ft. me

victim to my habits
[yungspoiler x dercept)

hazenova: 

i fall victim to my habits
every night im such an addict

hit you with the blade like chivalry
ion got time for a fake fuck dissing me
ion got time for a fake fuck dissing me
ion really know why my ex bitch missing me
ima useless piece of shit 
im a junkie
real bad bitch ion why she fuck me
real bad bitch ion why she love me
im going nowhere and im almost 20

emptychest:
yeah its always storming
the words i cannot make it out
its always raining
oh its fucking pouring now
my heart
yea i cant take it
always gotta fake it
this house has gone vacant
book a flight out this town, yea
la.
ill be happy.
but when..?
but when..?
when will i be set free
will i be happy

victim w/emptychest + [yungspoiler x dercept]

expressing your emotions through music w/ emptychest (S6:E5)

1st @noxious-nights | 2nd @strivemusicau | 3rd @northshoremusic | 4th @emptychest | 5th @soulfadexo |

(noxiousnights)
You don't wanna feel the way that i do 
Can see right through
Why you callin'?

You don't wanna feel the way that i do 
I can feel you're faking it I can see right through
So
Why you callin'?
Yeah, baby girl why you callin' l?

You could never move the way that I move
You cut right through my heart there's no excuse
So
Why you callin'?
Baby girl tell me why you callin' l?

(strivesad.)
I’m in a vicious cycle
And I don’t give a damn
I’m here without a plan
Making music for my fans
they be talking about me
I’m changing up my melody
how you deal without me
How you deal without me
Baby I’m
Always on the verge of
Ending my life
I’m about to cry
cause you cannot leave my mind
I’m sorry if I lie when I tell you that I’m fine
I’m sorry if I lied cause I drink away my life

(nevrwrld)
I’ve got the sounds of a broken heart 
3 more shots then I’m going dark 

6 feet deep behind your yard 
and put me where I belong

Hold your fire 
Revoke your answers 
I’m not ready to go 

(emptychest)
is it a vital path to go down
i cant even speak now
i cant even see 
and my lifes getting kinda bleak now
getting kinda bleak now
fucked up in the sheets now
every single night that i been grinding, i been weak now
but ion get sleep no
126 like combo
smoking on that rainbow
weeping like the willow
packing heavy pinto
bitch u js a no show
think im boutta plateu
living slow mo

(Soulfade)
You still make me feel empty
I don’t know what to expect
It’s getting way too colder
From every touch you make
I cannot try and try again
It’s making me feel broken
The matter breaks in cycles
Don’t try and fucking save me

where i belong w/ emptychest, strivesad, noxiousnights, The North Shore & soulfade

Lyrics:

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

i don't talk to strangers
i don't even talk to me
waste away online
as these bugs invade my sink
sing into my microphone
and people try to leech
holes n shit called cavities waste away my teeth 
toxin from the wind just
makes it hard to breathe
it was carried from the power plant that failed back in 03
and it gave because the thing was empty of its employees 
cause they were tired of the boss that ruled their 7 seas

[cyzun]

I keep on sippin on moonshine
Hoping that I fucking flatline
I’m still Alive that’s a bad sign
Lie to my peers and say I’m fine 
If I keep retaining my thoughts
Sooner or later I will end it all 
I am a failure it’s nobodies fault
I jumped on the landmine and made it go off

You think I’m fine cause I never say shit 
Dont try cause your time will be wasted
rather sit alone in a home that is vacant
Thinking bout the noose in the basement 
I'm standing in the middle of a dark room 
Sick and tired wondering will it end soon
Serotonin hurry up I need you 
Cause I’m barely hanging on like a loose screw

[emptychest]

i think im wasting my time
fuck ur tears ion got none left to cry
got no hope but ill still give it a try
swear to god ill never work a 9 to five
five o five in the middle of the night
ion wanna fuckin die but it seems so right
buckle down or ur gonna end up dead
spend ur whole damn summer lying in ur fuckin bed
soundcloud revenue aint gon pay the rent
voices in ur head aint real js stop being depressed
yeah thats what they tell me and ion like it
and thats what they tell me imma bite it
yeah its all fun and games till its all over 
and i pull the mf-

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine
i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

landmine (w/ cyzun x emptychest) (whiteravenn)

ily all, y'all are my everything
go show @emptychest all the love in the world
(casperrr)
i really wanna stay
but i think i will go
cuz im stupid high
but i'm feeling low
sitting by my window
looking at the leaves that the wind blows(2x)

