It’s okay, no it’s okay
Don’t apologize when I’m the same,
When I’m the same, yeah

Up late putting toxins in my brain
I know it’s hard to say, but I’m not doing okay
I’m tryna let it go when I can’t even see the other side
When you see me in your dreams do you even cry

Anticipating the way that you say it
And it hurts so good I’m js so complicated
Flashbacks to when I thought I related
But I came to, it’s obvious it’s all calculated

Safe to say it

Small steps towards freedom
But when its dark, I can’t help wanting to see ya
Im dancin alone
Been glued to my phone
I just wanted to know

It’s okay, no it’s okay
Don’t apologize when I’m the same, when I’m the same
It hurts so bad to look the other way, the other way
Can’t help myself to feel like I’m to blame, that I’m to blame

What can I say, what can I even tell you now
No point, even if I shout
In the mist n I can’t find you
Circle back, new perspective with the-
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no, you don't even cry when you see me
tears on my white tee
i could feel it falling apart again
i know you don't get lonely without me
everytime you call me 
you don't really speak from your heart within

i feel like i'm an extra in your play
that you're never gonna watch
everytime that i'm on stage
i'm just someone in the background
wipe me, right up out your mind when it gets cold out
leave me, freezing, tell me who to call now?

my friends tell me i'm off it
i "look exhausted"
at least i'm trying
trying for me & you
but we only really work in my daydreams
is it too much to really think you would save me?

said it's a team effort
it's a little one sided
but everytime i try to bring it up
you start whining
oh babydoll...
how could you tell me i'm not losing ya
when you know i did it all
did it all for ya

touch the sky w seph

og art found on pinterest by @MichelitoGro
sampled a way out - my head is empty

Trying so hard wanna get it right
Lose hope can’t hope for a second light
Lose hope can’t cope with the pain inside
I need you, then I know that it’ll be alright

It’s been hard dealing with all this stress
And I
Work hard to keep it inside my chest
Will I
Ever find a way out of all this mess
Can I
Every see myself well, I must confess
That I

Don’t know, I don’t know
But If I never try, then I’ll never really grow
When you look up at the sky do you have anything to show
When I look up in your eyes I can see it all unfold
(I can see it all unfold)

But just know
That if you need to cry then face it 
Don’t replace it
And just give it a rest
There’s no need to keep on
And saying things like

Can I
Will I
Should I
Could I
(4x)

Yeah It’s tough
Tryna keep in my composure while I’m tryna figure out what’s up
N it’s rough
When you say that’s not okay but deep inside you can relate 
I called your bluff

Long day been checked out
I’m js tryna find a way to make the checks now
Came a long way remember days w textnow 
My God been checking me I’m tryna pass the tests nowww

It’s not rocket science 
I can see u holding back don’t fight it
Hate the fact that I can’t fight against the silence
I can’t hide it, now

And I js know it takes you back to see me struggle with violence now

Hope you’re okay while I try to rack my brain cus I 

Don’t know, I don’t know
But If I never try, then I’ll never really grow
When you look up at the sky do you have anything to show
When I look up in your eyes I can see it all unfold
(I can see it all unfold)

But just know
That if you need to cry then face it 
Don’t replace it
And just give it a rest
There’s no need to keep on
And saying things like

Can I
Will I
Should I
Could I
(4x)

never really grow

i am now 17 years old maneeee wtfff bruu aye thank you all for fw me for so long bro 
beat by me vox by me mix by me
lyrics:
one two three two one one two three two one one two three two four
yea she a red solo cup shawty 
i ran of w yo shit luh boy sorry not sorry 
like bitch im thinking way too much like they all hate me
bitch i step into that room just like im trending topic
like bitch im in my bag js like my name was sonic
they gon talk they talk they talk 
they dont know how to stop it
let the medication talk cuz i dont know how to speak
outer space fanatic cant reach heights like me
im a peice of shit i over think like everything of done 
everything get worse nd worse ill put my temple to that gun
im prayin for you baby i js need you to my rescue 
smokin jimsonweed smokin weed to eat 
thats addiction not a feat 
like what happened to me, im so depressed i cannot sleep

RedSoloCup *0v4b4kdd* #deathsrave #17thYear  ( ﾟ∀ﾟ)っ┌iii┐ ( ﾟ∀ﾟ)っ┌iii┐

Eise - Goku trapped and betrayed in the time chamber for 1,000,000 years

https://discord.gg/nitekore < 3

produced by me (@sadpanda47)

drop it to the floor, now we pick it up
baby mama shake that butt, let me see whats up
wanna grab on her body, wanna show some love
yeah im sorry baby, im drink off this crush

yea if i were you i wouldn't try that shit on me
i got hoes, they all fanned out, they just want a pic
think its funny cuz im asian, but im cruising on this beat
yea choppa to his head, i feel like curry from the 3

like bitch im on the top, yea they can't compete
tryna ask me for a follow, don't run it on ig
all i fucking do is make cash and dem bricks
none these boys want my swag, bitch i am the shit

like fuck you, fuck him i aint taking shit
going viral around the world like im fucking sick
wanna try that one more time? imma take that bitch
yea thats ur girl, but she wanna take this fucking dick

im like shawty pipe down, whatchu tryna do?
yea tryna kick it in my crib, whatchu wanna do?
like damn, whatchu wanna do, tryna make a move girl
yea fucking with a winner, bitch i never lose yuh

omg, omg this is insane 
omg, i aint playin this hoe's game 
like this is what i do, i aint fucking with no lames 
yea im with my crew, getting high with mary jane

ay i dont wanna talk if ion get nothing back
imma run that fuckin pockets like its track
imma getchu all your favorite things with that stack yea
yea im kickin with my bros in the back yea

you ain fuckin with a scrub, like my first time back
yea you fuckin with my heart, imma need my time back
catchin all these lies, like im runnin off a quarterback
funny im on the top, you cant compete, yea thats fuckin sad

drop it to the floor, now we pick it up
baby mama shake that butt, let me see whats up
wanna grab on her body, wanna show some love
yeah im sorry baby, im drink off this crush

yea if i were you i wouldn't try that shit on me
i got hoes, they all fanned out, they just want a pic
think its funny cuz im asian, but im cruising on this beat
yea choppa to his head, i feel like curry from the 3

like bitch im on the top, yea they can't compete
tryna ask me for a follow, don't run it on ig
all i fucking do is make cash and dem bricks
none these boys want my swag, bitch i am the shit

like fuck you, fuck him i aint taking shit
going viral around the world like im fucking sick
wanna try that one more time? imma take that bitch
yea thats ur girl, but she wanna take this fucking dick

#swagout

https://soundcloud.com/05sjinx/achance2restart

jayne hearts - chance2restart cover (mercenarychild)

Lyrics:

know our connection was severed
no we can’t put it back together
running away won’t fix it no
it won’t change a thing
won’t change a thing

you wanna run nd hide
won’t blow over like darker skies
know you’ve made up your mind
nd god know i’ve lost mine

say it’s all on me (Chopped)

when you saw me bleed (Chopped)

nd when i reached my hand
u rejected me
nd i don't need to surmise
what this really means
please tell me how i'm wrong
i swear don’t spare nothing
swear i been on so long
that i can barely think

"RunNdHide" (Eise) #EiseNuova #EnixWake [Lyrics in Desc]

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