changing.

this album was mastered by eliderp, follow him here: https://soundcloud.com/default-cubing

this album was created and mixed by myself, with help from:
alti: https://soundcloud.com/alti_music
Kaitlyn Otten: https://www.kaitlynotten.com
kira noelle: https://soundcloud.com/kira-frieske-38399710
vastful: https://soundcloud.com/vastful
6hostworld: https://soundcloud.com/6hostworld

please show them support. i could not have done it without them.
ily all, thank you.

LISTEN EVERYWHERE

changing

i know that i can rise above.

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soundcloud: @kira-frieske-38399710
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twitter: https://twitter.com/kirafrieske

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i feel like everything isn’t real 
i feel like its all because of me
because it probably is

i know that i can rise above, everything that’s brought me down
and broke my spirit down to pieces 
but now i’ve finally made it
to a different side of me, to a different me you’ll see
i know that everything that’s changed has just directed me, and brought me
to this world specifically, like its some kind of reality
i know i’m on the right path that’s just correcting me

it’s not wrong

i know that i can rise above, everything that’s brought me down
and broke my spirit down to pieces
but now i’ve finally made it
to a different side of me, to a different me you’ll see
i know that everything that’s changed has just directed me, and brought me
to this world specifically, like its some kind of reality
i know i’m on the right path that’s just correcting me

different me (feat. kira noelle)

run away until i disappear.

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website: https://www.kaitlynotten.com
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apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/kaitlyn-otten/1438786502
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtjuZG4qRoKv1GfK7zydJ2Q

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i never knew it would be this way
you took my hand and you pulled me away
another place we could be alone
someday this house will feel like a home
you told me it'll work out one day
but for now we just needed space
emptiness falling into this place
i need you here but I don't know what to say

i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear
i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear

i never knew it would be this way
you stole my heart then you threw it away
i'm in a place where I feel so alone
i can't find any place that feels like home
i think about all the times we had
my mind is always stuck inside the past
emptiness takes hold then it grasps
onto my memories of you and what we had

i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear
i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear

disappear (feat. Kaitlyn Otten)

don't let me down.

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rash

i just wanna go back to the way it was before.

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and i just wanna go back, back
i just want to go back, back to when it was before
i just want to go back, go back
i just wanna go back, back

i just want to go back, to the way it was before
i just want to change my life, but i don't know what for

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

people around me but i don't feel them here
pass by the day but it feels like a year
go through the motions to get by
feel so low but I feel so high

and i just wanna go back, go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

i just wanna go back

the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before.

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the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before
i don't know how to react but it leaves me searching for more
the rain outside pours down on the concrete seeping through the cracks to be lost in the sky once more
leaves you searching for more

the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before
i don't know how to react but it leaves me searching for more
the rain outside pours down on the concrete seeping through the cracks to be lost in the sky once more

yeah we're changing but we dont even know it
we stay young forever even if we dont show it
cold nights in the fall, wanna give you my sweater
wish that i could go back, but the past is the past and its gone forever
the memories last but they're gone forever
the past is the past and its gone forever
the memories last but they're gone forever

this song was made on the roof of a rental house in san diego while watching the sunset.

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elevation

• over-thinker by heart
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