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lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

@dercept & @prodmichael
I wanna see ppl throw hands 2 this song live


Left behind for the vultures you know this hurts
Limb by limb i'll disappear it's over
Morality is lost the cost of closure
Throwing cheap blows i'll return them ten-fold

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?

Pulling teeth everytime we speak
Scattered thoughts are frequent, never think
Lost a part of me, noose been on the tree
Leaves are falling green
Wonder if you'd still fall for me?
Fall for me

Yea you always said that it would all be me
Barbed wire around your neck hear the blood gurgle through the screams
Say you been down bitch i'll show you what true pain means

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?
Say the same

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fleshh (dercept x michaelwarren)

g (boyfifty x pizzle)

lyrics:

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

Before these French 75’s
I was i was doing fine
With liquor red eyes
I wish I had stayed inside tonight
She like u dont know how to party
How u done when the night just started
Rose for the broken hearted
One shot and the shits restarted
This night is the start of an era
Rolling up aloe vera
Low eyes under white mascara
Baby I can read ur mind
Smoke blow thru my drive
Kush clouds realign my spine
I think I secure my shine
I will see it thru this time

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
 cause out in those woods I was terrified
But some how I will make it home alive tonight
And some how she’ll be warm inside this winter white town
And ill be tucked away up on this satellite

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

And I made a promise for me to uphold
But late night in this bed without you tends to get cold
And I know think about the the way it torched
But I promise there was nothing in there for u anymore
I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
These Tattoos cover up all of my insecurities
 Im left without my faith when she cant tell me what to believe
But I will find a way like I always do
And Despite my brain my life moves on without word from you

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

ink (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me
Oh it is
She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
Woah huh ok
Maybe I would sleep better If I dont drink
I could see shapes laying frozen awake
Could u teach me how ur mind so blank
Why would I love when its taken away
Why would I fight if I could die any day
I could take vitamins and go lift weights just to walk out the gym and feed a car to my face
Maybe I like what u do to me cause I feel least she pick me to be hurting again
Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again
Maybe id follow my heart for a change if I really believed it was worth it again
But honestly I think its better to wait for the moment ur ready and certain of it

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

SLEEPING BEAUTY (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

I could not provide u all that u needed
But it hurts me more
Knowing somebody else like me met those needs and exceeded them
Well good for him
Trust me im so happy ur together and u feel the same way about him
I could write a million letters about this unique pain so I did and then I shredded them
Im ur little keepsake
Stuff me in ur shoe box
When he makes ur heart ache
Ill be here to cry on
I would never judge u
Cause im already long numb
Ill be here to cry too
When he does u so wrong

SHredded LEttrs INterlude (methboiswag)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/idealismus
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(Lyrics)
back inside my dead room looking at my photos staring at my phone screen no one fucking noticed looking at perspectives tryna fucking figure out myself i don't care what you think to i don't wanna come care to 

tell me yow you to i don't think too much about the past oh no and I'm sorry to eveyone and i will take the blame

never again , i won't love all i care is about lust I'm such a bad person sorry for leading you on I'm to anyone i regret everything i done it's all my fault and i will never say "i blame it on the world" 

back inside my dead room looking at my photos staring at my phone screen no one fucking noticed looking at perspectives tryna fucking figure out myself i don't wanna be different i just wanna fucking fit in x2 

looking at perspectives tryna fucking figure out myself i don't wanna be different i just wanna fucking fit in never again i will love all i care is about lust I'm such a bad person sorry for leading you on





sorry for being a bad person (idealism)

200 (santana)

right person, wrong time.

i wish you the best even though i wanna die
i dont wanna live in this life if im a lie
im hitting random guys up online
just to maybe spite you and have what you have
but its not working
why is it not working?
they said "tryins' perfect"
but tryins' only hurtin
me more
im so bored
of trying so long for nothing

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

ive never been more ready, or maybe im not
cause ive learned life ignores you when youre blocked
just like your love did
and i know that it hurts, baby, you dont have to 
explain to me how bad it sucks
staying up, waiting, draining, fuck
and maybe this is compensation
but online is all that i have 
and ever will.. yeah ever will.

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

i tried to feel love for so long
everything i tried is soloft
im so gone

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully
all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

all i will ever have is me.
and all you will ever have is him.
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully..

so long for nothing. (heydium)

my first actual project, I'm aware that its rough but things will get better with time.

light

you wont miss me. (prod irby)

loml (prod jody)

Prod by @sorrow_bringer
Mix/Master @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
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Lyrics -
Nobody told me life would be lonely
The ones i love don't know me              x2
It's been sometime thought i'd be fine
But i'm not

Aren't you sick of feeling hopeless
Tied to the ones who caused this
I'm all out of love
Been used long enough, forget it

I'm only soundin like a broken record
Cause you play and play on repeat
The sweet sound of my agony

Woah oh
If your living this way
Woah oh
Well don't give up don't give in like me

I know i have a lot of breakdowns
Just a ton of things i know i need to work out
So no you don't know
Enough of me

Nobody told me life would be lonely
The ones i love don't know me              x2
It's been sometime thought i'd be fine
But i'm not

I know it's easier to run away
Try to hold another day
Sing this song from night till the dawn
You got this