Trying

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

spotify

pathetic ft. residential

juice wrld - overseer with freestyle

There is a really cool YouTube video showing how I made this track :)

This weird call I recieved last night

guitars done by @prodjpjp
rest produced by heylog

lyrics:
starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all

one call was all i needed
right now, i feel completed
2019 is over
been four years and got lower
though, for me it stood out
bleed to just hear one sound
i'd die to hear that noise
the calmness of your voice
i knew how it'd turn out
soon you'd be leaving town
and i couldn't bare that thought
was hard to move on
32 degrees, lungs get colder by the second
been through hell and out
it's like there's some type of obsession
wondering the choice you made if you've ever regret it
if you gotta say something why don't you come confess it
everytime you mention how, i need to find me
don't know what ur tryna say
don't know what u mean
i think ur just saying words
you're just saying things
even you confuse yourself
you don't know what to think
the reason why i live is to hope for a day
to finally see guidance leading ur way
wonder how to start, wonder where i go
all of it requires leaving my home
been through a bit and so much has gone
you don't gotta be sorry if i went through a lot
i can see us starting a family
i think it's the only thing that'll help me

starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all
heart's pounding strong
been up for hours
the sun's almost up
like how do i do it
she say, "where you been"
no where
just haven't checked my phone to use it
it's all gone down in carnage
debris in my lungs
wake up, feel like garbage
and get my yeti cup
i'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine
even 300mg can barely do a thing to me

carnage

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Prod. McX 

Lyrics - 

(Verse 1)

Call my phone then u call me a prick 
And your in all my songs and it’s making me sick 
I gotta…rewind to the day that you fixed me…
Decline what is love when were six feet

Heartache but I know that I’ll be fine 

Don’t break, but the pressure might refine 

I know you said that’s it over some tree lines 

Waisted time just to think you could be mine 

I guess you ripped my soul you could call me a wraith 
I gave you all I had didn’t know what it takes 

And I’ve hit a wall fell in love with a snake 

And Her fangs don’t give they only take-ache-ache

Crushin’ in love with distruction 

Never happy cause this shits all corruption 

All my friends they see a shell like I’m nothing 

Ghosts love to be seen now I’m bugging 

(Hook 1)

and you ripped the love 
right out my bones 
oh don’t look at me 
you never know 
what to do 
leave me here feeling used 

paralyzed 
inside my mind
and i can’t confide 
what i feel inside 
but it shows 
you never know 
what to do

Leave me here feeling used 

(Verse 2)

Feeling used don’t want to talk about it

Break my noose but I might choke without it

Fly to the moon and you might see when I

Crash out then I black out then black out

Don’t wanna get so lost

I might just pay that cost

I might just

I might just check out then I’ll leave my spot 

I got a mind that’s fucking crazy for what’s normal and it’s getting kinda normal for me 

Feeling real abnormal I mean 

Yeah

Bring it back down 

I just took like 12 in a pack now

Really hoping that it kills me when I black out, yeah, black out 

Don’t got time for the romance

Too dark I can’t even see the pole dance

My life just ripped outta my plans 

My life just slipped outta my hands 

(Hook 2)

and you ripped the love 
right out my bones 
oh don’t look at me 
you never know 
what to do 
leave me here feeling used 

paralyzed 
inside my mind
and i can’t confide 
what i feel inside 
but it shows 
you never know 
what to do

Leave me here feeling used

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