(emptychest)
that the wind blows
it makes it always cold
and i will never know
never know, where the fuck to go
been reaping what i sow, i think its time to float
(i think about it like everyday)
away.
i think about it like everyday
stay in my brain while you stay in your lane
they say that it gets better but i dont think i believe them
smoking hella potent, think this shits gonna free me soon
that the wind blows
i really wanna stay
but i think ill go

i really wanna stay.
(casperrr + emptychest)
i really wanna stay
but i think i will go
cuz im stupid high
but i'm feeling low
sitting by my window
looking at the leaves that the wind blows(2x)

i really wanna stay w/emptychest (wissery)

1st @user-411557229 | 2nd @emptychest | 3rd @kuriositylol | 4th @northshoremusic
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Losing You w/ The North Shore, emptychest, kuriosity & residential. [+ Jolst]

go show @emptychest some love! 🖤

lyrics:

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m all alone I'm on my own
Don’t have a place to call home
Wanna put a bullet through my dome
As my body lays stiff as a stone

(emptychest)
empty
(yeah, empty)
my name empty for a reason
always got internal treason
rather be dead for the season
living celebrity status but still got no will to fuckin live
try living my life for 2 seconds I bet you'd hate it i bet you will
as an empath, this shit is hell
feeling everything you feel and getting overwhelmed
getting high every other day just to get by
throat bone dry
and you don't know who you are no more
what's the point
doesn't really matter, just roll another joint
(roll a joint, roll a blunt)
hypocritical tendencies
this shit between you and me
(empty)
you don't got to be sorry babe
I been there before
passed out on the floor when you check your phone
(check your phone)
cause you just want some comfort, you wanna go back home
wanna put a bullet through my dome
as I lay as a stone

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone

one last call w/ emptychest (sketchmyname)

1st @northshoremusic | 2nd @soulfadexo | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @emptychest | 5th @kuriositylol

Problems w/ The North Shore, emptychest, noxiousnights, soulfade & kuriosity [+ afterlife]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists:  @emptychest
Production: @Shxdy808 x Jason夢
Mixing: lil XipZ x Emptychest
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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@shxdy808
@prod.jason
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Lyrics: 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired 

[Verse 1: emptychest]
yeah thats how i was wired
some went wrong in my brain sparking cause a fire
spilled lighter fluid on my keyboad now that bitch ruined
my ocd so complex bout as deep as the ruins that i-
live in
pain starts to seep in
they say "just breathe"
but first gimme a reason
rhyming reason w treason
think im gone for the season
head in the clouds but my hearts in the dirt
yeah my hearts in the dirt
and my head is hurt
and my heart is burried 

[Chorus: lil XipZ + emptychest]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired 

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
yeah its how i was wired
i dont wanna see you cry right now
but you can if you want to
ill hold on my lap right now 

and i know that youre hurt
can you know what worth
cuz its more than what you say
cuz youre perfect to me in every way 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired

STARS (w/ emptychest) [Prod.Shxdy808 + Jason夢] [+ LYRIC VIDEO]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @noxious-nights | 3rd @emptychest | [+ @strivemusicau]

Home That I Live In w/ emptychest, soulfade & noxiousnights [+ strivesad]

when it's dark at night will you hold me tight?
fear my mind is losing sanity
I fell so quick for you I swear it wasn't gravity
living in a fantasy
Losing my vitality
walk round like a zombie gotta fix up my mentallity
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
x2
~
EMPTYCHEST
that i dont join em too
swear on blood they're hunting me
im blacking out by noon
my chest is just as hollow as the words that i re-use
if i do not find a spot to hide these creatures got me screwed like
loose nails falling out my floorboard
quite similar to my minds framework
scare em nuff n im sure it will work
wax on wax off this the worst grind
noosed up by the 130 clan dr
taught lessons faught wars n made crimes
9 to 5 hell nah ill just write rhymes
rooms a mess but damn i can find time
to live in my fantasy world
but it dont fuckin stop the head twirls
soon enough ill be in my own world
but the moon is full so anyting goes
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
~
Lost and writting these songs
feel that I don't belong
Till the grave my thoughts haunt me
entering a state of lunacy
nothing here to see 
turn your head and let me bleed
only death is guaranteed
I've been lost in a maze for sometime now
broken beaten bones, screaming why now?
lights

