goodnight lavender — home
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

@thosesistersyouknow

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

my blood's infused with you
these signs draw a line to you
i just don't know what to do
i'll just take a chance and leap

this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart turns to black
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call home

i'll meet your eyes, once again
we'll hide away, you'll be okay
of all the times, the chances that
i didn't take, i need a break
still in the dark, a tiny spark
i'll be alone, an empty lie
of all the times, the chances that
i didn't take, i need a break

this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart fills with dread
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call
this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart turns to black
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call home

i tried (i tried)
i tried (well, i tried)
i tried (i tried)
one more night (but i lied)
i tried (i tried)
well, i tried (i tried)
i tried (but i lied)
well, one more night (but i lied)

home ft. candace

very impulsive post, mastering is so hard

(Everything Everywhere All at Once
great movie, watched twice, cried so much)

have no fucking big or small worries, not because I got fucking good future plans or something.

always breathe, breathing is so cool

breathe breathe breathe 🫧🫧🫧
listen to your heart, feelings and right brain

indie dance is a good genre

(made under 1hr
will be deleted in 10/27 if I want to
didnt even check on other headphones
only fucking earpods)

go sleep (~10/27)

how it feels to drink coke (to me)_chapter197

prelude to a journey_chapter239

Random song

20042024_thats so crazy

rabbit

My solo entry for Form's All Nighter vol.9 made in 24 hrs. Unfortunately, was not selected. But will try harder next time! Oh yeah, the mix is scuffed, sorry :)

Qualia [ANV9]

Serenity

All nighter 9 submission with 2045 that didn't make it in and then we forgor to post it for a month
We had a lot of fun making the song and hope u guys like it !!! 🙂

Follow 2045: 
@sc2un-sh4re
@2045

lyrics: 

unopened chocolates that i gave you 2 years ago
still lays on the table
your name written with a little heart
and its not my fault that you got addicted 
trying to impress everyone at the party

and you started self improvement
because you said that you felt numb
and you didnt even read what i sent
because of something that i had done
and you even gave your friend some
and you didn’t have to try them
but i already know how it tastes 

and now im standing in your living room
your indifferences still left unspoken
all you want to do is hear 
but you never want to listen
and youll leave the boxes unopened
so you never really cared

and you close all your windows
to let no light in 
and i ask you directly
“why dont you ever see the sun”
and you said to me….

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Dreaming On - Sleeping After Pills

Lyrics:

When you couldn't hear
The voice in my head, then I was all alone
Should I be afraid
Of the way you give your love with ViñaSol

Said you wanted, now I'm falling
Into your love, into your love
You and I will last forever
It's dreaming on, it's dreaming on

Then we kissed again
Your lips taste like white wine and soft cinnamon
Fireplace, lit candles
Till I touch you I don't need that ambiance

We're still dreaming on
The sailing across the oceans
We're still dreaming
We're still dreaming
We're still dreaming on...

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Listen: https://ffm.to/sleepingafterpills
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written by Mert Işık
Mixed by Anthony "Rocky" Gallo at Virtue & Vice Studios
Mastered by Greg Calbi & Steve Fallone at Sterling Sound

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