she needs some milk

Video: https://youtu.be/3VA8u8UDaCw
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rNmOfUvTu-H3IXf4nFKe_LaY5WE_i-wbv8Axjie3jvI/edit?usp=sharing
iTunes/Spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/riproducer/pyrite-girl
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1vPpQejInfiYbUHI8RnZEOBt5rwaS81Go?usp=sharing
MIDI: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1vfkN6f11ek8XZlg4RFKy_cXTmUaaZlDh/view?usp=sharing

PYRITE GIRL / パイライト・ガール ft. Kagamine Rin (VOCALOID Original Song)

GUMI - SMILE FOR THEM

LYRICS:

I am your one salvation, I am all seraphim 
I am holy perfection, I am the spinning rings
I am the king of kings, I am all cherubim
I am your one salvation, I will punish all sin
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You cannot comprehend me, your mind will rot away
You’re cursed to speak my name, you will be not afraid
Your fate is at my mercy, your entrails strung along
You now exist to serve me, I am a HYBRID GOD


Back out into the fray, a dark war is waging 
All inside of my mind, underlying rage
When the world’s crashing down, you turn to a demon
One that I can’t contain, rest assured you’ve won

(Angel hiding in the dark a face of nightmares in the bark
One thousand winters cold to touch, I now refuse to be your crutch)
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Back out into the cold, moon shining above me
Cord in hand but I know that I’m far too weak
Look up to the bright light, falling down to my knees
Somehow now I feel safe bathing in the rays

(An angel hiding in the tree its voice so calming calls to me
One thousand cries of apology, gone unheard this snowy night)


Right now I’m more fed up than the thought of suicide
When all I feel is useless, I really want to die
So understand the plight of the future holy light
I’ll break my neck to get there, this is my one goodbye, this is my last goodbye


I am your one salvation, I am all seraphim 
I am holy perfection, I am the spinning rings
I am the king of kings, I am all cherubim
I am your one salvation, I will punish all sin
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You cannot comprehend me, your mind will rot away
You’re cursed to speak my name, you will be not afraid
Your fate is at my mercy, your entrails strung along
You now exist to serve me, for I’m a HYBRID GOD


Only one way to look, crane my neck to view it
Only one voice to hear who is never wrong
Whisper all that I need, tell me now about your
Plan, upkeep it I will ‘til the deed is done

(Angel hiding in the dark a face of nightmares in the bark
One thousand winters cold to touch, I now refuse to be your crutch)
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My divine destiny, fate will never fail me
Even though I’m alone, I don’t really mind
Being the greatest part of euphoric future
Being someone adored, now that fate is mine

(An angel hiding in the tree its voice so calming calls to me
One thousand cries of apology, gone unheard this snowy night)


Wonder how they’d think of me now all alone, I’ll take this tree down
Bloodline ran so cold as ice, and with this cord, I’ll roll the dice X2
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Right now I’m more fed up than the thought of suicide
When all I feel is useless, I really want to die
So understand the plight of the future holy light
I’ll break my neck to get there, this is my last goodbye


I am your one salvation, I am all seraphim 
I am holy perfection, I am the spinning rings
I am the king of kings, I am all cherubim
I am your one salvation, I will punish all sin
-
I gave myself this mindset, but only to survive
When all you feel is useless, you would just want to die
So fake it ‘til you make it, or else you’d wish you’re gone
Don’t doubt this identity, aren't’ I a HYBRID GOD?

HYBRID GOD -【IMPOSTOR】FT. 5 VOCALOIDS // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQHZALZD8po&ab_channel=BONES.

SOLARIA - CAUTIONARY

sentenced to hard truth ⚖

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/ezldLULi3Ps

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music / illust / mv -  friendxp  
vocaloid - meika hime

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instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kzivz15ei9Ofvxc0_qHj4YGG1YspYo3w?usp=drive_link
streaming (will take a bit to go up on spotify, etc) - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/all-those-feelings-have-to-go
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/all-those-feelings-have-to-go
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

「all those feelings have to go.」 - friendxp feat. hime

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / GUMI SV https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
yt / https://youtu.be/WETKj63-N6E

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So please appeal

re:BEDEVIL / GUMI SV

"i don't wanna let you down"

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/Yg6g3agPj8Y

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music / illust / mv - friendxp  
vocal - sheena

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instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1d-V7zDQiUcbIlweUSpywtOG57Ck9lMU9?usp=drive_link
streaming - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/how-2-pleaser
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/how-2-pleaser
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

