~lyrics~
autumn > https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
[the entire song has me n autumn's vocals somewhere in the mix]
vvv
i’m scared of these visions
i’m fed up, this instant

don’t leave me, i’ve been dreaming lots
yeah you see through my eyes

oh what a surprise, its not
and it never, never will be
no matter what i do
you're never satisfied (never satisfied)
satisfied (never satisfied)
you're never satisfied (you’re never satis-)
never satisfied

i tried to make amends
but our fates were meant to end
so i defy the myth 
that i shouldn’t exist

i’ll be the worst & you’ll be the best 
and i’ll try harder than you ever will 
but that’s fine with me
its gonna take a lot more than that to 
fire me
(but i know you’ll try.)

to be honest with you
i dont think i ever understood
(you give me melatonin)

and to be honest with you
i don’t really want you anymore
(i need serotonin)

satisfied (2x)
you’re never satisfied 
satisfied

i cannot hear the words
the ones i never said
although it fucking hurts
i shouldn’t dare regret

i’ll kill myself in spite of you
fuck six guys; that’s not new to you
i don't know what i expected
i don't know what i-

you’re heartless…

that’s where i went wrong in the first place
dating someone better than me 
in the first place
you got what you wanted, didn’t you?
i fucking hate you now

i’ll never be satisfied
(never satisfied)
satisfied
(never satisfied)
you’re never satisfied (2x)
(never satisfied)
i hope you never forget that 
you’re dead to me

emptychest x autumndropsdead - satisfied (iof x michaeltucker)

music video:
https://youtu.be/qQvSBvB6D38

I miss Santa Monica 
We talked about your mom 
And I showed you all my favorite songs
And you showed me some that I forgot about
Just give me one more shot 
I know I've waited way too long 
But I'm thinking about you all the time again 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear 

I miss stealing drinks from parties and getting fucked up all alone 
I miss the sound your acrylic nailed used to make as you scrolled through things on your iPhone
I haven't changed a thing since then 
Your makeup wipes are still under the bathroom sink and no one's used them since 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear

spotify

makeup wipes (p. yunny goldz)

in the club but it feels like im in space//
im asleep but i miss being awake

@makeangelscry on everything

SPOTIFY

i miss being awake [prod. izoki]

a lil hyper pop ep for you guys ;p

Lyrics:
You can spill my blood just for fun
Cause it’s bloodshed I crave, take my life I’m insane,
cause this nightmare a reflection of my pain
Black nails black hair a reflection of my brain

gave up on love when my heart turned black
And I’m digging in my head all the thoughts from the past
This is my life I can’t ever turn back
I know I’m too much, that’s why things won’t ever last

Dead here, regardless
hopeless and heartless
Fuck it all up I think I’m used to this…

Until, Anxiety
Flowin into me like an iv 
It be easier, if you just lie to me
Need to feed the desire inside of me

Let the voices take control one last time 
Guess it’s obvious I’m not fine

You can spill my blood just for fun
Cause it’s bloodshed I crave, take my life I’m insane,
cause this nightmare a reflection of my pain
Black nails black hair a reflection of my brain

gave up on love when my heart turned black
And I’m digging in my head all the thoughts from the past
This is my life I can’t ever turn back
I know I’m too much, that’s why things won’t ever last

Dead here, regardless
hopeless and heartless
Fuck it all up I think I’m used to this…

IV (prod. Aki)

lil baby - detox (flip)

Hit to wake the soul

Tales From Cosmic Dawn

On My Digital Dashboard

Incarnate Devil

no samples

prod: @orphan1

100% original vocals

lyrics:

leave me right when I arrive ,
ima be alright ,
wanna take a life ,
rather take my life ,
wanna make you cry ,
understand the way I really see my life ,
and the reasons why I always want to die ,
please leave me alone ,
no you'll never know ,
why im never home , 
demons in my dreams ,
why I never sleep ,
I could never be ,
who you want to see ,
and it hurts ,
yea I know ,
im not from this earth ,
im a god , I could never fall ,
love me now or I will never call ,
never care ,
never fade ,
never love ,
I could never change , 
in my heart ,
sold my soul ,
see my pain ,
let me go ,