tell me why i’m waiting

sad boi

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First drop off STRAIGHT BUMMIN'
OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7IMwop3RHs
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Chill Bill

Chill Bill (feat. J. Davi$ & Spooks)

Gassed Up

ITunes

Thought I'd upload the full version as it was not on soundcloud already

SHOKK 青 - You reposted in the wrong neighborhood (Full version)

I still make music! Follow me on IG for updates @jay140music

Lost Memories (Feat. Young Z)

Passion & Confusion by timmies and shiloh

bandcamp: https://timmies.bandcamp.com/album/passion-confusion
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7dhqyOcnFR9o9SfUhhxqbs
itunes:  https://itunes.apple.com/ru/album/passion-confusion-feat-shiloh-ep/id1288535787
other: https://passionandconfusion.fanlink.to/passionandconfusion

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tell me why i'm waiting (ft. shiloh)

ｔｅｌｌ ｍｅ ｗｈｙ ｉｍ ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ

Lyrics:

Livin on the edge, dunno where to go
Surrounded by a crowd but I'm all alone
Veering off the path, on a different road
Is this where I belong, I will never know

I'm doing this for me because it's all I need
This moment that I live is all I'm guarunteed
I may never wake up when I go to sleep
So I'm living in the moment and I live for me

Drivin in the night, the therapy of the mind
Listening to music thinkin how to live a life
Where you were never living like you felt you were alive
So you going through the motions saying everything is fine

But deep within your heart you feel like something isn't right
And all that you are feeling isn't showing when you write
So now you feel like all you ever do is dissapear
Feel so fuckin numb you couldn't try to shed a tear

But, You feel your running in a circle
Everyday's an obstacle that you have got to hurdle
Pushin through the pain but the weight is growing heavy
Wake up in the morning never wanting to get ready

But the more you hide away the more you losing any purpose
Wonder if existence in this world is even worth it
Everyday is gray, Feel like you can't pray
Cuz you're scared that even God isn't hearing what you say
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Times are getting tough and I slip into depression
A knife into the heart but I will never show expression
And now within my mind there is a permanent impression
That the only way to love is take your feelings and suppress em

So I been building walls so I can never love again
And now all that I think of is the music and a pen
This room that I have built is really all I know of home
And I wonder to myself why I'm feeling so alone

--There really isn't any question
All it really takes is just the truth and a confession
I'm scared of getting hurt so I would rather be alone
So when people are around I'm always hidden in my phone

Still I really wonder why I feel so fuckin broken
I don't why I hurt, but I know I'm sick of hopin
That I can make it better and that I can make it right
Been moving for a year but now I'm losing all my fight

Seems like anymore that all my words are losing weight
What's the point of speaking if you don't know what to say
What's the point of livin if you can't accept your fate
And all they ever say is that it's better if you wait

--Been waiting for a while now
Been faking my expression but only holds my smile down
Running from the pain hopin that it would be mild now
But it's all up in my head, now you're telling me to smile now

huh, now my mind is going weak
Another fucking burden and I'm falling to my feet
The pain that i been feeling isn't really new to me
But now everything I feel is out for everyone to see

And everything I know has started falling into pieces
Look into my soul, wonder where my inner peace is
But everything inside going cold and as it freezes
My mind is shutting down as a result of these diseases

Maybe I am weak, maybe all I am is dirt
And karma came around so all I ever feel is hurt
Addictions that I fight while I am weaker than you know
No matter what I say it feels I never seem to grow

I started making music as a way to vent the pain
Writing what I felt because I knew I'd never say
When I look in a mirror all I see is not enough
Never hated who I am but still I hate who I've become

Fuck, I guess I better face it
I wanna do what's right got me up at night n pacin
All I wanna see is just the glimmer of the light
It's not within myself but I can see it in your eyes

If I can make it better for a single fuckin person
Tell me what you're feeling now I swear you're not a burden
I know i'm broken down but I only wanna help
I  tear myself apart, conversations with myself

Conversations With Myself(Prod. Young Taylor)

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Prod. FlyBoy

XXXTENTACION - Tell me why Im waiting (Shiloh Dynasty) TYPE BEAT

Courtesy Call

Music vid: https://youtu.be/aXrx1vcaoNY

lyrics: I was was all alone on my own it’s ok tho, do you really love me, do you you trust me, I was down bad feeling sad feeling sorry, now you really gone and I can’t get you to call me,wanna run away fuck this love and fuck this place,if you was a ghost I would kiss you anyway,I can’t fill my lungs feeling like I’m outer space,your the one I love but your the one I hate.

I can’t really see you with anyone else,
All these fucking perces not good for my health, wanna end it all i can’t do this again, tell her that I love her she do it for him x2

Tell Me Why I’m Waiting (REMIX)

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