Endri

Sad nights 2

Making Love 3

prod. moneo


seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

and all of these days they crash
2 years has come to pass
and im still missing u
AND IM STILL MISSING YOU

my friends always ask
why im stuck in the past
and maybe im a fool
ill try and forget that

i wont change for you
and youll always know that
so while i play cool
theres a lot i would take back

seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

i'm glad you're doing okay

prod. moneo

wake up, the sun is rising for you.


cause lately im a monster 
she dont wanna talk to me so why'd i even bother
i wrote you all these letters
so why did you throw them all away

wake up the sun is rising for you
i shaped up cause im not the guy that told you

the day our paths crossed
i never would forget it
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

the day our paths crossed
i never would forgetit
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

the world doesnt revolve around you
maybe thats why i still hate you
you threw all of our shit away
and that cant forgiven

now every day im wishing
that you would come back home
find someone you love
and throw it all away again

i never would forget it
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

the day our paths crossed
i never would forget it
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

wake up the sun is rising for you
i shaped up cause im not the guy that told you

the world doesn't revolve around you (moneo)

prod. moneo

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose 

what goes around comes back to you
why’d you make a choice u didn’t have to choose
I don’t really care long as you come through
why’d you have to leave me in my room

I’m not gonna cry as long as your okay
why the ball roll we didn’t have to change 
I told your mom that we would stay the same
it’s not your fault I just needed some space

I talked to much 
I know your worth
I felt our sun
the moon was worse
I’ll never run
im dying first
I take these drugs
and ill end up in a hearse

cause you stayed the same everyday we talked
why. im. gone
she wrote everything she lost
your. my. sun.
the moon always feels so god damn wrong
im. so. done.
i still spend my days so fucked up.
thats why im still lost.

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose

you cause issues.

prod. moneo (bro literally creates the worlds best torva beats loveu <3)

im haunted
Im walking away
don’t want this
I want you to stay

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

she said hold my light
I said hold my soul
in this winter night
but I’m never cold
I feel quite alright
now I’m turning old
and I’m losing sight
feeling death alone

turn the lights off 
i don’t ever wanna be seen
we’re the same but
your just better than me

where’s our connection it’s suddenly lost
I’ll always help out no matter the cost
I don’t believe she would ever do wrong
every mistake is a nail in the coffin

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

tough luck

produced by me and my good friend max chris :)

and i might fall for you
i'm having withdrawals in two
t-t-t-the taste of blood couldn't do
and you're not melancholy that's just misconstrued
and i might fall for you
i'm having withdrawals in two
t-t-t-the taste of blood couldn't do
and you're not melancholy that's just misconstrued

my life's been easier than ever
since you decided that our ties should be severed, oh
don't cry or whimper
you're the one that decided to have a real bad temper, oh
i can't take pain, without no gain
i'm sick of playing, all of your games
put my head on a st-stake
then go ahead and, la-laugh away
took my heart, cast away
then i had free reign
i'd leave if i could but
it's not that easy

and i might fall for you
i'm having withdrawals in two
t-t-t-the taste of blood couldn't do
and you're not melancholy that's just misconstrued
and i might fall for you
i'm having withdrawals in two
t-t-t-the taste of blood couldn't do
and you're not melancholy that's just misconstrued

melancholy

written by me produced by me

hope you take care
cus i've seen better days without you
and im tired, im tired of it
and i dont ever wanna doubt you again

its like when i put on these headphones i find security
i wanted to grow old and have kids while we 30
grind my bones with your teeth till my heart grows still
it's so unreal
you know that pill wont work like how you feel, babe
not like the fast feeling you gave me, you gave-
like a bad day wit some good news
good drugs and good sex too like
lets film a movie, just me and you, like-
you got more ass now, more than i knew, like
i got you tapped out
but i tapped you in

wassup., wassup i gave you friends
when you needed
you could go fuck any nigga but i know that's not your healing
i know, i know you lay on your back and stare at the ceiling
dont wanna play no more games we're not children, hey
we're not kids, we're not kids, we're not
a cross on my heart but i can't tell if im a Christian
anymore
and i don't know if i can take this
anymore
and if this was a game i'd prolly replay and make you a whore

just a moment in your head, in your memories
(in your memories)
infested like, infected like-
a bad disease
like you'll get sick me

