Music Video: https://youtu.be/FX4HLvUxGfU?si=5UDvop03wZVHGrM9

lyrics:

verse 1:

passed out on a monday
blacked out too drunk and I can't think
can't get my head straight, stuck in a headspace
I never do it right unless its your way
I let my guard down for a minute
and I should've tapped out, but I didn't
it's all breathe in breathe out, barely been living
feel like I should get help, but I shouldn't
why shouldn't I

chorus:

shouldn't I
find a way out, not to live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
ugh, just some peace of mind
out of sight, out of sight, out of sight, out of sight, out of sight
you decide
if i'm worth your time, if i'm worth your time, if i'm worth your time
am I worth it, am I worth it, am I worth it
am I worth it?
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, I shouldn't
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, I couldn't
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, why didn't I?
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah
why is it all worthless?
I know that I deserved it
you lit my match and burned it
I feel like i'm a burden to you
and you confirmed it
i'm sorry i'm not picture perfect
the way you picture me would only end up hurting

verse 2:

ugh, my bad i'm not the way you pictured
imma let the pole dance like a god damn stripper
that chop sing a melody, bitch it got rhythm
balenciaga jeans 6k for the denim
boy I put a hole in him
your boy a swisher and we get to smoking him
like fuck do you know 'bout him
fuck do you know 'bout it
boy you a nobody
I make you disappear this some tomfoolery
ugh, just dropped a bag on some jewelry
me and twin pull up you should write you a eulogy
keep a chop like charcuterie
this shit ain't new to me
stay with some sprinters in sprinters, they cool with me
cool with me but they ain't cool with you
better go for a swim, leave him laying in a blood pool
dua, lipa, I got some new rules
keep a, heater, it gonna heat you
mmm, heat 'em up, heat 'em up
mmm, out of luck, out of love
mmm, count 'em up, count 'em up
make him croak like a frog or he'll quack like a duck
dirty a cup boy i'm pouring up mud
pack me a clip he'll pack him a lunch
feel like call of duty with a pack-a-punch
bad bitch with a booty, guess i'm a munch

bridge:

what it do for you and I
living social suicide
my head screwed off, I can't decide
tell me tell me, do you mean what you imply
shouldn't i?
shouldn't i?
shouldn't i?
shouldn't i?

chorus:

shouldn't I
find a way out, not to live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
ugh, just some peace of mind
out of sight, out of sight, out of sight, out of sight, out of sight
you decide
if i'm worth your time, if i'm worth your time, if i'm worth your time
am I worth it, am I worth it, am I worth it
am I worth it?
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, I shouldn't
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, I couldn't
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, why didn't I?
ah ah, ah ah, ah ah
why is it all worthless?
I know that I deserved it
you lit my match and burned it
I feel like i'm a burden to you
and you confirmed it
i'm sorry i'm not picture perfect
the way you picture me would only end up hurting

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