and if these pills could drown my cries out, you know that I wouldnt make a sound...

lyrics:

tonight i dont make a sound [+jabarionthebeat]

im too fucked
im too tired
i dont care
but i care..
too far gone to even show no signs
thinking of you keeps me up all night
x2
i need somebody to depend on
i cant do this shit all alone
im tryna find love online
i dont got shit to do tonight
so call me up tonight
spend some time together
get to know eachother
right..?
cus ion got time to waste 
cus ive felt
all the sadness that i wanna feel
its been too long
fighting w myself
every other night is dealin w somebody else
every other night is fuckin w somebody else
i just need somebody just to mend my broken heart,
like.

I care. (despairintoashes)

Produced by @dercept, ayoleybeats, @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals, mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
All this time I thought that I was
The only one for you
And I was irreplaceable
But clearly that’s not true

Turns out you're a liar
I should’ve seen this coming
Two years gone
It was all for nothing
How could you do this to me
This was all a game to you
And I’m losing

Turns out you're a liar
And a dirty little cheat
You’ll get what you deserve
For all the hurtful words that you had said to me

So if I never see your face again
I’ll be thankful
I’ll be grateful when
You’re exposed for what you really are
(Horosha)
Someone I can't believe I trusted with my heart

All this I’m I thought that you were
The only one for me
But I had not accounted for you
Lying through your teeth

Listen on Spotify!

Liar! (Prod. dercept, ayoley & Horosha)

Mixed + Mastered By Hazenova
Produced By Hazenova
Vocals By Hazenova

Coming To Streaming Services Soon!

Pour My Heart Out

@facel1ft

lyrics:
will u hold me close when im falling down to ashes
gonna say that im faded just so i dont have to answer
will u be around just in case i finally snap
too many thoughts i keep on going til i get it out my head

say im bad, no stress, bitch im falling down to ashes
scream my name, walk away, bitch im falling thru the cracks
i got a pain in my chest, doesnt ever get better
keep on going til ur fine, i couldnt get u out my head
say im bad, no stress, bitch im falling down to ashes
scream my name, walk away, bitch im falling thru the cracks
i got a pain in my chest, doesnt ever get better
keep on going til ur fine, i couldnt get u out my head tonight

will u hold me close when im falling down to ashes
gonna say that im faded just so i dont have to answer
will u be around just in case i finally snap
too many thoughts i keep on going til i get it out my head

i said im back
she said "J why tf u so dramatic"
this no drama
bitch im cutting all the fake friends off
on my own
need no one
all alone
making these songs
just to heal my broken soul
i keep on praying that it does
for my bros
fuck these hoes
all these flows
im fucking floating
hear the songs
deep meanings
there's a reason 
just believe me
all the texts
that i sent
did u ever even read
fucked up
im ready to give it all up

ashes (prod. facelift)

LYRICS

Noizeyy

Tryna cope so i block you out
I Swear to god this shit never works out
not too long till i move down south
emotions they flowing right outta my mouth

Hold me back hold me back fore i say something i regret
I hope i meet you at least once this summer that’d be the best
Cos i know, you been feelin streesed, promise that i got you
I would never hurt you
you can trust in what im saying
cos i know the best how it feels when they betray you
So i stay true
i always stay true
Never worry bout a thing when im there with you
Cos i promise that i fucking got you

Do you got me too?
I wanna vibe with you

Even though you’re still healing
Do you reciprocate my feelings

So im here for you to fallback
But theres one little drawback yeah
were running outta time promise that ill call back Always here for you and you know that yeah

Mæsk

Yeah ya know that
Feeling like a ghost
U wanna take it slow 
And then jus see where this shit goes 

Wasting all this time, playing around
Just put it all out there im ok if u break my heart again
I can seal it on
Just lay it all on me
She say she can feel it too 
Just building up all day 

And I can feel it in my veins
Pouring up another but thats not all I wanna taste

All these notions in my brain
Now im falling im ok
I can not wait 
No way
I been fuckn round 
Dont gooooo

I cant keep a hold 
Of all these emtotion

All o deez nutz run rampant
My soul holds this passion 
That I cant control 
When ur on my line laughing
Time is passing
It might end up tragic 
But we’ll never know if u keep acting passive

