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3rd Anniversary  of BCTO shoutout to the crew as always  07

BCTO 3RD Anniversary 7/28/25

Artist / V.A.
Title / Proof of Core Vol.2
Label / MURDER CHANNEL
Format / DIGITAL
Part number / MURDG-054
Release date / August 8th

Track List

Track List
1. Audiotist - Onrustvlinder
2. Nagazaki - Heaven's Wrath
3. x.nte - CVLT-ure
4. Høbie - Lobotomy Repeater
5. Istari Lasterfahrer - Strolling around with you makes me happy

Artwork by DROON

Istari Lasterfahrer - Strolling  around with you makes me happy

Movement (WIP)

12. Noise Parfumerie – Spin It Back Now [Kosen Prod]

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Eatbrain Radio/S02E15 (Noise Parfumerie - Spin it back now)

Wide Awake (WIP)

Haunting in Hagsätra (WIP)

"All things considered, getting all of this out with music just feels right? Like I can use the album to point to it to explain how I feel instead of having to think about [it] all the time, but at the very least, I want it to be the best apology I can give to the people who deserve it (even if they'll never hear it). And at a time where I can genuinely feel my brain starting to melt and the memories start to fade in the midst of everything, it'll be a way to go from faking some semblance of happiness all the time to at least trying to give myself the hugs and self-love I need to keep going, if only because I can't ask for forgiveness from the people I've hurt." -me, 4/21/2025.

"fleeting memories; feigning happiness" is a personal journey for me that follows, among other things, the course of a romantic relationship, the stages of grief that came with it, and my understanding of my eventual diagnosis of bipolar II disorder. I suppose I'll leave it at that.

Thank you for giving this album a listen.

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...to all the people i've hurt

from the new album, out october 3rd.

support: https://drumcorps.bandcamp.com/album/for-everything

xxx

time's up
been drinking from a poison cup
we're gonna see
the real end of history

hold hands
out here the road ends
rediscover
we'll need each other

can't run
can't hide
futurcide
can slow
can grow
can scrape a life

my friends
we fight in every dimension
seed sword & pen
for whoever's left

can't run
can't hide
futurcide
can slow
still grow
gotta try


For Everything

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Futurcide

Fusion

enduser - Untitled dnb v4.0 (WIP)

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