lyrics

can’t even face me this evening when i shut the door and run
baby this feels wrong 
like everything’s undone
i put down the foot, but all that says is that you’ve won
girl it’s not my brain
yeah it’s u toxic on this one

foggy mirror, a long drive
misty fields, and a grey sky
eyes on glass, as it spitsrain
waters wet, the tears u shed were crocodile

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizu)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold cold yeah its more than cold
ice shards forming on my arms and i cant feel my toes
hope ur somewhere where the logs ablaze or that of coal
ill be sitting in the outlands where its well below

i hope ur happy as u weren’t before
ill say take care while on hardwood floors
dreams of incoming meteors
oh on my chest i can feel the force

this pressures stronger coz of what u said
depressing stronger than ive ever felt
an old mossed statue
but my heart still melts
deep in th dark forest will u find urself

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizux2)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold (caves)

mini (prod. ctr1s)

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/sakuradoves 
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Cover Art By https://soundcloud.com/vendilmz
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(akiradoves)
you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

so tell me why you stabbed me in my back 
you're acting like a little bitch don't know why
you ripped my heart i think i'm just a waste
i think it's about time that you let me go

(sakuradoves)
darling let me go im falling in the snow
i wonder if you know
how much i need you sleeping with me 
baby im so empty maybe they gon envy
when im going up with you now

yeah yeah yeah up with you now
come bring me out 
stuck in this crowd of the memories
from the past living 
fast have fun killing me

(akiradoves) 
i should of known that you'd leave me for him
oh i apologies for the things i did
i fumbled my words way too much 
i wanna be together forever

you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

mistake w/ sakuradoves (nevrfall)

completely non profit

mix. @ztope

lyrics-

intro-
 Let me drown in the water like I’m Gucci 
Talk shit on the web you a goofy woozy 
Taking shots out the bottle yuh your bitch what my 
wood no story 

Verse

Let me drown in the water like I’m Gucci 
Talk shit on the web you a goofy woozy 
Taking shots out the bottle yuh your bitch on my 
wood no story sorry your a bitch I don’t like 
you roll a blunt need a spark like raichu mewtwo
two flows like fuck you yeah its fuck you
Yeah it’s fuck you

take the hint yeah my mind is so fucked up
 I’ve been Thinking about the past yeah the old us 
Lost trust in the world when you fuck up
Gave love to a hoe so I gave up need
Love found love wait hold up I don’t really 
Want to leave but I’ll leave love yeah ill leave
love yeah ill leave love

we're sinking (white shinobi)

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

i await for call on death row my dear
i knew how this would end up in but still i steered
we crossed the bridge and now i can close my eyes without a constant fear 
they think th war is over but you will always be stuck in here

can’t u see the clouds are rising 
the fog is gone, my hearts still pounding
savour this, my gift, the present
the sky light blue and a moon so crescent

growing.evermore (killedmyself)

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
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(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

im still learning

mixed, mastered, and written by Ally Holloway
produced by Jang0 & Autrioly

(pre-chorus)
You're right, I'm tryna' find love again.
Am I wrong, to say that you don't care?
Or maybe I don't care enough,
To save myself or walk away.

(chorus)
You should know by now,
I don't plan to tone it down.
I'll scream even if it's not loud enough.
I'll break my shell, cause my angels' askin' me;
"Why?"
"Have I haven't yet?"
(I haven't yet)
Got my license yet,
I'll tell you why; I just wait.
I'm bound to say yes if it's still real but,
I'm not down to wait around for you.

(breakdown)
I.. don't,
Wanna get back at you.
I'm talkin' about
Nobody but Me.

(verse)
You're wrong,
Cause I don't wanna love again,
And every night, I'm guilty for the wrong things.
I wanna be unique,
To save myself or walk away.

(chorus)
You should know by now,
I don't plan to tone it down.
I'll scream even if it's not loud enough.
I'll break my shell..
And they ask me why I procastinate
(Haven't yet)
For what I mean, I'm growing up.
I'll tell you why; I just wait.
I'm bound to say yes if it's still real but,
I'm not down to wait around for you.

I'm still learning

momentary 

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶
I'm still waiting on like everything, thing's like,
boy, come here
I'll make this our year
light up the street lights with the power from our love, dear
you can stay here, angel don't fear
I'll dive deep inside your mind cause it's my frontier, yeah.
we got time to be contemporary, yeah
and it'll happen, but it's momentary, and we'll feel pain
until one day life's ours

and I just want you
can we cross the borders, and claim our mind's back?
can we stay up all night till the sunrise, and think back..
to better days? :')
(no..)

crossed your path once again
didn't mean to, but i love you, and i mean that shit
i got lost again, am i learning?- i don't know.
you hate talking to me, but it's mutual,
and i can't be happy so just shut up.

we got time to be contemporary, yeah
and it'll happen, but it's momentary, and we'll feel pain
until one day lifes ours

and yeah, your presence's enough! :(
probably numb,
sleeping in love,
problems a dove,
and i can't get enough
of my ignorance
to better, days.

It's miserable..
I can't be happy,
so just shut up.

Momentary

hope u like it

piano cover:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27U0oAREUA4

I'm still learning

emptychest