Noizeyy

So im here for you to fallback
But theres one little drawback yeah
were running outta time promise that ill call back Always here for you and you know that yeah

fall back ft. maesk (eric godlow)

prod pekarot
feat emptychest

enjoy <3

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind

youre so selfish 
took what i gave you left me feelin helpless x2

and i know that youll find love again
and i know that youre my favorite thing

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind


emptychest: a little peace of mind is all that i ask for
were either dying out or were jus alright
he was all i needed and i didnt know
but now i know
it all
He makes me feel like hope is worth having
whenever i was sad or i was stressed he would snap in
ive never had no luck but  we still happened
ill run around this town with you and dream the life that happened
did i stutter?
i wanna spend my life with u
u make me 
flutter
and i love you
so never 
say ur nothin
cus ur mine
and ur my somethin

Favorite Thing (Feat. Emptychest) (Prod. Pekarot)

leaving:shattered *immortal*

im still learning

mixed, mastered, and written by Ally Holloway
produced by Jang0 & Autrioly

(pre-chorus)
You're right, I'm tryna' find love again.
Am I wrong, to say that you don't care?
Or maybe I don't care enough,
To save myself or walk away.

(chorus)
You should know by now,
I don't plan to tone it down.
I'll scream even if it's not loud enough.
I'll break my shell, cause my angels' askin' me;
"Why?"
"Have I haven't yet?"
(I haven't yet)
Got my license yet,
I'll tell you why; I just wait.
I'm bound to say yes if it's still real but,
I'm not down to wait around for you.

(breakdown)
I.. don't,
Wanna get back at you.
I'm talkin' about
Nobody but Me.

(verse)
You're wrong,
Cause I don't wanna love again,
And every night, I'm guilty for the wrong things.
I wanna be unique,
To save myself or walk away.

(chorus)
You should know by now,
I don't plan to tone it down.
I'll scream even if it's not loud enough.
I'll break my shell..
And they ask me why I procastinate
(Haven't yet)
For what I mean, I'm growing up.
I'll tell you why; I just wait.
I'm bound to say yes if it's still real but,
I'm not down to wait around for you.

I'm still learning

mix & master @ztope

lyrics

woah, woah thought of u when i had sight of a ghost
im in a state swear im losing my host
cant tell if its me coz ur still holding my flesh baby 

oh, recalled the scene could we play it back
cant cut the wires im made to last 
and u wanna call it a favour

whos starting these flames
fucking shit up and just walking way
the consequence lies in ur brain
let that shit eat u ur ego will cave

ego will cave 

i dont know i cant lie 
i cant know how i survived
ignorance my only source of light
or else ill see my grave with fireflies

i feel like a passenger every night 
sit in th back knowing that i can drive
no, try to hav fun but i stay inside
just not for me, let me, let me (rot)

look ion wanna be here, like this ur fault
gave me some purpose just to let me rot 
gets worse everyday, it’s not just being bored
images burn my mind, feeling scorched

ooo
is it really me ur waiting for
give me a sign, like im being patient 
and i will take this life without a thought

caving ego_interlude (killedmyjuliet x killedmyself)

Roommate at the door, eyes wide, frozen stare,
Caught on the edge, caught unaware.
Heart thumps loud, panic in replay,
Gooner in the shrine, trapped in the fray.

Laptop glow halo, tabs stacked like bricks,
Minutes stretched thin, trapped in the mix.
Thought I was alone, lost in my zone,
Sanctuary shattered, privacy blown.

Door swings open, roommate in shock,
Frozen mid-motion, caught in the clock.
Can’t hide the glow, can’t just log off,
Full immersion now exposed, makes me cough.

Roommate at the door, eyes wide, frozen stare,
Caught on the edge, caught unaware.
Heart thumps loud, panic in replay,
Gooner in the shrine, trapped in the fray.

Mind races fast, palms pressed to keys,
Wish I could vanish, vanish with ease.
Roommate mutters, I can’t even hear,
Blushing through shame, trapped in my sphere.

Every tick of the clock, every sound in the room,
Echoes my failure, ignites my gloom.
Sanctuary sacred, now it’s all revealed,
Caught mid ritual, no shield, no field.

“Yo… just a moment, my ritual’s my own…
Don’t judge the shrine… don’t dethrone…”

Roommate at the door, eyes wide, frozen stare,
Caught on the edge, caught unaware.
Heart thumps loud, panic in replay,
Gooner in the shrine, trapped in the fray.

Door closes slow, heartbeat still loud,
Embarrassment lingers, alone in the crowd.
Gooner life sacred, awkward and raw,
Lesson learned… or ignored — that’s the law.