this go..)

mmh.
ooh
yuh ahh
yeah x5
and tell me
if i ever do,
it wrong..
and thats really the kind of disaster i see..
thats really the kind of disaster i see)
you can look at me dead,
but i love those sappy memories.

dead to me,
yeah ur dead to me
you aint ever motherfuckin been
there for me
hard
i know u dont have no guidance
u dont have a heart
i know u been trapped 
and u been lost inside the-
dark,
dark.

hey ask me
if i know anything,
it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yeah it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yuh
yuh

(livin out my backpack..)
(livin out my backpack...)

backpack.

if ur depressed, put ur head to mine [dash]

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/auby4rc
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/stezzyxl
-
(Lyrics)
-
[Chorus]
i always think about oh I'm just an obstacle 
no need to worry girl i know that you are comfortable 
that's how i feel and you were so dramatic girl 
don't know what's real i need to find the cause of it 

[Auby]
i came to plead again
please end my suffering 
looks like my hands are tied
in the palm of your hand
let me take solace that youll be here with me
im done with all this constant wondering
cant look you into your eyeshouldnt be very surprised
sorry that im a mess
i promise i tried my best
living in a web of lies
without you i wouldnt survive
no type of medicine could fix what is happening

[Chorus]
i always think about oh I'm just an obstacle 
no need to worry girl i know that you are comfortable 
that's how i feel and you were so dramatic girl 
don't know what's real i need to find the cause of it x2

[Verse]
seeing all the messages saying that you hated me
i can barely sleep at night i find it hard to fucking breathe 
and i just wanted you closer 
these lonely thoughts are getting colder 

[Outro]
and i just wanted some closure holding each other till we're warmer 
seeing all the messages saying that you hated me
 i can barely sleep at night i find it hard to fucking breathe

breathe w/ auby (stezzyxl)

we are fine but we're not (prod. drmabeats, ayoley, miroow)

Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

drawn 2 u (flesh)

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

prod. lil divine

caught up in someone you were in the past
why did u change i wish we could go back
seventeen days with no marks on my neck
from bleeding internally choking to death

choke on my words as i stumble around
somebody help me im scared i might drown
im scared ill never make it outta town
before rain causes bodies to melt to the ground

im understandably just terrified
whyd you fuckin lie
whyd you tell me that you love me look me in my eyes

say it like you mean it cuz my thoughts are getting hazy
tell me that you hate me
tell me ả̸̢̝͜m̷̡͔̈́ ̴̘̿̂̕i̴̝̻̐ ̴̢̭̟͘c̵̢͓͕̓͗ŗ̴͙̮͊̄a̷̱͑͌́z̴͉̭͍̏̉͑ý̵͉̭̓?̴̜̀͠

internal

In the front seat knocked like you're faded 
Oh the sky's so close I can taste it, I won't let you hide 
So cold I'm a walking dead man
Your heart beats fast and I like it, I would bring you the night

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 

Guard down cause you know this story 
I heard that you read all about me 
Somehow you want me more (close the door)

Just paint me skylines with love cries, we'll fall when it's our time 
Yeah you hear the dead when I sing (Like woah)

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 
(Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon)
(Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon)

Somewhere lost in space I'm fuckin' wasted 
Blow my brains just like Cobain did 
I won't feel a thing cause I have you 

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 

Somewhere lost in space I'm fuckin' wasted 
Blow my brains just like Cobain did 
I won't feel a thing cause I have you

backpack.

emptychest (kill breanna)

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