Enkalinan - The Worst Kind Of Emptiness Feat Oaklyx

Available now on Dreamer  Records
https://lnk.fuga.com/enkalinan_theworstkindofemptinessfeatoaklyx

https://enkalinan.bandcamp.com/track/the-worst-kind-of-emptiness-ft-oaklyx

Lyrics:
losing my way
always struggling to figure out the words 
to know what to say
losing my way
always struggling
losing my way
always struggling to figure out the words 
to know what to say

see I was losing my way
always struggling to figure out the words 
to know what to say
couldn't handle the day to day
went to the doctor 
didn't even ask if I was ok
take these son 
be on your way
swallow the pills
they'll keep you sane
it was the opposite
my healing was delayed
feelings were blurred
mind in a state of decay
I was manic and this medication 
is just another form of running away
they've got no real idea what it does to your brain
they didn't want to give me their time 
so I wasn't gonna stay
left to my own devices could only sit there and pray
I took my own path
because I wasn't getting no help
and I was losing my faith
self medicating the herbs 
lit up all the time like I was the suns rays
but I needed to detox
break the habit 
only seeing in grey
things can appear black and white
even when you think its going great
I was on the edge thinking
I'm about to break
wanted to give up but
made sure I never slammed on the breaks

The Worst Kind Of Emptiness Feat Oaklyx

I make Future Garage/Ambient/Synthwave

YouTube: https://youtube.com/@rainplexmusic
Instagram: https://instagram.com/rainplex_music
Bandcamp: https://rainplex.bandcamp.com

R E: A E S T H E T I C

₉⁹₉ PHONKY EMO CLOUD RAP
BASS FIEND, MELODIC RESONANCE 𖣂


J.Treegarden is an electronic music producer known for his emotive compositions and musical maturity. His music invites listeners on a journey through intricate melodies and pulsating rhythms.
Each track is a testament to his ability to evoke raw emotion and introspection, offering listeners a deeply immersive experience.

J.Treegarden's music stands as a beacon of authenticity, providing solace and inspiration to all who encounter it.


@ ZH / CH.


For Contact / Collabs / Bookings  ::::: :::::
j.treegarden.sound@gmail.com

::::: Or just send me a Soundcloud message ::::

Love u

ambient/atmospheric
contact : Instagram DM only

Deeply emotive soundscapes within the Dubstep and Future Garage genres

Blending atmospheric beats, melancholic melodies and introspective sound design 

Music for healing emotional wounds, breakups, breakdowns, internal reflection and staring out to the stars at night

Making my way through life, expressing myself through music

Dreamer Records
Mor Records
Dark Heart Records

buymeacoffee.com/enkalinan

Catch me on the social links below
💚