prod blix 

yk im so in love wit you
yk i’d never play u for a fool
its the truth yuh
got cuts on my wrist, i dont want u notice it
at the end of the day ill always feel js like shit
i swear its not my fault
im jus so stressed out, of all the unnecessary bullshit
you the reason why ion even slit
youre so amazing
wanna give u a fuckin diamond ring
really hope u dont find me annoying

im such a piece of shit and i love you

"Sequence" by Ilaria Boffa

Folded back on the floor, the body 
where beams filter among
toes, lap, hips, the lips.
Torn to shreds they want it, open
a cleft in the concrete.

And it’s incomplete in its standing
a demi-something. For cut up
they want it, writhe in pain.
The agony of deprivation outruns
virtue and shame.

Do you see the escape?
My legs, pale
the spine scratching on the white.
I may only expose the wrists
how abiding the touch.

Eventually sort them in sequence.
Each ligament and nerve.
Leave nothing, nothing of us.
Trees encroach on the hills
fling the window open.

(homage to Francesca Woodman photographer 1958-1981)

Ilaria Boffa on soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/ilaria_boffa

"Sequence" by Ilaria Boffa (An interpretation by Enceladus ReX)

empties' passion

MusikLogo+EnigmaCurry ReturnFromBerlin_Remix KA181036 BiaB+more 18.Jan.2020

MusikLogo - ReturnFromBerlin - Speedy Return Mix by EnigmaCurry

This is a remix from my friend Ryan @enigmacurry
from this song: https://soundcloud.com/musiklogo/returnfromberlin

When creating the original song I had in mind that a few days before Christmas I left Berlin from a business trip after a very stressful day with a lot of meetings, telephone conferences and last minute activities thinking about 1000 things that I should keep in mind within my projects for 2020.

I had about 4 hours to travel homewards after this hectic day, wrote a lot of things down to keep it in mind, answered some last mails. After a while the world slowed down and I thought about arriving at home within the next hours. And I thought about coming Christmas and New Year with only my wife an me.

And I got more and more relaxed and was very happy about that what was done in 2019, but also about the very slow time following now.

I remembered that day when I wrote this song.

Without knowing the above story Ryan made some remix, that anyhow mirrored this situation, and when I told him about the story he made some additional changes and with that he put the missing pepper and salt to the song, now also reflecting the speed I came from and the slowness that I expected for the coming days.

Thank you very much for this interpretation, you made!
I am glad to have met you in SoundCloud!

Dear all, who read this, enjoy this remix and also enjoy more ambient songs at Ryans account. I often visit him, when I do not feel relaxed. And after some songs, I feel much more better. I wish you the same!

https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry

MusikLogo - ReturnFromBerlin - Speedy Return Mix by EnigmaCurry

Are you sure about hitting it with a hammer?

Equipment:Soma laboratory Lyra-8,Cooper Fx Outward V2,Chase Bliss Audio MOOD,Boss RV-5

asking for a break

Flower In The Void

Perplexing Patternity is the result of this stormy year. Kind of a purging or clean up. Lot's of hard and weird stuff happening. Trying to manage through it and find some kind of peace amidst all the craziness. Kind of old school electronic. Wanting to escape to childhood nostalgia, but maybe incorporate this hectic all over feeling and the simultaneous search for peace of mind in it. Hope it's something you'd enjoy to listen. For me it was kind of a struggle and the my feeling about whole project is kind of confused, but sometimes you just got to see it trough, I think.

Endless Days

Collaboration September 2020
spinthedrum - Drums  soundcloud.com/spinthedrum
ANSOUND - Guitar/Electronics

spinthedrum & ANSOUND - PINS AND FRAGMENTS

ORACLE

7Oct20

Experimenting with Ingvar's tracks, Project 3 - Octobre - Invitation & Project 4 - Octobre - Invitation
https://soundcloud.com/agnosturaelwar/project-3-octobre-invitation
https://soundcloud.com/agnosturaelwar/project-4-octobre-invitation
:D