so this is not that good 'musically' 
but i wanted to give you a glimpse into how i feel 
and make sense of things kind of and also for myself make a portrait

twistedparadise

Stilladopeheadstillinlove

Tether

original prod cyberia vocals by vex remix by me

vex child - pain leaves scars (lovelorn remix)

Mv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-uHHs8jjSo

i would confesss
things that
you dont wanna say to me
i would go on your behalf
and tell the things ive seen
prayed synthetic prayers
over half the family 
i think...
you're the key to a pre-planned hysterectomy
aye
you dont wanna hear shit no more oh?
my witness cant take no more
up late
thinking about a spiritual past tht's not mine
thinkin about its effects on me 
out through space time
you down to stop all this killing? 
so we can get to forgiving x2

i would confesss (ჯამანტე) (MV++linked)

Prod. @ihateinvain 

Lyrics:
everything’s out of hand
out of reach 
she left you alone after the promises she keeps 
a melody 
keep me distracted from my thoughts that I think 

🎶 

this life is worth living 
but with you it pains me 
if this life is worth living 
give me a sign 
should you live or you die 

🎶 

there’s not much of me left to give 
i’m feeling selfish and lonely 
i’m obsessed with you like a little kid 
everything’s out of hand 
out of reach 
so I’ll sing my melody

Serenity

prod. @user-366592942

i just wanna smoke
i dont want to drink
i just wanna go
i dont want to stay
all these drugs be messing with my brain
i be speaking, i be smoking
i be forgetting things i dont wanna think about
whats all that talk about, you hurting me

i just wanna smoke
i dont want to drink
i just wanna go
i dont want to stay
i be in the party
and i dont think a thing
when i talk to you
yeah i feel so healed
youre a key to my body
yeah i needa move
opened me up and get my mood

i just wanna smoke prod. 50ktaylinn

prod: pipebomb

shawty like me cos im cute n 
i like her cos shes fine yuh
wont u come around n stay the night yea?
i jus wna stare in ur pretty pretty eyes

bby when u hold me tight everything jus feels so right
god sent u as an angel in disguise 
was lost in the dark but u showed me the light
bby show me where on earth this heaven lies

sitting smokin on the roof laugh at something not that funny
at the party its our swag they wna copy
jus got paid so we blowin lots of money
staying out later cos the weathers gettin sunny

bby whenever im w u all i ever see around me is 222
all the time in the world tell me what u wna do 
i could stare at u for hours bby ur so cute

whereheavenlies

“Stay With Me” is an emotional happy hardcore journey built for late-night nostalgia, rave memories, and pure euphoric escape. Fast, warm kicks, glowing supersaws, and dreamy vocal chops come together at 150 BPM to hit you right in the feelings while keeping the energy high.

💽 Track: Stay With Me
🎵 Written & Produced by: CalJM

Sink into the pumping sidechain, uplifting trance chords, and a bittersweet rush that feels like remembering something you never want to forget. Perfect for zoning out, dancing in your room, or drifting into that soft, emotional rave high.

#EDM #Trance #FutureTrance #MelodicRave #UpliftingTrance #EmotionalEDM

STAY WITH ME

Headlights

WEEDWOLF [ REMEMBERING SCREW MIX ]

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Serenity

NJBABY