CHILDS PLAY

simple and clean

my past

something new

distance yourself

written by me produced by me

slowly
you twisted my face until my nosebleeds
you say that you love
but do you know me
if there was someone else would you have told me
am i the only, i doubt it
coldly, im turning away
and i'll wait for you to call me
a ticking grenade
and yet you hold me, like gold in the rain
girl you sold me, your smile was fake (was fake)

i think i f****d up this whole day
and when i watch you leave am i the same
and when your heart spills, does it retain a shape
or when you close your eyes
do you see my face, baby
did i ruin your life (do you hate me)
did i ruin your life, your life (your life)
your-, cus i do

things that you wish that you never did
because there's some that i do
and it's deep in your eyes, every expression that you give
i think, have i met someone like you
would you mind if i stole a kiss from you
it's all on your lips
i would murder someone for you if you want me too

i think i fucked up this whole day
and would you take me back, with the mistakes that i've made
(never, someone like you)
or when you close your eyes

slowly
you twisted my face until my nosebleeds
you say that you love
but do you know me
if there was someone else would you have told me
am i the only, i doubt it
coldly, im turning away
and i'll wait for you to call me
a ticking grenade
and yet you hold me, like gold in the rain
girl you sold me, your smile was fake (was fake)

i think i f****d up this whole day
and when i watch you leave am i the same
and when your heart spills, does it retain a shape
or when you close your eyes
(baby)

things that you wish that you never did
because there's some that i do
and it's deep in your eyes, every expression that you give
it's all on your lips
i would murder someone for you if you want me t-

BANE

SOMEONE LIKE YOU

produced by me

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bullet with my name on it

written by me produced by me

sometimes
sometimes i feel
and theres some nights
he goes out and kills
are you alright?
you appall me still
im appalled how we align at will (align)
(align)
our will

sink your teeth in and bite down
your high, who's controlling you right now?
subside in the tide when you whine down
are you numb like i can you cry now
does all of the stimuli turn you inside out
oh lord, you know i tried
all the city lights turning you blind now
oh lord, you know i tried

how's the city life- i tried
so hard
to find out why im alive
hard drugs
in love
my mind
i hide in your love
in your pocket, a gun
a gun, a machine
"some drugs is all i need" (touch)
in her glove a reciept 
"you're so in touch, what i creep"
type of creep that i like, that i need
that i want what i crave, what i dream
[what i say will come back on me]
[we're in hell and you came straight for me]
[when you yell out to me, symphony]

(sometimes i feel)
(and on some nights- out and kills)
are you alright?
you appeal me still
im appalled how we align at will (align)
(align)
our will

sink your teeth in and bite down
your high, who's controlling you right now?
subside in the tide when you whine down
are you numb like i can you cry now
does all of the stimuli turn you inside out
oh lord, you know i tried
all the city lights turning you blind now
(oh lord, i tried)

oh lord, i tried
so hard
to find out why im alive
hard drugs
in love
[my mind]

SIN-CITY011

STIM-CITY0011

produced by me written by me #problems

i have problems i have issues
i hate you but i miss you
im numb to the pain when im with you
numb to the pain when im with you

and i watched you decay
i watched you burn, the ash on my face
there's nothing but ash in the vase
if i was gone would you do me the same
i need you to self-medicate
keep what you take
keep you in line 'cause you like it that way
it's dark in your eyes
the pale on your face
your lips filled with lines when you know what to say

those are harsh feelings for a guy you won't miss
man a girl is a gun, on god she won't miss
and im under your gun, surrender your love
back to my place and we're both getting drunk
your hands on me and my hands on her
serenity, i found love in her
serenity, i ain't over you

i could dream about you, losing sleep over you
i'm too scared to trust, i'm so scared to lose
and one's not enough so i'm here taking two
it's the same vibe as xans whenever i'm with you
it's addictive
you left me with no pot to piss in now
maybe i should've listened
sometimes i really wish i heard you out
i got issues, and i know that
that i miss you
i love her, and i misuse
i'm a bastard and i picked you
a pastor with no choir
a liar, i'm tired
and im higher
a lighter, a fire

ISSUES

written by me produced by me

every day was the other one
giving up
misued, soft lights
im numb to the touch
mixed hues dance beneath the sun
city drugs
abused and it turns you on
but i'm gone

i'll ask why it didn't take me
either way i learned to let you down
so numb it doesn't face me
when my eyes fade to black 
lay me down
when you're lost hear my voice 
and be found
i like that, you like that
i won't be back

can't cry now
my love's gone
my heart's black
cut myself
with your blade
in your bag
jaw hangs, wall red
hole in the back
shot myself in the head
no coming back
(no coming back)

no revival
no revival
no revival 
hand on the bible
i'll die alone
in Seattle
semelihiyo
i'm too high up
i'm to high up
i'm to high up

watch the flame, in the wave
like a pyro
i'm no good, an asshole
and it's not good, take me back home
finna spiral, on some psycho
draw my last breath
before my eyes close

(no coming back to me)
(no coming back)
(no coming back to me)