LARTRAL - My Story

DOPE MONEY...SECTOR,KWAZEL,P SWISHA

Chill to the next - Tia & Tawera

Actor-Rolling

Lazy writtens from couple years back on YouTube beats, link below. You'll only find this track on YouTube and Soundcloud.

Produced by dezk beats / @dezkbeats  
Cover Art by ENCDUP
Mix/Master & Lyric Visualizer by @beatzlowkey1

ENCDUP - Stay Afar

Real talk an raw East Coast - Gisborne NZ hiphop music

Down in tha gutta (prod by O.G Stryfe) Beat by Reasy Beats

we make it hot

Big Time - (Remix)

I been screaming from the bottom for a long time
Living out my life in front of strangers when I’m online
Sometimes it gets too much, and I just want a rest
Why do I feel so guilty for chasing the best?
I’ve had enough of the struggle I really know poor
Shit I grew up under plastic windows and cold floors
Cuts and cold sores, just enough no more
Rats big enough they really pushing open closed doors!
Ive seen things most people couldn’t dream of
The type of stuff you’ll think about but never really speak of
I don’t need love, I need your patience
Your understanding without any expectations!
Some people relate to the things that I say
They feel the passion in my heart and understand how its made
They can picture what I’m thinking like a movie arcade
I get respected coz ill say it even when I’m afraid!

I get frustrated, break pens
Too proud to make mends
It feels like my demons have awakened
I need a amen, please somebody watch me
Im running for the edge I really need someone to stop me!

My moods are hard to tell mama says I’m difficult
Been ridiculed and beat down but still I stayed original
Its unconditional never switching my game up
I played rough, stayed tough and never gave up!
I kept working when everyone lost their faith in me
Vultures over head all want me dead they waiting patiently
Say I’m unneighborly coz I don’t like to meet peeps
Knocking at my door and id pretend I’m in a deep sleep!
Ill never retreat, I’m born with this hard head
Still walking straight even when I’m feeling half dead
I got a problem with wanting things that I can’t get
Then procrastinating always chasing on the last left!
Im contradictive with the words that I speak
One second ill say I’m tough then the next I am weak
One day I’m living in paradise the next it is bleak
But what did you expect when I said id be me!!!!!!

I get frustrated, break pens
Too proud to make mends
It feels like my demons have awakened
I need a amen, please somebody watch me
Im running for the edge I really need someone to stop me!

Broken Pens

Prod by TROY SILVESTER

Mixed & Mastered by SPEWER 

The Schemin' ep 2020

ENCDUP - Stay Afar

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