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it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

it’s a crisis in itself
the symptoms paralleled in every infidel
i know it well
you always sell what’s not to tell
and simply, a stagnant “truth” luring us into “sin”
as soon as we begin
i know better than that
back-to-back, there’ll be no slack

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot rid

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

“let me waste my life atoning for somebody else’s burdens”
who should be responsible for traumas left inaudible?

now, we’ve both withdrawn
dawdled on when mending bonds
and now, they’re nearly gone
every single fleeting glance
i can spy the eyes of latent plights
hunting through night

of course, the status is enforced
may i premorse what bloomed straight from the source?

denouncing that “other side”
turn it to me and i’ll look alive
“would you look at that round of sinners?”
smiling, idling as no beginner
it’s better not showed nor telled
“it’s like they wanna go straight unto hell”
for this sentence that swallows all lifelines
i’d like a bit of time

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot yet rid

in the end, it’s the same
is there gain without pain?
“it’s coming around to get you cause ain’t it true?”

as i’m bombarded by complexity
the world remains a mystery
there’s no room for ambiguity
“allah, the scenes i see are - ”
shrouded by ubiquity
parading false identities
and twisting tongues oh so breathlessly
“allah, the scenes i see are gone”

allah, the scenes i see are wrong…

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a life that i cannot lead

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

now, and till i’m gone
allah all along had me wrong

HOW 2 PLEASER - friendxp feat. sheena

hi i spedran a song about my dnd character. his name is cornerstone, he's a warforged paladin, and is gods most hated creature. i love my mentally ill catholic golem robot man so much. who knows i might infodump about him later. 
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lyrics:

Arise, told I to abstract each verse, read between the lines 
Writing condign, irony and gold, ties whole and divine

Stepping stone esprit, a born devotee
I'll picture my halo underneath the oak tree
Gratuitous familiarity, till shadows plead “inductee!” 

Each name a lamb destined for the slaughter
Best yield that stare that you've barred the other 

Our Father, know that I am pure
We've laid my conscience in the forge
Why, I am built to be adored!
And confined thy Judas to paintings forever more 
Answer to your every word!
I’m "the perfect soldier", your bidding is scripture
Though, love is sin that I've forsworn 
We'll count down my heart beat, presiding from holy ward 

Psyche sought respite, animus sancti
Now, knight another pawn the bishop foresees 
Breathe the sin of originality
Let their eyes fade as per decree

This judgement comes by the axe of saviours 
Assimilate out that exhumed nature 

Daresay, Father, know that I am pure
They've torn out my pretense, I can't be restored
Why, I am built to be ordered!
I'm one of a kind to expend at your word
Errant fervour can be cured 
Count back and that disdain begins at the core
I promise that I can’t deplore 
A rekindled pyre, let it smother out the source

Arise, told I to abstract each verse, read between the lines 
Writing condign, I watched as the mirror left my sight

Oh, Father, know that I am pure
He’s buried my heartbeat within the floor
Why, I am built to be abhorred!
In monochrome vision, I’ve not been before
Waxing wings have since been worn
Oh, pray that the limelight shall melt my encore 
The pillars remain as before
Now count down the bodies my hands have turned salvor
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yt: https://youtu.be/TIWS7EWE_NQ
bandcamp: https://ennn1.bandcamp.com/album/sancta-simplicitas
vsqx: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link
discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN

Sancta Simplicitas / DEX

music / kian
vocals / eleanor forte
mv / https://youtu.be/9zpPRuhFTnY
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1QnN3ZpzTuM7GTf7mSGlGZXWH_-Zjzx9a?usp=drive_link


[lyrics]
How could you let me go end up like this?
At least you exist
But is this any way to live?
Just cut your tongue and get a grip
I thought your purpose was to handle me
Handle all your tears?
Why was I unable to fear?
Your mind was well beyond your years
Why don't you know how to get out of here
Isn't it insane?
Your every action comes with pain
This is just the path you paved
But hey, it's just a game
That isn't what you said that day
Don't you speak another word, I think I had enough

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(This isn't good enough)
(No, it's not good enough)
But now at least his eyes are fed

I wonder daily that maybe I'm to blame
With choices that I wish weren't made
I couldn't take it, I hoped that you were dead
(Why are you still sulking over little things)
The profound sense of dread you gave me
(It's not like they hurt you in real life

This isn't what you said it'd feel like
Maybe you're too dumb
Why does it make me wanna die?
You're there still mourning hordes of flies
I don't mind, they've been too kind
That isn't what you said that day
Shut your mouth and go away
Don't let me see your face

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Give me all the pain you felt back then when you were young
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
(I hate you)
I don't know how I could leave it, nothing's good enough
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
At least his eyes are fed