changing.

this album was mastered by eliderp, follow him here: https://soundcloud.com/default-cubing

this album was created and mixed by myself, with help from:
alti: https://soundcloud.com/alti_music
Kaitlyn Otten: https://www.kaitlynotten.com
kira noelle: https://soundcloud.com/kira-frieske-38399710
vastful: https://soundcloud.com/vastful
6hostworld: https://soundcloud.com/6hostworld

please show them support. i could not have done it without them.
ily all, thank you.

LISTEN EVERYWHERE

changing

tell my friends that i'm sorry for the mess that i have made.

follow 6hostworld on:
soundcloud: @6hostworld
twitter: twitter.com/6hostworld
instagram: instagram.com/sky_frisk

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twitter: twitter.com/eenesai
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used to be 2D, now we 3D
got me feelin like bruce lee with ADHD
i been thinking bout you lately even though you hate me
these narcotics in my stomach got me dying slowly

yes i take a hit and im floating even thoguh my lungs are iching
paranoia and anxiety both got my fingers twitching
when i think of you i feel like im that much closer to death
feel like i'd be better off by putting lead inside my head

but fuck that bitch walk your way up silent hill
where the trees all have eyes and there's nothing left to feel
welcome to the underworld the only place where i feel safe
cuz it helps me forget all of the pain i felt yesterday

put me 6 feet under where my body's meant to lay
where the long lasting memory of my last day will fade
where my body meets the earth and kills off all my fucking pain
tell my friends that i'm sorry for the mess that i have made

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
say i'm fucking crazy
say i'm fucking evil

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
you say i'm fucking crazy
you say i'm fucking evil

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
say i'm fucking crazy
say i'm fucking evil

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
say i'm fucking crazy
say i'm fucking evil

fuck

i know that you hate me
and i'm sorry for what i said
but i can't change who i am
even though it's all in my head

so give me a reason
to wake up and get out of bed
cuz right now i feel like
you think i'm better off gone or dead

so please tell me differently
give me a sign
i'm lost at the crossroad
choose the path cuz i'm running out of time

please just forgive me
i'll say it for the last time
if i can't be yours
then why the fuck should you be mine?

2 different people (feat. 6hostworld)

run away until i disappear.

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website: https://www.kaitlynotten.com
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6OCl1RL2uCWQmyh9zVYnec?si=EDz5uhJmRNSoRVvvmbiJrA
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/kaitlyn-otten/1438786502
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtjuZG4qRoKv1GfK7zydJ2Q

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i never knew it would be this way
you took my hand and you pulled me away
another place we could be alone
someday this house will feel like a home
you told me it'll work out one day
but for now we just needed space
emptiness falling into this place
i need you here but I don't know what to say

i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear
i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear

i never knew it would be this way
you stole my heart then you threw it away
i'm in a place where I feel so alone
i can't find any place that feels like home
i think about all the times we had
my mind is always stuck inside the past
emptiness takes hold then it grasps
onto my memories of you and what we had

i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear
i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear

disappear (feat. Kaitlyn Otten)

don't let me down.

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rash

i just wanna go back to the way it was before.

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and i just wanna go back, back
i just want to go back, back to when it was before
i just want to go back, go back
i just wanna go back, back

i just want to go back, to the way it was before
i just want to change my life, but i don't know what for

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

people around me but i don't feel them here
pass by the day but it feels like a year
go through the motions to get by
feel so low but I feel so high

and i just wanna go back, go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

i just wanna go back

the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before.

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the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before
i don't know how to react but it leaves me searching for more
the rain outside pours down on the concrete seeping through the cracks to be lost in the sky once more
leaves you searching for more

the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before
i don't know how to react but it leaves me searching for more
the rain outside pours down on the concrete seeping through the cracks to be lost in the sky once more

yeah we're changing but we dont even know it
we stay young forever even if we dont show it
cold nights in the fall, wanna give you my sweater
wish that i could go back, but the past is the past and its gone forever
the memories last but they're gone forever
the past is the past and its gone forever
the memories last but they're gone forever

this song was made on the roof of a rental house in san diego while watching the sunset.

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elevation

• over-thinker by heart
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