Full Moon w/ emptychest

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

Memento Mori w/ soulfade, emptychest, kuriosity, autumndropsdead & The North Shore [+ sogimura]

@yoimn3ver
@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@emptychest
@kuriositylol

(teddyboi)

demons after me I'm in a crisis all white gucci suit, yeah

I've been feeling righteous can't breathe, feel like I got bronchitis

I ruin everything that i touch like my name is Midas

yeah spread, spread like a virus, yeah demons chasing after me it's a crisis,

yeah, all white gucci suit,

I feel righteous tired of fist fightin demons, think I'm bout to shoot them

wanna know the truth?

baby I'm a little ruthless ill stab you in the back make you feel like Julius

(TNS)

Holding onto everything

Words in my head

Can’t catch a break

Slow it down and speed it up

Places to go don’t give a damn

Worry about myself and don’t give in

bullet in my brain just to feel the pain

Worry about the things I can’t control

I’m gonna fill my body with bullet holes tonight

(casperrr)

3am throwing up all the shit I ate

now I'm on the bathroom and my body ache

I think I smoked more than I could take

I don't fuck with anyone, everybody's fake

trade me, replace me I know u fucking hate me

the way u try to make me feel the way u try to break me

go away and leave u make me feel sick with all the shit u say with all the things u do

(emptychest)

im fine till i cope

try to breath air but i choke

pretty purple lights glow inside my room tonight im always hot like cryoscope

wrote a note in envelope sent it out to the seas

on a boat and hope it makes it there yet

i live there nothing could ever be fine but i wont ever care im wishing for the best

and im staring life right in the eyes saying, "test me." saying "test me."

(kuriosity)

should’ve known that she was a hoe

said i blow me a k

gotta get me some more gotta louie bet on the floor said i walk in the room

and her belt on the floor im too busy stackin my dough

i cant worry bout u i cant stress onna hoe

i feel like ive been here before feel like i’ve been here before

and ive been searchin through my own past tryna figure out who the fuck i am

and i’ve been getting in my own bag

i cant focus on u gotta focus on bands

good deeds cant cover up my bads

i did what i did i am who i am

the shit u said hurt so bad but u wouldn’t get it u wont understand

Crisis w/ casperrr, teddyboi, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

EPITOME:

holding on to my chest
i’m barley breathing
cant get you out of my head
now on the floor i lay bleeding
your eyes were deceiving 

i’ll crawl until there’s nothing left of me
oh cant you set me free
from this sick life i lead
disgusted with how i look
can i even wake up from this
never ending nightmare
might as well just die here
if i’m just gonna lie here

might as well you might as well
leave me in this hell

EMPTY:

ion take care of myself
i got blood on my fuckin pants
barely eat right 
procrastinate the goddamn advance
in body process 
cause it makes me mad
cus it makes me mad
and it makes me sad

i got 10 grand inside my fuckin duffel bag 
i got 10 g pure diamonds but im empty n thats a fact
"i got, i got, i got, i got, i got,"
what you got?
doing all this talking shit but bitch aint barked but once, like

you're fake
im bait
what did u say
what did i say
i mustve said something wrong cus nothin rly ever lasted
every single time that we was otp u was blasted
i just fucking miss u man who the fuck r u now
i just need protection or else im heading 4 the ground

spotify <3

no matter how hard i try i’ll never be enough w/ emptychest (fijin)

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

Nothing Left To Say w/ emptychest (Prod. syndrome)

[+ sogimura]
@northshoremusic
@autumndropsdead
@navyxower
@emptychest
@shizukesaaa

scared to go to sleep w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, NAVYXOWER, emptychest & shizukesa.

i shld prbly care
but i rly fuckn dont
i dnt wna write any of my wrngs
iv done 2 much thkning
now all i wanna bes brainless

empty

nothings quite how it needs to be
or how it seems to be
it doesnt really matter how much u take
itll fucking beat u to the ground
and pound u till ur down
and leave u lookin around
and get u out this town
yuh
yuh
get what ur worth baby
get what ur worth baby
get with ur height baby
yuh
yuh
what r u worth baby
what am i worth baby?
to u?
i dunno.
carryin the weight of the world on my shoulders
got the stare of death in my eyes, i already told her
im not gonna tell you who i am till i am older
i just wanna seep into my problems till im sober
empty.
i do best when im not guided
woah
i do best when on my island
woah.
if you cant notice  it when its there then it is not at all
whatever gets u thru the day, just keep it close