ft. me

produced by: dercept



when i wake up, she goin to sleep
fuck all of this distance, yeah it’s poison on the leaves, i pray
every night that tomorrow you won’t leave
tomorrow u won’t leave yea yea 

lil baby just stay here with me 
you never fuckin listen, there’s no point in saying please 
i say
fool me once, you can’t put the blame on me 
fool me once you can’t put the shame on me 

cus i’m a placeholder,
it’s gettin harder to just stay sober,
paranoia breathes on my neck,
can feel the hate growing 

they told her,
she should leave me,
think she listening,
ignoring all my texts
i can feel that girl she’s distancing 
x2

but i’ll blow up, and call it quits!
one day you’ll be callin, i’ll tell you to get a grip
oh shit,
shoulda held my hand,
not cared about the wrist,
all this fuckin jewellery 
but u still don’t give a shit 
i quit
i’m sleeping on a couch,
it’s feelin like the ritz,
 i was fuckin homeless and they didn’t give a shit, she did
i’m alone with all this shit, i’m gonna switch
see me on the news, one more bad day then i’ll flip, like this 

(don’t tell me i’ll be fine
i’m so sick of hoping youre right 
i guess i’ll be fine)

listening to candour every night 
every night (shout out neck deep) 

i’ll 
move out of this apartment
sleepin outside, watch me fall into the darkness,
harness
around my chest it’s crushing on my heart, shit 
& i’m used to this pain, he getting photos of her topless
i wanna stay home, guess im introverted
all these sleepless nights yea they got my brain hurting
i wish i was the one you were concerned with 
rib cage empty, took my heart guess i deserved it 

deserved it.

—-

shoutout to wubz for inspiring this song. 💕

placeholder (dercept)

Lyrics:
you betting against me, like all of my friends be
im rollin the kush and I'm blowing the smoke out the roof of the Bentley
you actin real friendly, cause all of yall envy
all the money I'm gettin I'm piling the racks while I'm sippin on Henny

Yeah, you know how I do, writing all night then record in the booth
Yeah, you know it's the truth, grinding all day is the only real move
Yeah, I stare at the moon, is it all worth it I'm wondering too
Yeah, I write a new tune, you know issa bop when I'm droppin it soon

corduroy on my pants, got Ralph Lauren on my waistband
I fly out to Cali in the sand, then straight out to homies in Japan
I just dropped a couple dozen grand, dont expect yall to understand
I been up more than ever planned, you can ask your girl she know I'm the man, yeah

she said ay baby ima leave you alone
I know you grindin and you turned off your phone
when you get back I probably wont be at home
this shit is lonely while you chasin your throne

I'm Not Waiting

imnotwaiting

1st @user-411557229 | 2nd @emptychest | 3rd @kuriositylol | 4th @northshoremusic
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Losing You w/ The North Shore, emptychest, kuriosity & residential. [+ Jolst]

go show @emptychest some love! 🖤

lyrics:

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m all alone I'm on my own
Don’t have a place to call home
Wanna put a bullet through my dome
As my body lays stiff as a stone

(emptychest)
empty
(yeah, empty)
my name empty for a reason
always got internal treason
rather be dead for the season
living celebrity status but still got no will to fuckin live
try living my life for 2 seconds I bet you'd hate it i bet you will
as an empath, this shit is hell
feeling everything you feel and getting overwhelmed
getting high every other day just to get by
throat bone dry
and you don't know who you are no more
what's the point
doesn't really matter, just roll another joint
(roll a joint, roll a blunt)
hypocritical tendencies
this shit between you and me
(empty)
you don't got to be sorry babe
I been there before
passed out on the floor when you check your phone
(check your phone)
cause you just want some comfort, you wanna go back home
wanna put a bullet through my dome
as I lay as a stone

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone

one last call w/ emptychest (sketchmyname)

when it's dark at night will you hold me tight?
fear my mind is losing sanity
I fell so quick for you I swear it wasn't gravity
living in a fantasy
Losing my vitality
walk round like a zombie gotta fix up my mentallity
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
x2
~
EMPTYCHEST
that i dont join em too
swear on blood they're hunting me
im blacking out by noon
my chest is just as hollow as the words that i re-use
if i do not find a spot to hide these creatures got me screwed like
loose nails falling out my floorboard
quite similar to my minds framework
scare em nuff n im sure it will work
wax on wax off this the worst grind
noosed up by the 130 clan dr
taught lessons faught wars n made crimes
9 to 5 hell nah ill just write rhymes
rooms a mess but damn i can find time
to live in my fantasy world
but it dont fuckin stop the head twirls
soon enough ill be in my own world
but the moon is full so anyting goes
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
~
Lost and writting these songs
feel that I don't belong
Till the grave my thoughts haunt me
entering a state of lunacy
nothing here to see 
turn your head and let me bleed
only death is guaranteed
I've been lost in a maze for sometime now
broken beaten bones, screaming why now?
lights

Full Moon w/ emptychest

produced by dercept
featuring @hoeplessboy

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lyrics:

@lottaheart:
and you know how to make my heart stop
give you everything that i got
but ill never be good enough
tell me that you're fallin out of love
guess ill never be good enough
(for you)

and i cant tell
if you care or if you dont, well it depends
i've been waiting for it all to make sense
feeling good about yourself at my expense
and will it ever end?
[x2]

