enesai, more like enesaign me up for a really good time !

i love those swishes in the bass, it's so trippy and based

find your way
written, produced, and recorded by chasing luma

lyrics:
I'm being so reckless
I'll never forget this
It's been so refreshing
Do you regret getting closer to me?
You still haven't called
You don't wanna talk
I wish that I didn't care, but
I don't know how to stop

I just hope you find your way
But the colour is drained from my face
And I'm counting down each day
And how did I let you get away?
(Get away, get get get away, get away)

I guess you found someone
Who was I to intrude?
You took the daylight from the sun
And put the dark side on the moon
I guess you found someone
Who was I to assume?
That you would ever call my name
Tell me how I let you get away, get away

I know you never think about me
Just a fleeting moment that came and went
Won't be waiting where you found me
'Cause I don't wanna keep second guessing
I think I'm too optimistic
Two faced, too scared to admit it
You never listened to a single word that I said
And now he's following you in your footsteps

I just hope you find your way
But the colour is drained from my face
And I'm counting down each day
And how did I let you get away?
(Get away, get get get away, get away)

I guess you found someone
Who was I to intrude?
You took the daylight from the sun
And put the dark side on the moon
I guess you found someone
Who was I to assume?
That you would ever call my name
Tell me how I let you get away, get away

find your way

garden

shwirl - pixie <3 (aego remix)

the convergence of independent memories, experiences, and people

originally made for FORM's All Nighter Vol. 8

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5nCIQqGDAvEOT85IPPLdHz?si=rROnVfxHR9-WBHzcM4Bt-A

Pathcrossing

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[lý] - -foreign-home-

when life stretches you to new places, grow with it.

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i have an album coming out soon, much like this music. stay tuned <3

stretch

stream: https://share.amuse.io/bgYe7q5ZEJct

if the lining wasn't silver tell me would you make it?
i got steel on my face like i'm bronzer tell me is it pasted?
oh i don't wanna mess this up but im desperate 
if it's something that you wanted tell me why'd you waste it?
feel my heartbeat yeah tell me can you pace it

tell me
tell me

find somebody perfect in hypothetical
all i wanted was some sunlight something to behold
got this feeling in my stomach antithetical
i can't let it go
find somebody perfect in hypothetical
lack of subtlety is highlight, underline and bold
and you'll never get there someday if you let it go
and i just let it go (i just)

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

falling in winter, dreaming

Antithetical

Originally aired July 30th, 2021 on Twitch via  @upscale-recordings   
Watch the full audio-visual mix on YouTube: https://youtu.be/ZUWtdPg2NV0

0:00 - Alexander Panos - traveled in a blanket  //  unreleased
1:30 - Alexander Panos - trip toe  //  unreleased
2:33 - Alexander Panos - holding it  //  unreleased
3:30 - Alexander Panos - phoneme blossoms  //  unreleased
5:46 - Alexander Panos - Equinox (Prelude) 
8:10 - @dobimusic - peace treaty (Alexander Panos Edit)  //  unreleased
10:02 - Alexander Panos - sheridan  //  unreleased
13:13 - Alexander Panos - Dream Extinction
16:26 - Alexander Panos - confession  //  unreleased
17:26 - Alexander Panos - always breaking, always healing

➤ Stay connected: https://linktr.ee/alexanderpanos
➤ Listen to Nascent: https://fanlink.to/nascent

//
In the spirit of the 1-year anniversary of Nascent, I’ve decided to release my 2020 and 2021 Upscale artist showcase mixes. These audio-visual mixes are comprised entirely of original music, almost all of which is currently unreleased. The songs they feature were critical in developing my sound and hold as much of a place in heart as the music on the album. They are further expressions of the emotional space I was navigating at the time. This is the 2021 mix, you can check out the previous one here: https://soundcloud.com/alexanderpanos/upscale-showcase-mix-2020
//

All unreleased music subject to change. Please respect this music in its unfinished state.

Alexander Panos - Upscale Fest Mix | 2021

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

Dayglow cover of @jacquesgreene 's Understand

Original: https://soundcloud.com/jacquesgreene/10-understand

guitar and vox help by @daythiefs

Understanding!!

(FREE) ASAP ROCKY X CLAMS CASINO TYPE BEAT "LONG ISLAND"

• over-thinker by heart
• enesaimusic@gmail.com
• https://soundcloud.com/the4boys

stretch

enesai

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