@hoeplessboy:
will it ever end?
i just need a percocet put a bullet thru my head
guess it all depends
whether you're my friend
cause baby i just need you
can you stay until the end

like that,
baby if you want me i just might take you back
fuck that,
baby for a second i was weak but now im back

start to tell me that its over
locked inside my room,
and i've never been sober
[x2]

@lottaheart:
and i cant tell
if you care or if you dont, well it depends
i've been waiting for it all to make sense
feeling good about yourself at my expense
and will it ever end?
[x2]

depends w/ hoepless [dercept]

EPITOME:

holding on to my chest
i’m barley breathing
cant get you out of my head
now on the floor i lay bleeding
your eyes were deceiving 

i’ll crawl until there’s nothing left of me
oh cant you set me free
from this sick life i lead
disgusted with how i look
can i even wake up from this
never ending nightmare
might as well just die here
if i’m just gonna lie here

might as well you might as well
leave me in this hell

EMPTY:

ion take care of myself
i got blood on my fuckin pants
barely eat right 
procrastinate the goddamn advance
in body process 
cause it makes me mad
cus it makes me mad
and it makes me sad

i got 10 grand inside my fuckin duffel bag 
i got 10 g pure diamonds but im empty n thats a fact
"i got, i got, i got, i got, i got,"
what you got?
doing all this talking shit but bitch aint barked but once, like

you're fake
im bait
what did u say
what did i say
i mustve said something wrong cus nothin rly ever lasted
every single time that we was otp u was blasted
i just fucking miss u man who the fuck r u now
i just need protection or else im heading 4 the ground

spotify <3

no matter how hard i try i’ll never be enough w/ emptychest (fijin)

Let’s Be Friends [+ 2001 x nate2timez]

[+ sogimura]
@northshoremusic
@autumndropsdead
@navyxower
@emptychest
@shizukesaaa

scared to go to sleep w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, NAVYXOWER, emptychest & shizukesa.

via @universalchill
prod jolst x viera
music video: https://youtu.be/J9w6bF2pk90

go home,
go home 
out the cold
i feel so cold 
so cold
i just wanna keep you warm
but you lay in the dirt
in the dirt

n jus go home 
go home 
out the heat 
i am so hot 
so hot
i need your helping hand but u just let me burn
let me burn 

and this happens like every fucking autumn 
baby let the leaves fall down on my coffin 
i’ll make u a coffee when i leave in the morning 
the morning 

im fuckin geeked up when u be callin
i’m sorry that i slur i know u just don’t want it
i can’t help myself bein sober 2 boring 2 boring 

ima sleep in a little bit don’t hit my phone up
it’s not like i’m hurting anybody out here

i cancel all my plans and just cut the cord cus i need two 20’s for my head to feel clear

talkin bout 20’s i jus pop and pop them 
i know it’s not cool but im already here

i need a pretty girl to just cock her shotgun
and evaporate my heart 
i don’t wanna be here 

n i can’t make the music if the energy ain’t right 

n i can’t focus up unless there TR in my sprite 

i pour the pinewood till my chest don’t feel so tight 

2 fucked up u can’t kill me twice

think my heart just caved in 
i’m thinking bout all the time that i jus wasted
texting u but i don’t get a reply
like no way

i’m just a waste of space and
even with this music i don’t think i’ll make it
i’m spilling all my guts on this stupid
fucking iphone notes page 
x2

tarnished (jolst x viera)

prod. caves

i've been stalking you
can i be somebody new?
waiting on a text from you
but you would never get it thru your head
and my head, 
is killing me right now
while you were chilling with your friends
and you'd never fuck around
who do i trust?
probably you, but
i dont love
no 
not since kyra, and
not since kai
not since the boy across the world
world
the first one was a test run
and the second one he wanted none
if you want me you should've kept me
and i dont know why i didnt respond to you
and now i feel fucked up
i think i fucked up.
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up

if not, then rot.

crumbling everywhere i go to, lately 
breaking down nowadays is something, daily 
i swear i tried but i can't seem to escape this trapped in a maze where every corner's an abyss

it seems like no1's trynna save me 
no helping hands, no calls nor texts
they just leave me to face it
got no support, full of remorse i need you to embrace me 
in ur arms, they sooth the scars and make me just forget this

u didn't care u din't ask
all our love's fading fast 
hit me sudden like a crash 
watch us both turn into ash 

make of my heart a cast
pour hot iron on my chest
watch me fail to catcha breath
as my body slowly melts r 

and i’ll sit alone
my phones on dnd 
but it wouldn’t matter 
no one checks on me 
and they’ll say they care
but don’t listen closely 
they’ll say they care 
when i finally can’t breathe 

friends hit me for a feature 
but they’ve never shared my songs 
and i’ll pretend it’s cool 
cause it’s not worth i’ll play along  
so i may be a narcissist 
please say that it’s okay 
cause if i do not love myself 
then that leaves no one loving me 

i walk alone 
drag broken bones 
they throw their stones 
and go for my throat 
i’ll turn off my phone 
and i’ll keep it closed 
cause i don’t need anyone to know where i’ll go

u didn't care u din't ask
all our love's fading fast 
hit me sudden like a crash 
watch us both turn into ash 

make of my heart a cast
pour hot iron on my chest
watch me fail to catcha breath
as my body slowly melts r

casperrr & geist - cast (pekarot)

Smooth and flowy, cool chill hip-hop vibe.

Cool Blue

Receipt in the bag

The last song b4 I switch the shi up
this shi is old tho 

produced by me fs
@blurryeuphoria

fool

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

one last call w/ emptychest (sketchmyname)

cyzun

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